Cassian’s POV
“What the hell is taking her so long?” I cursed under my breath as I drummed my fingers on the arm rest in the car. The sound of the car engine continued even though I was still up sef and everything else felt like it had come to an abreupt end. She was testing me. That had to be it. We were already behind schedule. The Council Ball wasn’t something you walked into like a village bonfire. Nobles, diplomats, high-ranking alphas—they’d all be there. Watching. Measuring. Judging. And she was keeping us waiting. despite all my emphasis Again. I turned to the front. “Go check. If she isn’t down in the next two minutes—” “Alpha!” I turned around to the sound of the voice that just called me. To my surprise a maid threw herself on the floor. . She bowed quickly, fiddling with her apron. “Please, forgive the delay. The designer just finished up. There was… an issue.” I narrowed my eyes. “What kind of issue?” She swallowed hard. “The makeup artist arrived late. And then, um, she and Miss Selena had a disagreement.” I knew it It was an entirely bad idea to bring here I should have been on my way by now But Conrad just had to suggest, putting me in a not so pleasant position. “What kind of disagreement?” I managed, locking eyes with the inquisitive eyes that knelt before me The maid wrung her hands. “Miss Selena refused makeup altogether.” I blinked. “Refused?” “She said—uh—‘I’m not about to have someone bake a whole bakery’s worth of chemicals into my pores,’ sir.” My brows rose so high I felt the skin stretch. “She insisted she’d look fine without it,” the maid added quickly. “She… wouldn’t budge.” I leaned my head back against the seat and exhaled through my nose. Of course. She’d been nothing but fire and defiance since she set foot in this palace. Challenging Adeline during Luna training. Questioning protocol. Scoffing at formalwear suggestions. And now, choosing to appear less of pack expectations with one final, unnecessary act of rebellion. I was about to tell the maid to bring her down regardless when— “Daddy! Daddy!” Sisi’s voice felt like the energy i didn’t know I needed. . I turned just in time to see her bolt out the front doors and down the steps like a streak of moonlight. She yanked the car door open, eyes sparkling. “Daddy, you have to see Mommy!” I almost scoffed, when was she going to realize that she isn’t her mother. “What about her?” “She looks like a queen. No—like one of those magical princesses! You know, the ones with glitter everywhere?” I raised a brow. “You mean the ones who always burst into song?” She giggled, nodding vigorously. “Exactly! But prettier. Way prettier.” I chuckled and reached over to fix the lopsided bow in her curls. “You’re glowing yourself, pumpkin. Look at you—are those….” I paused, to take a closer look at the shoes she was putting on, “sparkles on your shoes?” She looked down and wiggled her toes. “I told Martha I needed to shine today. But even I don’t look as good as Mommy.” I was about to ask what exactly had gotten her so excited when the front doors opened again. I loved being here With sisi She was the compensation i had no idea I needed. And everything stopped. The chatter. The movement. The air in my lungs. My gaze followed Sisi’s gasp and her tiny finger pointing out the window. And then I saw her. Selena stood at the top of the steps, still and composed like a painting come to life. The world didn’t deserve that kind of stillness. It was too raw. Too perfect. She came down the stairs, one leg at a time She was putting on a black dress and lord, where have these curves been all my life. It looked like the dress was made exactly for her, tye slit ran high up her thigh. And it was enough to make me shift in my seat like a teenager . She wasn’t wearing a necklace. No earrings. No jewels. Nothing glittering but the way she carried herself. But her face….. gods. Bare. And her hair— She hadn’t pulled it up like the stylists insisted. She left it down. Curls wild and bouncy and completely untamed. It framed her face like a crown. I hated that staring at her made my throat dry, but I couldn’t deny that… that. She was… breathtaking. “What did I tell you?” Sisi whispered reverently, her small hand resting on my wrist. “She’s like a goddess.” I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. Not with my mouth dry and my thoughts tangled. Selena stepped closer, not hesitating, not slowing—not even blinking when our eyes met. She knew. She knew exactly what she was doing to me. And she was enjoying it. She stopped beside the open car door and raised one arched brow. “Are you done admiring me, Alpha?” she asked, voice like honey laced with steel. I cleared my throat. “I was just wondering… why the hell you’re not wearing any makeup.” She smirked. “I told them I didn’t want any.” “That’s not an answer.” She cocked a hip, her hands on her waist. “It’s the only one you’re getting. I don’t like it. I don’t need it. And I sure as hell wasn’t going to let someone smear chemicals on my face just to please a room full of people who don’t know me.” “You’re going to a treaty ball, not a farmer’s market,” I bit out. She shrugged. “And yet somehow, I look better than most of the powdered dolls you probably have on speed dial.” I stared. “Is modesty a foreign language to you?” She tilted her head, her curls bouncing. “Confidence isn’t immodesty. It’s clarity. You might want to try it sometime.” “You have a sharp mouth,” I muttered. “You’re the one staring at it,” she shot back. I opened my mouth, ready to snap— “Alright, enough,” Conrad’s voice interrupted like a slap of cold water. He strolled out of the house, adjusting the cufflinks on his sleeves, his expression equal parts annoyed and amused. “Can we please save the power struggle for after the political event of the year?” He paused, looking Selena up and down. Then let out a low whistle. “Selena, damn. You look… dangerous. Breathtaking, really.” Her shoulders relaxed slightly. “Thank you, Conrad.” He grinned. “If the plan was to make sure no one pays attention to the treaties, you nailed it.” Then he looked at me. Hard. “And you. Can we go now? Or are you still trying to figure out how black became your favorite color?” I scowled,. If I hadn’t known better Conrad would have been 6’six feet beneath the ground. but, I heard sisi chuckle, placing her hands over her lips and I felt all my anger dissolve.. Swlena slid into the car, adjusting sisi and whispering something about beauty and charming. And mindlessly, I followed her Letting her scent guide me. The driver started the engine. The car pulled away. We didn’t speak. But the air between us felt like it was going to swallow me whole. And it wasn’t just tension anymore. It was awareness. It was danger. It was something that felt like the start of something I wasn’t ready for. Not now. Not ever. But gods help me… I wanted it anyway.Selena’s POVAdjusting.That was the word I kept clinging to.Not surviving. Not enduring.Adjusting.I whispered it to myself like a spell every morning before brushing my teeth.Adjust.To the endless marble floors and high ceilings that didn’t echo quite so loudly anymore.To the staff who no longer looked through me like I was just a guest passing through, but greeted me with polite nods and sometimes even smiles.To the strange, almost tender routine I’d somehow fallen into with the Alpha himself.Cassian.Sometimes, he joined us at dinner.Not always. But when he did, he’d sweep in like a man who had no idea how much space he took up—even when silent.He’d sit across from me at the ridiculously long table, tearing into bread with his bare hands, sleeves rolled up, forearms dusted with ink and power.Sometimes he’d ask, “Did you like the soup?”I’d mutter, “Yes.”And then he’d offer Sisi his bread roll like he was handing over a crown jewel, glancing up at me afterward with a bro
Selena’s POVI was sinking and I didn’t even have s way out.Ever since the announcement, I haven’t said a word.Not to Cassian.Not to Sisi.Not even to myself.It was hard to come up with any Especially when my body went into full shock from the announcement Cassian had made earlier.Through at the rest of the ball, I was just physically present. My soul? Well it had travelled completely.I could still afford to smile when necessary and attend to sisi. But my mind?Gone.Back to that moment. That damn moment.“This is Selena. My mate.”Tye words repeated loudly in my head and I felt myself going deep into my imaginations.I hated how my heart reacted, hiw it drummed the minute he held my hands, like it had been waiting.Drumming loud enough to drown out common sense.Even now, as I sat at the back of this carA car that I had barely even taken note of the name.With sisi in between us like a wall.I liked it.In a way.i tried to steal glances at Cassian who was sitted Bt tye opp
Cassian’s POVI had never hated a room so muchThe ballroom was full. Overflowing, even.But none of it mattered.Not even the politicsNot the rehearsed one everyone offered themselves.Not even the wolves that circled like vultures, each one eager to carve out a future with the right alliance.I mean that was the purpose of these balls anyway.Because all I could see—was her.Selena.Even though I hated it.But my eyes remained fixed in her as she stood under the chandelier with that damn dress clinging to her cubes like water made of silk.The makeup artists always adviced bright shiny volors for balls like thisBut Selena?She made black shine the brightest in a room filled with different shades of gold and silver encrusted gowns.She stood beneath the crystal chandelier, that damn Just her.Bare. Honest. Devastating.With that hair that looked like a fire outburst.And still, she stole the entire room.I heard the whispers alright, even though some tried to hide it.And others co
Cassian’s POV“What the hell is taking her so long?”I cursed under my breath as I drummed my fingers on the arm rest in the car.The sound of the car engine continued even though I was still up sef and everything else felt like it had come to an abreupt end.She was testing me.That had to be it.We were already behind schedule. The Council Ball wasn’t something you walked into like a village bonfire. Nobles, diplomats, high-ranking alphas—they’d all be there. Watching. Measuring. Judging.And she was keeping us waiting. despite all my emphasis Again.I turned to the front. “Go check. If she isn’t down in the next two minutes—”“Alpha!” I turned around to the sound of the voice that just called me.To my surprise a maid threw herself on the floor.. She bowed quickly, fiddling with her apron. “Please, forgive the delay. The designer just finished up. There was… an issue.”I narrowed my eyes. “What kind of issue?”She swallowed hard. “The makeup artist arrived late. And then, um, sh
Selena’s POV“What?”That single word exploded from my lips like a gunshot.That was my exact reaction No filter No warning of any sort when Anna broke the news.I didn’t even let her close the door properly before screaming like a banshee.I placed a hand over my lips before gesturing at her to have a seat.Most times I wondered if Cassian let any of the maids have a seat.I could remember the first ever I had offered her a seat, her reaction was priceless.“A treaty ball,” she repeated, trying to sound calm. I studied her body language Maybe it was a prank of some sort.“The invitation arrived an hour ago. With your name on it.”“Really?”“Well not technically,” she chuckled and I rolled my eyesI might not be high and mighty, but it wasn’t cool to play with one’s blood pressure, was it?“But the alpha,” she continued, piquing my interest again, “was asked to bring a plus one, whom I think is you my Luna.”I stared at her like she’d told me I was being shipped to a war zone.“The
Cassian’s POVI hadn’t slept in my own bed in days.Selena was still there.Still warm.It was worse because I was the one that suggested she stays in my room.Amd now? Going back on my words wasn’t an option.I could already imagine the sarcastic laughter she would haveAnd then she should make one of her rude remarks.I hated it.Hated that I had already imagined every scenario in my headThe thought was still haunting my thoughts every damn second.So, instead of going back there.I remained in my study… It was a plus anyway because the cold and silence made it easier for me to think and much easier for me to lie to myself.I’d grown used to the stiff cushion on the leather couch, the ache in my back, and the bitter company of my own thoughts. Anything was better than waking up to her scent on my pillow.A knock landed on the door. Twice. Then it opened anyway.Because of course it did.I didn’t bother looking up, cause I already knew who it was.“Brooding again?” Conrad strolled i