Our first child. The pregnancy !

I will not lie that it was smooth , no, it was tough. Very tough, very deep, very disheartening for me. I had so many sleepless nights, nuseau, fever, loneliness and even more . I was all alone through out the pregnàncy. No physical, emotional, social, financial  support from anyone. I had no one to lean on, to cry too besides God. ,  What I didn't know was that he was going through tuff times of no employment, he had been bedridden for months. Life was basically unfortunate for him . I felt unloved, uncared for, I was so lonely. At 7months he contacted me and we met. That's when he narrated to him what was happening in his life.  , all he was going through. We cried together and from that the day forward, we never looked back. Our baby arrived but his father was broke and jobless but we managed through. One time I took our son to met his grannies. They were so excited and we really spent a good holiday of 2weeks with them. It really felt special. Life went on with its ups and downs as usual. Good times , bad times and alas God blessed him with a job and that's when things begun fairing. He started looking out for us . Guess what reader! Real love is unconditional love.  That is the kind of love  we all want. In true love  there is no  disappointment, impatience, irritation, or anger. Wow, now that is different–so different that most people have never truly felt it. That's what I feel for the love of my life. Everything about him makes me happy. He gives me time and attention. The best times aren't the most perfect times, I love this man for eternity