LOGINNINA
As Eros guides me inside the castle, I feel myself sinking deeper into a world of darkness. The sound of my footsteps echoes through the shadowy corridors as I try to memorize the path he takes with me. The royal family did not follow us, leaving us alone, as if they expected something—or knew something I didn’t yet. I struggle to absorb this new reality I’m entering. With every step deeper into the castle, the atmosphere grows heavier; shadows dance around me as if they have a life of their own. Some curl around my wings, and I could swear I feel their cold, caressing touch. The smell is of mold, old and rotten from the lack of light there. Eros turns into another corridor, lit only by a few candles nestled in the stone crevices. His steps are silent, as if he were floating over the dark stone floor. I feel small and fragile beside him; my height reaches his chin, my wings certainly make me taller, but my body is much smaller than his. Echoes of conversation become present as I enter another corridor, this one a little brighter; the windows are larger, letting in some light, even if somber—but light. The voices are macabre, the laughter sinister. It feels as though the castle itself is alive. Eros stops at a dark wooden door adorned with symbols I know mean “My room, my life,” but what does he mean by that? My heart races when he opens the door, revealing his bedroom to me; I realize what he intends to do. He wants to feed on me on the very first day, without giving me a chance to rest or process all this. His hand drags me inside without any courtesy, and I see a bed draped in black sheets, gray walls, and red carpets. Eros stares at me intensely; his red eyes like two rubies gleam as a sardonic smile spreads across his lips. He closes the door without taking his eyes off me, and I can’t look away from his. Slowly, he approaches, his malicious smile revealing sharp fangs. I back away, back away until my back hits the wall, leaving me cornered. “You don’t understand, half-breed female,” he says, drawing closer, placing his hands on the wall, one on each side of my body, staring at me. “You were made for me, to satisfy me however I wish. I waited a long time—longer than I should have—to taste your blood in my mouth.” My body begins to tremble at his words, but something inside me refuses to accept it in silence. Maybe it’s my stubbornness, or those eyes staring at me with such voracity that make me draw courage from where I didn’t know I had. “I’m not a half-breed,” I say and take a deep breath. “I’m a hybrid, Prince Eros. You should know that.” He twists his smile and looks at me as if analyzing me. For a few seconds, I feel the air leave me while he bites his lower lip. “Your big mouth might get you in trouble, female. Here, you’re only to serve me, not to talk back,” he retorts with a firm voice, laced with authority. “I know why I came here; I grew up knowing it. But that doesn’t mean I have to accept it quietly,” I say, holding his gaze. He slides his hand across my face, tracing my cheek. Then he pulls my hair aside, exposing my neck. I feel a muscle tremor, and the racing beat of my heart nearly suffocates me. His finger runs over my jugular vein, under the skin, as if mapping it. In doing so, I turn my face, making it even more exposed and vulnerable to his action. “Your blood calls to me like a soft melody, full of desire,” he murmurs slowly and runs his nose along my skin, sending a shiver through me, making me release the breath I was holding. He opens his mouth, revealing his larger canines. His eyes become shrouded in a black mist. I know this is it. I close my eyes; my throat burns. Yet I feel no fangs. I open my eyes and see him looking at the door, which soon receives two knocks, and I can hear a voice from the other side. “She’s not ready yet, cousin. She needs to purify her blood, or do you want a stomachache in the middle of the night?” I breathe deeply, relieved, trying to control my fear. I need to be strong; I know I do. My mother told me to obey him and the king, but I can’t. I can’t stay silent. “I’m not your property, nor your object. I have my own will and decide how I want to serve—or not. You need to learn to respect that,” I say with a firm voice, even though it’s trembling.NINAA few minutes ago, Eros went to speak with the king after being summoned, leaving me alone in the room with our son. It’s a strange feeling—my body is different, lighter than before, and I know it’s because of my vampiric side that is now fully with me.Finally, I am whole, and curious about this new life I will have from now on.Amun is beautiful, my perfect son. I can hardly believe it happened like this, so quickly. I feel a little sad that I didn’t see my belly grow, but I did see my vampiric self with him in her womb, and I felt him kick. The important thing is that my son is healthy, big, and strong.I place my son at my breast to nurse him. It’s as if I instinctively know I have to do this—even though he is a pure vampire, as the healer said, I feel certain inside that he needs my milk. He needs to be breastfed.“That’s it, my son,” I say, feeling him suckle strongly, and I notice my body releasing milk.Eros opens the door to our room. I see how anxious and worried he loo
ADRIANI arrive at the castle disheartened. Once again, I went looking for my sister, and once again I didn’t find her. Months have passed, and she vanished without a trace—I can’t even pick up her scent anymore. And that’s not good, because if there’s no scent, it means she’s using magic.Ancient and forbidden magic.I didn’t leave the castle, even though shame burns across my face like the sun every time I see my cousin. I punished him so many times, and in truth, my sister was the guilty one.I’ve buried my feelings for Nina deep inside myself. No matter how difficult it is, I have no right to feel anything for her. Especially now, after everything that happened. And the worst part is that I still don’t have the courage to tell the king about my sister—or about what she did. But with Nina’s current situation, everyone has set Marian aside. No one has asked about her more than twice.I push open the castle doors and enter slowly, wearing the same tired, lifeless expression as always
EROSSeven months have passed since Nina last opened her eyes. Seven months of watching over her day and night, not knowing when she will wake. Seven months of torturing myself with guilt for putting her in this state.No matter how hard I try, I’m not sure I’ll know how to rule the kingdom like this. I’ve been trying to think more carefully about my actions, about everything. Even Adrian has been helping me a little—reluctantly, more withdrawn, silent, as though he’s drifting in some distant world.After that conversation where he laid bare his feelings and desires, we never touched the subject again. He only speaks to me about kingdom matters now. And he said that as soon as Nina wakes, he will leave.Marian disappeared too. I found it strange that she vanished overnight; it’s not like her. But I know the cousin I have, and she probably didn’t want to deal with the situation. She already suffers from the loss of the parents she barely knew—I can only imagine how devastated she must
NINAI open my eyes and find myself surrounded by darkness. A darkness so deep that I can’t make out anything in front of me. The cold invades me, making me tremble and shiver. I take a deep breath, trying to calm my racing heart. Am I dead? Is this the world of the dead? But if I’m dead, why is my heart still beating?So many questions I can’t answer.Marian’s words echo in my mind like knives tearing through my chest. She betrayed me, deceived me, used me. She wore a mask of kindness, hiding her true cruel face. And what about Eros? Did he lie too? Was our marriage just a means to produce a child?A sharp pain stabs through me at the thought that he might have only followed his father’s orders, that he never truly felt anything for me. That everything was a farce—just like Marian, who only knew how to lie.For a long time, I stand frozen in silence. A silence so deafening it terrifies me. Am I alone in this place? Is there any way out? Finally, I gather my courage and begin to walk
ADRIANI stared out the glass windows of the library, watching the moon shine bright in the sky. The air was cold and damp; the smell of mold and dust lingered, but I didn’t care. A shiver ran down my spine, though it wasn’t from the chill. It was the anguish consuming me from within.My decision had already been made, but that didn’t make things any easier. I knew Marian would suffer from my departure, yet I had no other choice. I couldn’t stay here, watching the woman I loved in Eros’s arms—even though he was her mate and I was not.I needed to leave, to start my existence somewhere else, far from them, far from everything. Perhaps in two or three weeks, I would go. Just long enough to know that Nina was well and safe. Just long enough to convince myself that my choice was truly the best one—and deep down, I knew it was.The library is rarely used, and I love this place. It’s my refuge, my sanctuary, my escape. The book I’m looking at shows possible places where I could retreat and
EROSI head to the library, Adrian’s favorite place. As soon as I open the door, I see him seated in a leather armchair, surrounded by ancient scrolls and old books. He has always been fascinated by history and magic—far more than I ever was. I prefer action and adventure, which I once thought made me a natural leader for Morbóvia. At least, that’s what I believed until I realized I still lacked certain things—qualities I need to learn if I’m to become a good king in the future.The air is thick with mold and dust, as though no one has entered here in centuries. I feel a slight tickle in my nose, but I ignore it. I walk calmly toward my cousin, trying not to make a sound. I want to surprise him, but I also don’t want to startle him.Adrian only lifts his eyes from the book he’s reading—an old volume about places in Morbóvia, locations not every vampire dares to visit. He stares at me with a cold expression, then returns his gaze to the page, pretending not to notice my presence. Adria







