Beginning
Alex Kim's POV
After we performed our first concert here in Scotland. I immediately went to the backstage to get some bottled of water.
I sit in my chair to get some air and to get some rest. Performing in front of the ocean people for almost one hour is not easy. They're one of my reasons why I never stopped singing and continued pursuing this dream. They are the source of my happiness.
I swallowed the last drop of my water, before I stood up. I fixed myself first and sighed.
"Let's go, everyone! One last song and we're done!" Kyle shouted at us with a smile on his face.
Brian tapped my shoulder, "Let's go back to the stage," he said before going back to the stage.
I sighed one more time and boost my hidden confidence, before going back to the stage with full of strength.
The screams of ocean people, our fans. I can't measure their love for us. And I know, words are not enough to describe how much we loved them. Because of them, we had fan signs in different countries. But right now, it's rare to do that because of our hectic schedule, but we'll find a way to do that again in Korea.
People said, we are already on top when it comes to success, but the thing they didn't know, before we got here and reached our dreams? Thousands of rejections, failures that the Metamorphosis has received.
It's not easy, it's not just a blink of your eyes, you are already performing in front of the people who motivated you to continue your dreams. Before they know that Metamorphosis exists? We identified ourselves, first.
While listening to our own song, millions of memories flashed in my mind. The memories that we have created... before... we reach the top of success.
The memories that I can't forget.
"What do you think about this one, Lucky?" I asked Lucky with a smile plastered on my face.
She stops eating her candy and responded to my question.
"The red one, suited to you. For sure, the Star 7 will accept you, Alex! You have talent, gorgeous and handsome man," she said while laughing.
I smiled to her...
Lucky is a girl, she's one of my truest friends . We're best friend since we were kids.
I try and wear the dress she's talking to.
Days had passed and today is the day of my audition in S7 Entertainment. Star 7 is just a small company, it's not that big just like the other music entertainment company.
They're just starting and they're finding young teens who have potentials and dreams in life. I'll believe that they will accept me. I believe in myself, too.
Lucky helped me to fix everything. She put some light make up on my face, even though, it's not necessary to have that in my handsome face.
We headed our head to the place where the audition was held. Luckily, one of the managers sent me an email.
They said that I am one of those teens who got accepted by the S7 Entertainment. I heard that the President is one of the judges.
My nervousness is killing me inside. Hundreds of young people were here to audition, also.
I lifted my head to Lucky and she tapped my shoulder, before she gives me a wide smile on her face.
"You can do it," Lucky said before she winked at me and leave me.
I sighed... big time. I followed the line. I waited for almost an hour, before I heard the staff calling my name.
"Alex Kim," my eyes widened when she called me.
I immediately walk towards her direction and she guided me to the door where the judges are waiting.
Their stares are intimidating me, but I need to be strong and shows to them that I deserve to be an idol. I deserve this. I don't want anybody else. I want to be an idol.
"What's your name?" one of the judges asked me.
"I'm Alex Kim, twenty-one years old." I introduced myself to them.
They read their portfolios and nodded at me.
"What talent would you perform to us right now?"
"Singing and playing piano," I said to the judge who asked me about it.
"You can start now, Mr. Kim," said the other one who wore a black tuxedo.
I started playing the piano and singing. I closed my eyes and feel the heartbeat of the melody of the song I sang right now. I feel like I'm singing in the middle of the ocean. With my rigid heart surrounded by hundreds of young people who were also wanted this stage.
I thought I couldn't make it, because, my faith to myself is not enough. But I was wrong, they give me a chance.
I was a trainee before and this young man in front of me looks like he's missing or something. He was holding a banana milk, with his cute round eyes.
"Are you lost?" I asked him with full of concerns.
He pouted at me and give me his banana milk. I raised my right eyebrow. I wonder why he gave me his banana milk.
"I'm also one of the trainees . Do you know where's the practice room?" I shocked a little bit because of the words he asked me.
I never thought that this little boy will be the next member of the Metamorphosis Band.
I am the eldest of the group. I am twenty-one years old, Kyle is nineteen, Cody is twenty, while Brian and Timothy are both eighteen. Nathan is nineteen years old. Earl is the youngest member of the group.
I immediately held my hand to him and smiled.
"I'm Alex, your hyung. I'm also one of the trainees. Nice to meet you, Earl."
My eyes widened when he gives me a huge hug with a smile plastered on his face.
"Alex Hyung!"
I laughed because of what he did and I tapped his shoulder.
I've known them for years now. They were just like a family to me. A brother.
It's not easy to know them, and the things that they want, their personalities. They have different kinds of personalities, uniqueness. Adjusting is one of the biggest weapon I have to get to know them very well and deeply. I love them not just because they're also part of the group, nor the people who destined to be with me not just months or years. Because, they are destined to be my partner to reach my dreams.
I slowly opened my eyes and I saw Earl running towards my direction and he gives me a huge and tight hug. Also, Kyle, Brian, Timothy, Cody and Nathan, hug me too.
I am proud to say this... I am bound to this. Metamorphosis is my family and Star 7 is my home.
"You have an upcoming concert tour, boys." Director Kim said while showing to us our new schedule. I sighed and my forehead's furrowed while reading the schedule that Director Kim, gave to us. We have five meetings for a week, three performances in different places. "You can take your rest now," he said before he goes back to his seat. Director Kim didn't give up on us, even though, some of the people said that we're not gonna make it until the end. But, to be honest, without Mr. Kim, we can't also be here. "Oh, we have a tour to Japan?" Nathan asked with a big question on his face. I peeked to the schedule and Japan was written on it evidently. It's been so long since I left the Philippines. I was accepted into Star 7 when I have been twenty-one years old. I started being a trainee to Star 7 Entertainment in Seoul, Korea. After the audition. But I waited for almost one
We already arrived at Incheon, Airport. I took my sunglasses and followed the other member. As we headed our head to the airport. I already saw the people inside of the airport with their banners and posters on their hands. They waved their hands to us. Different kinds of cameras were flashed in front of us while we are heading to our cars. I just bowed down my head while walking. People are murmuring and we couldn't even understand it anymore. I just stared at the floor as I walk without minding them. Our guards protected us from being approached by our fans as we headed our headed to the exit of the airport. I lifted my head to them and smiled. I even gave a hand wave to say goodbye. Words are not enough to describe how much I love them. For the endless support. Without them? Metamorphosis won't bloom, and for sure, we can't even be the part of the S7 Entertainment. But, because of them, we bloomed, we reached ou
I fixed my necktie and brushed my hair. I put some wax on it to look even more cleaned.I didn't notice that Mom entered my room. She smiled at me and adjusted my suit. She looked up at me."My Alex is not a little boy anymore," she said with her eyes sulking but her smile never fade."I'm still your baby, Mom." I said to her and kissed her on her forehead."You're already a grown-up man. I am so proud of you, Alex. Wether you get into that Entertainment or not. I am still so proud of you."I was silent for a few minutes, before I spoke again and told Mom about my plan."Mom... if the Star 7 Entertainment wouldn't accept me, I wouldn't go home, first." I slowly said that to Mommy.
We landed safely in Incheon. I slowly open went outside the plane and put on my sunglasses first and fix my leather black jacket.When we finally got inside the airport. I immediately took my luggage, there were a lot of people, walking around the airport. So, I had a hard time finding my father.When I saw him wave at me, my heart suddenly softened. We haven't seen each other for almost a year, because these past few months, my schedule was very hectic, because I am a graduating student and I can't even think a plan to visit him here in Korea.I missee him... a lot.My father smiled at me...I bow down my head to show him respect.
I lifted my head as I watched her steps away from us.Spoiled brat...I just shook my head and followed Dad. He opened a door near the kitchen. I looked at it and saw a bed and a lampshade beside the bed."This is your room from now on. I already renovated it for you. I know, it's not that big, but at least you have a fine room." Dad said to me as he held out his hands.I looked at him and I didn't expect this... That he would treat me like this.Since I was a kid, I am very a stoic person. Maybe, because my mother taught me that way. They raised me in their own ways. They gave me different kinds of culture, and I learn it and adopt it slowly.Even though, I live in
Two years have passed, since I became a trainee and now, I was part of it.We went to different television shows and some people already know about Metamorphosis. And now, we are working for our first music, here in our small studio room. We were having our practice and we're talking about the melody and the lyrics."Earl, will sing this part." Kyle said while pointing at the lyrics.The managers were also here and the other musicians and writers of the song. But, half of this song was written by Kyle. The song was already approved by the CEO/Director Kim."After the recording, we will go straight to the place where we will going to film this." Director Kim, said.We just nodded to him and we started singing. Those past two years, I discovere
After our set, I immediately went inside to get some hot air, because it's really cold outside.Even though, I was here in Korea for a long time. I still haven't used to their climate changes here. Maybe, because I wasn't always here before. I was about to go inside to get dressed, when I heard Timothy talking to the phone.My forehead furrowed and I watched him turn around and I almost heard his heavy sigh."You can't do this to me! You said you loved me! Then why are you doing this to me?" my eyes widened when I heard that, straight from Timothy's mouth.My forehead furrowed even more. He has a girlfriend? Why he didn't tell us right away? The S7 won't allow us to be in a relationship. That is one of the rules, we are going to release our first mu
"Okay, left angle!" the photographer said while taking a picture of us.I turned my gaze to the other side and lifted my chin while holding something. We were having a photoshoot for a famous mobile phone."Cody, look at the right side." he said and Cody immediately followed his order.After an hour, our photoshoot ended. I watched Director Kim, talking to the Chairman. They will release it next month, so we have done it now because we have a concert tour, next month. And we can't make it if the photo shoot is also held, next month.I drank some water first and sat for a while. We were having a meeting later, regarding about the new single album that we want to release, together with the S7 Entertainment. We have our own mixtapes, and we're working on that, too.