The road to love

At 21 years, I had met two boyfriends. One broke my virginity and the other was an older man that really taught me what love was. For some reason, the one who broke my virginity was never what I dreamt of. Well we meet somewhere in a school compound while I was reading books in my high school. Hello, am Ben, am Martha, nice meeting you. You are my future wife, realy! Yes. The was our very first conversation. From that day, we became friends. We used to meet at that particular spot and I really loved the attention. He was the second man in the world to tell me sweet things. The I love you. I grew up in a home where, no one ever said I love you. Over the years, my mother and father or siblings never said I love you to anyone. It's for this reason that I promised my future kids to always tell them how I love them on a daily basis. My future husband too, lol. So one day he invites me at their home, I gladly accepted the invitation because he had assured me he had ne

The stranger started calling whenever he would. His name was Duncan.  He suggested met ups in vain and to tell you the truth, I started feelng for him. He made my heart so lighted up for those weeks. I became a very happy person. After some years, without love, here I was slowly falling in love. Before long Duncan,  invited me for a dinner at some romantic restaurant, candle light in the gardens, this was so sexy, oh my God, this worn my heart. Infact I had never witnessed this in my life.  I ordered for mushroom soup, chips liver and a cold beer. The evening went great. We got to know each other better and I was indeed excited. I had also come prepared to give him back his phone. He refused it and assured me it was for me his wife and that he had always kept it for me. It was so flattering ofcourse but I was enjoying the moment anyway.  That day after taking for over two hours he gave me a peck and offered me a lift back home. I never agreed

In the neighborhood there was this tall handsome hunk that every girl wanted . I least expected him to ever reach out to me. Rob started vining me and this felt the best feeling in the world. I was nolonger a virgin and this man laid me on the second day. He made love like his profession. We went to afew places and has some fun time together. He told me I was the best women he has ever laid, that I was good in sex. Hmm but how, this was my second time at it. Well I enjoyed while it lasted. We could go to gym,kareoke and out every other day. One thing about love is it's unfortunate when we think all is well, it's when our heart is broken. This guy had multiple partners. One time I visit him and I find a random lady, Rob refuses me to come in, next time, it was my friend, another time it was rumours in the neighbood about his womanising. I was so heart broken because I loved him. I let go anyway. This guy was a serial womaniser, a ghost, a fool, a heart breaker

The next two weeks I got another cheaper house and rented for 3 months. Meanwhile Duncan kept calling me wanting for us to meet. I first told him I was in my periods and later I faked sickness. Infact I went to a nearby hospital and requested for a carnular. When he passed by I was indeed on the sick bed. He got bussy at work but could call me evn order for me food until I fully relocated to a new space . It was a single room but I felt satisfied to have it as my own. After settling in for a week, I sent him a message it's over between us. Immediately he called back, I never picked his call.He sent I rude message, I knew you were a slut you crook. I have wasted alot of time and money on u. I didn't reply, this made him more mad and furious. Let me see how you are going to keep up your rent.. I will make you suffer, u will plead to me as I watch you cry your eyes out. Wow, to my relief, I was in my affordable space. God was really wonderful to me. I was not ready to give in again to

He asked me to be his girlfriend. I looked in Don's eyes and before I could reply, he kissed me. That felt so magical. I felt so special, so loved. This was so magical. I felt warm beneath his] breast. He was touching me and breathing so heavily next to me. I would breathe next to him forever. Ooh how I loved him. Week after week , month after month we made love. This always felt so new, so fresh, so deep and so true. Oh my, I was really in love with this man and if I compared all my previous escapades, he was the love of my life, my true love, my dream, my everything. I felt he felt the same way for me because I could sense how I would make him feel being next to me. It was one time in February when I got an offer of a job to the western part of the country. The offer was really tempting. I had to choose between love and career. Since he was only boyfriend, I accepted the job. That was the beginning of pain of love. He also left the country to a nearby one&nb