I wake up in the morning, look around and see that the room is a mess, some vases broken, the chair overturned. “Did I make this mess?” I ask myself. I try to move but I can't, because I'm tied up, hands and legs. The effects of the pills had already worn off, maybe I overdosed, the psychiatrist said to take one pill, but I took two. The nurse comes in and looks at me calmly, showing a serenity in her manner, she must have been used to dealing with conflicted patients.“ Good morning Navid."“ Good morning…"“ Do you feel better?"I nodded positively. She looked around, took a deep breath and approached me, analyzing me.“ Is there any way you can let me go?"“ Waiting for the doctor to release..."Soon after, a woman entered, looking like she was the psychiatrist. A thin woman, of average height, blonde, with features that I would say are Korean and with a radiant smile.“ Good morning Navid. I'm Doctor Nancy. Rest assured that you are in good hands… “ She smiles, being friendly and
4pmI was escorted to the living room, to meet Dr. Nancy, as I had agreed. I enter the room and there she is sitting, waiting for me. She wore a black pantaloon”style jumpsuit. She gestures for me to sit down.“ Navid, how was today?“Normal…“ According to your record, you frequently experience hallucinations...I didn't respond and looked around, observing the details of the office.“What do you see? “ He asked me.“ An elderly woman in the dark, I see my son who sometimes whispers in my ear…” I took a deep breath and turned my head. “I see Mr Jones my friend. “ He said. I invented the first ones that popped into my head, I had to say something.“ Do you have children?“ I already had… “ I lied. I never had children, Sasha and I have tried several times but without success. I had to invent some story and pretend to be insane, even though I was aware of what I was doing even without taking the pills that psychiatrist Felipe had given me. It could not arouse suspicion.“ I am really
Navid/MarlonI open my eyes and see myself in a room, I try to move but I'm stuck. I am tied from head to toe, my face had a mask that covered my mouth. I try to speak but to no avail. I see people in masks and lab coats, one of them approaches me.“ You shouldn't have done it Navid!I shake my head and try to speak, but the mask on my face doesn't allow it. I try hard but to no avail. Another one approaches me with two metallic objects, I couldn't believe this would happen to me. I get an electric shock. I feel the metals in me, making my body shake, seeing stars, clouds and everything else that was possible. I had never been shocked, but today I felt the pain of it. I was irrational, without the strength to move, this process repeated itself and I felt rays of darkness invading my body. I tried to scream but the mask suffocated me, I thought I was going to die.“ Enough! “ I hear a female voice speaking, I can't see because I'm completely out of balance. “ They could ask my name and
8pm“ Sasha, agree to marry me! “ I say kneeling, in the middle of the sea. There were two of us in white, in front of the beach. She wore a long lace dress, her hair flew in the wind. She knelt in front of me and held my face.“ A thousand times yes!He responded by kissing, holding my hand and putting the ring on my finger and kissing my hand, a tear fell from his face. With my left hand, I smoothed his hair behind his ear.“ How can you want to marry me, Marlon? I…“ Shiu... It doesn't matter, you're the most beautiful woman I've ever met! Affectionate, sweet, companion... everything I ever wanted.” I know a kiss on your face. “ And between us, I'm crazy tooWe both laughed, I made her blush, her cheeks turned red and her smile became radiant, her Japanese eyes became even more refined.“ I have to admit that you are crazy, because only a crazy person would marry a woman like me…We got up together, me holding her waist and her with her hands resting on my arm.“ I love you…” He wh
8 a.m tomorrowThe nurse hands me pills to take. Put it in my mouth and drink water. She tells me to open my mouth to see if I really took them, I do as she says and when I leave the room I take them out of my mouth, throw them on the floor and crush them with my foot, leaving them unnoticed on the floor. There was no way I was going to take that. I still wondered about the voices I heard last night, were they my hallucinations, due to the shock I received or were they really someone's voices. I hit my head with my hand, always trying to keep my wits about me.“ Navid, let's go for a walk. “ The nurse approaches, very kind.“ Where are we going?She approached me and held my hand.“ Come on, let's go to the activity room! You can't stay locked up all day!I got up and went with her. Along the way I came across other patients, some very happy, others horrified and others who were simply in another world. Some looked like the living dead, spoke nonsense, murmured and drooled until their
4 pmThey accompany me to Dr. Nancy’s office. I enter the room and sit down, while she was at the table staring at me. She felt her gaze fixed on me, as if she knew what had happened. She had the paper and pen in her hand.“ Navid….I breathed deeply, pressing my hands to the back of the chair. I looked away, as I didn't want to show how I felt at the moment.“ You attacked a patient today! “ He told me. “ Lucas.“ Betina. “ He said irritated. “ Today she was Betina!“ Are you so upset because of a simple game?"“ She swallowed the pieces! “ I hit the chair on impulse.“ Was it necessary to strangle her? Something else irritated you and made you compulsive.“ Nothing much... I just got irritated... “ I stared at her. “ And Mr JJones ordered this to be done.“ This me jones makes you someone compulsive and aggressive.“ I am not compulsive and much less aggressive. “ I stared at her, crossing my arms, still annoyed and bored.She took a deep breath and nodded, not knowing what to do wi
NancyI could have sworn there was someone nearby. I re”enter the room and arrange some patient documents in their proper places. I left the room bored, as the hospital was empty, luckily the patients were well behaved, as there are days when this is impossible. I walk through the corridors and the next thing I know, I'm near Navid's room. I peek through the small window in the door to see how he is doing. I see him walking around in the same place calmly, as if he was thinking something. Was she thinking about running away? I waited a little longer to observe her behavior, it was addictive to watch. He takes a deep breath, turns his back to me and takes off his shirt, demonstrating his physical structure, defined body, his back? My God, what a back and shoulders he was like, I could revise my anatomy classes just by looking at him. I take a deep breath and can barely contain myself seeing him like that. He might have a mental disorder, but he couldn't deny that he was handsome and at
MarlonI feel my body being touched by someone, I try to open my eyes, but I can't, I feel like I'm being overcome by a deep sleep. I saw everything around me blurred, I barely recognized faces. She whispers in my ear, I knew that voice. I take a deep breath and open my eyes, looking at her. She takes my mouth, while her other hand goes down to my abdomen, until it reaches the level of my groin. I hold her hand and look at her, making her stop.“ I know you want... “ She takes my mouth again and her hand invades my pants, I am caressed without permission, but I also can't help it because I'm dizzy, I can't react, as if a drug were in me. I let the pleasure carry me away and then I fall into a deep sleep. I feel time passing, my body remains asleep but my mind tells me to wake up.“ Navid.I hear my name, but I can't wake up, as if I don't have control of my own body.“ Navid wake up!I wake up scared and in agony, I take a deep breath trying to calm down. I didn't understand what just