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Chapter 45 — In My Own Voice

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Anita pov

“You’re sure about this. Once it’s out, you can’t put it back.”

Helen stood over the long table with the showcase running sheet in one hand and the look she got when she was about to argue with me and already knew she would lose.

“I’m sure,” I said.

“Because there are two ways to do a divorce when you’re the wife people have been writing about. Quiet — let the lawyers handle it, say nothing, let it fade. Or loud.”

She set the sheet down.

“Loud means you stop being the woman it happene
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  • The wife I swore I’d never be    Chapter 45 — In My Own Voice

    Anita pov“You’re sure about this. Once it’s out, you can’t put it back.”Helen stood over the long table with the showcase running sheet in one hand and the look she got when she was about to argue with me and already knew she would lose.“I’m sure,” I said.“Because there are two ways to do a divorce when you’re the wife people have been writing about. Quiet — let the lawyers handle it, say nothing, let it fade. Or loud.”She set the sheet down.“Loud means you stop being the woman it happened to. You become the woman who decided. But loud also means you make yourself a target, and the man you’d be targeting is not a man who loses gracefully. You know that better than I do.”“I know exactly what he is.”“Then you know what you’re poking.”I did.That was the point.For weeks I had been a caption.The unfaithful one. The sensitive matter being navigated.Donald’s statement had made me the problem and his name had stayed clean, and I had let it, because I had nothing of my own to put

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