ログインStanley Cup Final. Ten Years Later.
ETHAN
I’ve been tracking Cal Mercer’s career for a decade.
You don’t have to like a man to know his numbers, his habits, the arc of his reputation. In this league, some players become unavoidable, not because they’re particularly talented or brilliant, but because they're loud and demand attention. Cal has always been loud in all the ways that sell this sport: hits that rattle glass, penalties that make highlight reels that get a million likes, a body built to look dangerous even when he’s standing still.
Violence photographs well, after all.
I’ve known exactly what he would become since I first laid eyes on him back at training camp. The league loves a monster that it can point at, coaches love a weapon that they can unleash, fans love rage that they don’t have to carry themselves and can simply observe from their own living room, or from the arena seats. Cal delivers all of it reliably, every single time he hits the ice.
Across from me tonight, standing there in his Seattle Panthers jersey, he looks exactly like the Enforcer that he’s been shaped into – massive, furious, vibrating with energy that has nowhere productive to go. The crowd feeds off it, roaring every time he throws his punishing weight around like the building itself wants to feel the impact.
I don’t react. I never do. I approach games against Cal’s team with more preparation than most, not because I fear him, but because I enjoy what happens when I don’t give him anything to push against. He wants escalation, and resistance, and most of all, he wants the game to tilt toward chaos where size and fury matter most... and I deny him all of that every time.
When he slams into his first hit of the night, the crowd loses its mind. When he takes his first penalty, they howl even louder, thrilled by the promise of more. He skates to the box rigid with anger, body coiled like he’s been wronged.
I don’t look at him; I’m already busy re-organizing the ice.
My voice carries easily, clean and controlled, and the men around me respond without hesitation. This is the part that Cal has never learned, never will learn: power doesn’t need to announce itself. It doesn’t need to strike first or loudest. It only needs to be trusted.
We score while he’s sitting in the box for an idiotic roughing penalty. From the corner of my eye, I register Cal watching me intently, shoulders tight, black eyes burning, rage nowhere to go. I note it the way that I always do: as confirmation that my plan is working, that he's being manipulated and controlled by me... and he has no idea.
Cal hates being ignored, and that’s the lever. Cal has always been at his most dangerous when he thinks he’s being dismissed, when his size and rage aren’t treated as decisive. Ten years of rivalry have taught me that better than any scouting report ever could. He’s predictable in the way that men who rely on brute force always are.
And truthfully? I fucking enjoy controlling him.
I enjoy the contrast – his brutality against my restraint, his fury against my calm. I enjoy knowing that the louder he gets, the quieter I become, until the space between us feels cavernous and unbridgeable.
The fans call it hatred. Coaches call it motivation. Ownership calls it rivalry.
Another truth is that our bitter conflict has been good for all of us. For ticket sales, for headlines, for the neat binary of violence versus control that people like to believe in. Management talks about me and Cal like assets, like opposing forces that justify each other’s existence.
When the final horn sounds, the building erupts. Champagne sprays, I raise the Cup over my head, cameras crowd in, teammates slap my back. The age-old story completes itself neatly: the golden-haired Captain is victorious, the dark-eyed Enforcer is defeated, universal balance is restored.
Across the ice, Cal stands motionless, fury etched into every line of him, his body still demanding attention even in loss. I don’t give it to him: I’ve beaten him like this before, and I’ll beat him like this again.
Whatever raw power he carries, whatever chaos he brings with him onto the ice, it's never been enough to override my structure. And watching him strain against that truth – watching him burn himself out against something that he can’t even begin to understand – has always been deeply, deeply satisfying.
Because men like Cal are only dangerous when no one tells them where to stand, when nobody informs them just where the hell their place is... and I’ve always been very good at deciding that for him.
ETHANUp close and half-naked, Cal Mercer is utterly overwhelming.Not in the way the press means when they talk about his size, not as spectacle or intimidation, but in the way his body seems to exceed the logic of the space meant to hold it, like the hallway itself has underestimated what it would mean to contain that much heat, that much muscle, that much barely restrained force stripped of pads and context and armor.He’s shirtless, skin still flushed from exertion, heat rolling off him in a way that I can feel without even touching. His chest is broad to the point of near-impossibility, peppered with black hair, muscles layered thick and dense, rising and falling with breaths that haven’t settled yet. Veins stand out along his arms and neck, dark and pronounced, like the map of something dangerous and alive just under the surface.Ink crawls over him, black and dark-blue tattoos, lines disappearing beneath the waistband of his jeans, spiraling over shoulders that look built to ab
CALThe anger in the locker room barely registers.I hear my name in half-whispers, sense the fury in the set of my teammates' shoulders. But since I don't turn around or make eye contact, nobody actually speaks to me directly.I don’t shower, I don’t cool down; I just shove my legs into faded jeans, pull on my boots, grab my t-shirt, leave my gear strewn across the floor for someone else to deal with. The air-conditioning against my bare chest is a shock, but it doesn’t help. It just sharpens everything.The hallway outside the locker rooms is narrow and utilitarian, concrete walls sweating in the June humidity, fluorescent lights flickering. My skin is still sticky with sweat and disappointment, chest bare and flushed. My body hasn’t caught up to the fact that the season is over, and my pulse is still looking for something to hit.That’s when I see him.Ethan Locke stands alone at the far end of the corridor, freshly showered, hair damp and curling, in an impeccable suit that isn't
Stanley Cup Final. Ten Years Later.ETHANI’ve been tracking Cal Mercer’s career for a decade.You don’t have to like a man to know his numbers, his habits, the arc of his reputation. In this league, some players become unavoidable, not because they’re particularly talented or brilliant, but because they're loud and demand attention. Cal has always been loud in all the ways that sell this sport: hits that rattle glass, penalties that make highlight reels that get a million likes, a body built to look dangerous even when he’s standing still.Violence photographs well, after all.I’ve known exactly what he would become since I first laid eyes on him back at training camp. The league loves a monster that it can point at, coaches love a weapon that they can unleash, fans love rage that they don’t have to carry themselves and can simply observe from their own living room, or from the arena seats. Cal delivers all of it reliably, every single time he hits the ice.Across from me tonight, st
Stanley Cup Final. Ten Years Later.CALI've been hitting Ethan Locke for ten years.Not always legally, not always cleanly. Sometimes only with my eyes, sometimes with words, mostly with the full, undeniable weight of my massive body driving him into the boards. Ten years of crossing ice, a decade of wanting – needing – to leave a mark that he can’t just get up and skate away from. Ten years ago, I wanted to hit him because he mocked me, now I hit him because it’s the only language loud enough to fucking reach him.The Stanley Cup Final does nothing to blunt those instincts. If anything, it sharpens them.From the opening shift, I play the game the only way I ever have: loud, violent, absolute. I finish checks that echo, I chase hits that bring the crowd to its feet, I feel the familiar burn in my shoulders and legs and welcome it. Pain means I’m doing my job. Pain means I still matter.Locke is everywhere that I am not.He moves with that infuriating calm he’s perfected over the yea
Pro Development Hockey Camp, Ten Years AgoETHANI clock him the minute that he steps onto the ice, because it’s pretty much impossible not to.Some bodies announce themselves without trying, simply by existing at a scale the rest of the room has to adjust to. He’s one of those: chest and shoulders and thighs heavy and rippling with muscle, presence so dense it bends the drills around him. He doesn’t skate so much as arrive, each push into the ice deliberate and punishing, like he expects the surface to withstand him or be broken by the attempt.He moves like a blunt instrument learning speed, all force and fury. There’s violence coiled in him, not just in the way that he hits, but in how he stands, how he breathes, how he occupies space without apology. I’ve played hockey for enough years to have seen this kind of asshole before, so this one should be easy enough to dismiss. For some reason, I can’t do that with him.When we line up for drills, I feel him beside me before I see him.
Pro Development Hockey Camp, Ten Years AgoCALI notice him because the rink goes quiet around him.I don't mean literally, of course. The air is still full of skates cutting sharp edges and coaches shouting and pucks cracking against boards… but something in me focuses when he steps onto the ice, like my body has decided that this matters before my brain knows why.He’s not the tallest guy here, and not the broadest, either. What he is is contained. Shoulders squared, posture easy, slate-grey eyes tracking everything without looking like he’s trying. He moves like the ice belongs to him already.He fucking pisses me off, right from the jump, and I don’t even know who the hell he is.I’m used to being the biggest presence in a space, in any and every space. I’m eighteen, six-foot-six, creeping up on two-hundred-fifty pounds thanks to daily workouts in the weight room; I’m all power and hunger and rage that hasn’t found a clean outlet yet. I’ve learned how to hit, and how to endure bei







