CHAPTER 4 ~ GET IN BED

ETHAN'S POV 

"I can't take it anymore, I can't spend the rest of my life being trapped here." I said to myself as I stood in front of his door.

I asked around for his room and they directed me here. I know that what he wants from me is a sin, an abomination but I am willing to give it to him if it will guarantee my freedom.

I stormed into his room, slamming the door behind me. My frustration and anger were palpable as I demanded. "This is what you want, right?" I walked over to him sitting behind his desk at the corner of his bedroom.

"What are you talking about?" He is seemingly unfazed by my outburst as he looked up from his seat, a hint of amusement dancing in his eyes. "What are you doing pastor?" He asked as he stared at me while I unbuttoned my shirt.

I slowly and shyly removed every piece of clothing item on my body till I was standing before him in just my boxer briefs. "This is what you want, right? My body, that's the reason I am here right? To satisfy your sexual urge, right?" He stared at me while flashing me a smirk but he has refused to say anything.

"Well there is no need keeping me here longer than necessary, do what you want with my body. Have your way with me and set me free." I offered myself to him as tears rolled down my eyes.

"Ah, Ethan. Everything you do just makes me want you more." He said, his voice low and smooth. "It's true that I want you, I want your perfect body." He stood up and walked around me while his eyes are fixed on my body as I mentally battle the urge of covering my body with my hands. "But not like this." He reclined on his desk while staring at me. "Not this way." He added.

"What do you mean? I am offering myself to you, so what more do you want?"

"I want much more than sex." He stated. "Sex has never been a problem and if sex was all I wanted, I would have had it right from the first time I saw you three months ago." I thought we met on my wedding day for the first time, so he knew me before then? "I could get at least five guys on my fucking bed with just a snap of my fingers." 

"Then what do you want?" At this point, I am willing to give him whatever he wants just to leave this nightmare behind me, I need to go back to my life.

"I want everything, I want you to love and adore me. I want you your love, mind, soul and your fucking body. I want your entire being, I want you to be crazy about me, I need you to live and breathe for me... I want to own everything about you pastor Ethan Morano, I want you to be my husband and answer my last name, I want you to submit to me and I want you to do it willingly." He went on and on and the more he made his request, the more I got scared.

"It will never happen Diablo, I can never be with you in the way that you want." I said truthfully. 

I don't know him but it's obvious that we are world apart, I am a pastor and he pride himself in calling himself the devil. I am attracted to ladies and he is attracted to me? "I can't picture a world where we can be together in the way that you want, it's not possible." I stated truthfully.

"It will happen, it might take a bit of time but you will be completely mine eventually. Everything that makes you who you are will be mine and soon enough, you will be here professing your love to me and begging me to fuck you and not as a duty or a way out but as a symbol of love. You will beg me to claim your body after proving just how much you love me." He assured me and I am scared.

He seems so sure and confident, what if he is right? What if I fall in love 6him and what if I beg him to touch me? 

I won't be able to forgive myself if I fall in love with a man. "No, just have my body now." I offered again as I shook my head, I don't want to fall for him.

"No pastor, it's too early to beg. I will only touch you when I am confident that you are madly in love with me." I am a pastor and the fact that I am standing almost naked in front of him is already bad enough, adding love to the equation will ruin me completely.

"This is no right Diablo." I pointed out and it feels really weird calling him that. "What's your name?" I asked curiously because Diablo is definitely not a good name.

"You know my name." He smirk before returning to his seat behind the desk.

"Yeah but I know your parents didn't give you that, if I am to fall in love with you, I need to get to know you, so what's your real name." I lied again.

The main reason I want to know is name is to pray with it because I need God to touch his out so that I can leave this place. He is a bad influence and I have lied more than twice now in the space of two weeks that I have been here. Only God knows what will happen the longer I stay here.

"Well I guess you are right, I am going to be your husband so I think you have the right to know my name. Your soon to be husband's name is Salvatore Diablo Esposito." He said while making sure to emphasize the word Diablo. I can't believe that he prefers to be called Diablo when he has a beautiful name.

"I'm ready for you Diablo." One of his guys badged into the room just as I was about to say something while wearing just a boxer brief like me. "Oh sorry, I didn't know you had company." He pointed out.

"Leave Marco, I will see you later." Salvatore said without taking his eyes off me but the look on Marcus face is scary, it's obvious that he hates that I am in Salvatore's room as much as I hate being here.

"No, don't worry. I will leave." I picked up my things from the floor and I ran out before he could stop me.

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DIABLO'S POV

"Of all the fucking time in the world, you choose this exact moment to show up and ruin my time with Ethan." I pointed out as soon as Ethan left.

He was just getting to know me, he finally understood that I won't let him go and he was trying to know me better and Marco came in here to ruin everything.

"It's not my fault I should up now, you asked me to come and here I am, how am I supposed to know that the pastor will be in your room, what was he even doing here?" 

"Are you really questioning me Marco?" I asked as I got up from my chair and walked over to him. "So because I fuck you every now and then, you think you now have the right to fucking question me?" I asked curiously.

Maybe I made a mistake by fucking my best friend and right hand man, but I thought that he understood that we were just having fun and nothing more, so I don't understand why he is questioning me.

"I am not questioning you Diablo and what we have is more than sex, I love you and you know it. Besides, I am your best friend and right hand man, no one knows and understands you more than me which me that I will be a great partner for you and the business." He reasoned but I don't like him like that. "The pastor is only going to complicate things, you can't be completely free and open to him because he is a pastor and he will judge your lifestyle, I am the best person for you." He concluded.

I know the disadvantages that comes with me choosing to be with a pastor, so he doesn't need to remind me. "I know that it will be easier for me to be with you but we have talked about this, I am not in love with you and you were okay with it before we started having sex, so what is this about?" Ordinarily, I wouldn't have cared about him or what he thinks but he is my oldest friend and we have been through a lot together.

"I didn't agree with you, I was just giving you time to come around and fall in love, I am a patient guy and I will wait for as long as it takes for you to get bored of the pastor and realize that I am the man for you." 

He will be waiting a very long time because I will never get bored of Ethan, I love everything about him, I love the chase and the drama that comes with turning a handsome pastor to my bitch. "Stop, I am not in the mood." I said as I held his hand while he was trying to undo my belt.

"But you asked me to come." He pointed out.

"Yeah, I fucking changed my mind. You can get in bed till I am ready or leave." I instructed as I returned to what I was doing on my laptop and from the corner of my eyes, I saw him getting in bed. "Good choice." I will need to relieve all this tension on him soon enough.