Live in the moment

I woke up the next money to an empty bed, no Jason anywhere. I stood up from the bed, and checked if he is in the bathroom... He wasn't there.

My heart started beating really fast, is this it? Has jason decided to end it with me? Has he left me? Was it because of sex he wanted to date me?

Oh my God, I've watched movies like this before. When the guy would leave after having sex with the girl. I guess this was what he wanted. What if he took a video of me and would probably post on the internet.

My sister once ordered a guy who was interested in her to do that to me. She told the guy that if he wants her to date him, then he would have to have sex with me and video everything. I'm just glad that I got to found out about her devious plan before she did it.

I curled my self on the bed, tears springing out my eyes... Not again, I have being fooled again!. I'm such a fool, really a big fool this time arou