LOGINALEXA
After a few hours at the boutique and salon, I barely recognized myself.
My hair, once dull and lifeless, was now a vibrant shade of red with golden streaks running through the ends. My nails were perfectly polished, my skin glowed, and the red, figure-hugging dress I wore left little room for self-doubt. It clung to my curves, accentuating everything Mark had once ignored.
I looked good—better than I had in years. But as I stared at my reflection, a strange feeling crept over me.
Regret.
Not for leaving him. But for wasting so much time waiting for love that was never meant for me. For hoping, praying, and breaking myself just to earn scraps of affection from a man who never truly saw me.
That ended today.
"Well?" Noelle’s voice broke through my thoughts. She stood behind me, arms crossed, watching my reaction closely. "What do you think?"
I turned to her, a slow smile spreading across my lips.
"I feel…" I paused, then let out a breath. "Like me."
Noelle grinned. “Finally.” She tilted her head, eyeing me with approval. “Now, are you ready to party, have fun, and actually celebrate being free from that asshole after all these years?”
I hesitated. The idea of partying wasn’t exactly appealing. But staying home, wallowing in misery after spending thousands of pounds on this transformation, wasn’t an option either.
I glanced at my open purse, where receipts from the day peeked out—evidence of the small fortune Noelle and I had spent. At first, guilt had gnawed at me, but then I reminded myself: if I didn’t spend it, Mark would have blown it all on someone like Ivy. A woman who had never sacrificed nearly as much as I had.
So why not indulge?
I smiled, just a little. Maybe for the first time, I had made the right decision. And maybe I’d keep making them.
"Alright," I said, straightening my shoulders. “Let’s go have fun.”
Noelle beamed, grabbing my hand as we walked out of the boutique. "That’s the spirit!" She smirked as we headed for the car. "I know just the place. The finest men, the best booze—"
“Men?” I raised an eyebrow as I slid into the passenger seat.
Noelle turned on the engine and grinned. “Of course, men. What’s a real party without a few gorgeous specimens hanging around?” She shot me a mischievous look. “You’ve been stuck with that bastard for too long. It’s time for a fresh face.”
I sighed. "Noelle—"
"Or," she cut me off, her smirk widening, "maybe more than one fresh face. Eight? Nine?"
“Noelle,” I warned, trying to sound firm, but she was already too far gone.
“Ten it is!" she declared dramatically, then turned to me with a wicked glint in her eye. “Trust me, Alexa. After tonight, you’ll be thanking me.”
I hesitated for a second. But really, what reason did I have to say no?
So, forcing the last remnants of doubt away, I mustered a grin.
“Alright," I said, my voice lighter than it had been in a long time. "Let’s go party.”
***
MARK
Dancing Devil. A club reserved for the elites. A place where the rich indulged in their vices, drowning themselves in alcohol and luxury. It was the last place I wanted to be tonight, but here I was, sitting in the VIP section with a glass of amber liquor in my hand, staring at my phone like it held the answers to all my problems.
The music, the chatter, the laughter—it was all background noise. None of it registered. My mind was elsewhere.
“Wait, for real?” Vector Kinkaid, a longtime friend, broke through my thoughts, his tone laced with disbelief. “Alexa actually asked for a divorce?”
My grip on my phone tightened. My jaw clenched.
Vector let out a low whistle. “Damn. She really did.”
The others at the table exchanged looks before one of them, Barry, chuckled. “That’s impossible. Mark my words, this is just some pathetic act for attention. That woman has been by Mark’s side through everything—even when he was a vegetable. She’ll come crawling back before the night is over.”
Laughter erupted around the table.
It grated on my nerves.
“I agree with Barry,” Mickey added. “Alexa’s obsessed with Mark. No way she’d actually leave him.”
“Come on, don’t underestimate a woman,” another chimed in. “If she’s willing to play the devoted wife for this long, what’s stopping her from playing the same role for another man?”
More laughter. More words that dug into my brain like a drill, flipping a switch I hadn’t even realized was there.
“Once a bitch, always a bitch,” someone else muttered. “She should take notes from Our Eva. Maybe then Mark would actually consider fucking her.”
That was the last straw.
“If you’re going to keep running that mouth of yours,” I said, my voice low and cold, “do us all a favor and leave. Spare us the displeasure of hearing you.”
The table fell silent. Eyes turned to me, some shocked, some wary.
“Mark—” Vector started, but one glare from me had him shutting his mouth.
Good.
With silence settling over the room, I finally had space to think. I turned my attention back to my phone, checking the time. Almost midnight. Still no call. No text.
Alexa hadn’t reached out.
Ezekiel had yet to report back.
The longer the night stretched, the more my irritation festered.
This wasn’t me. I didn’t let things get to me like this. And yet, Alexa’s childish little game was succeeding—getting under my skin, pushing my patience to the edge.
Enough.
I wasn’t going to sit around waiting any longer.
I pulled up my call list and dialed her number.
The response I got nearly made me crush the phone in my hand.
“Your number has been blocked. Please try again later.”
Blocked?
She blocked me?
Calm on the outside, but boiling on the inside, I dialed again.
“Your number has been—”
I cut the line. My jaw clenched. The phone slammed against the table with a sharp *thud*, drawing everyone’s attention.
Vector, sensing the tension, opened his mouth to speak, but before he could, a new distraction swept through the room.
“Whoa, who is she?”
“Damn, she’s hot.”
“Is she famous?”
Murmurs and whispers filled the space. Heads turned. Eyes widened. Even the women in the room looked intrigued.
But I didn’t care.
I had no interest in whoever had just walked in. My mind was still consumed by Alexa—by her audacity.
Vector, however, let out a low whistle. “Talk about a temptress,” he said, tapping my shoulder. “Hey, how about a distraction for the night? That beauty over there looks like a good pick.”
I was losing patience.
But then—
I saw her.
Red hair. Fiery orange eyes.
For a split second, I thought my mind was playing tricks on me. But no, I had lived with her for five years. Seen her every damn day. I knew every detail of her face, every curve of her body.
It was her.
Alexa.
But she wasn’t the Alexa I remembered. She looked nothing like the woman I had left behind. Gone was the quiet, devoted wife. In her place was a goddess in red, standing tall, confident—unlike the pathetic state I had last seen her in.
She was beautiful.
If I were in a weaker state of mind, I might have even admitted her beauty rivaled—
No. I cut the thought off before it could fully form. Ivy was Ivy. She could never be compared to anyone.
My phone buzzed. A message from Ezekiel.
[Sir, I’ve located the Madam. She’s at Dancing Devil and…]
The pause in the text told me he was hesitating.
[I checked your card records, Sir. She’s been using it since morning and, just a little while ago, she used it at Dancing Devil to order 10 male bachelors.]
Everything inside me stilled.
Ten. Male. Bachelors.
She has used my card—my money—to buy herself a harem?
The phone nearly shattered in my grip. My vision darkened.
She needed to be taught a lesson.
Without a word, I stood. I didn’t care that I had caught the attention of my friends, or even Vector. My focus was singular.
Her.
Pushing through the crowd, I closed the distance between us. The men surrounding her—pathetic creatures drawn to her like flies to a ripe apple—laughed and leaned in, enraptured.
It was disgusting.
With a scowl, I reached out and grabbed her wrist.
She gasped, spinning around, ready to snap at whoever dared to touch her.
But the moment our eyes met, the words died on her lips.
She froze.
I stared.
And in that second, there was no club, no music, no crowd.
Just me. And my soon-to-be ex-wife.
ALEXAMark and I talked deep into the night. Surprisingly, neither of us went back to sleep.We easily deviated from Mark’s vows and his wait for a response to the baby kicking and the joy that filled our hearts.I had never felt anything like it before.I felt alive!“Good morning, beautiful,” Mark said as he walked into the bedroom with a tray of breakfast, just as he had done the previous morning.“How long are you going to keep up with this?” I asked Mark lightly as I sat up straighter.I didn’t even realize that it was mid-morning. Thank goodness that Mark thought of getting me breakfast because I was already famished.“For as long as you will have me,” Mark responded without feeling offended by my question.He placed the tray of breakfast in front of me and I almost threw everything into my mouth. They looked delicious already!The first thing I tried was Lora’s baked honey bread and they tasted like heaven. I expected that it would be tasty because Lora was good at what she did
ALEXAHaving Mark wrap his arms around me for the second night in a row felt unreal. It felt safe, and a tiny part of me wanted this every single night.For all the cold and lonely nights, this felt like a compensation, and I really wouldn’t like to go back to those nights, especially now that the baby was growing.In a few months, we would welcome our child.Our child…Some weeks ago, I didn’t want Mark anywhere around me. I didn’t even want him to know that I was having a baby, but right now, lying next to him after two rounds of lovemaking in the middle of the night, it felt as though we were a complete and perfect family.Still, I was worried.With Mark, it had never been rosy.There was always one heartbreak or the next looming around and frankly, I didn’t think I wanted to have anything to do with a heartbreak, especially if it would come from Mark.I was still reminiscing on the thought when I felt Mark’s hand on my stomach, and gently, he caressed my bump which seemed to have
MARKAlexa and I found ourselves in the bedroom. I had completely forgotten that I was supposed to be weak and ill.We just couldn’t get up the stairs fast enough.At some point, I even had to lift Alexa slightly so that she would be able to go up the stairs as fast as I was going. And then before we got to the bedroom, we were already taking off each other’s clothes and littering them on the aisle.I kissed Alexa as though my life depended on it.It seemed like the last time I tasted her lips was months ago.“Gosh, Alexa, I missed you so much,” I murmured into her mouth before deepening the kiss.And that prevented Alexa from giving a response.I didn’t even need the response. What was important right now was the fact that we both needed to feel each other badly.Gently, I lay Alexa on the bed and then proceeded to turn her around so that I could have her from behind, but Alexa stopped me.“I need you to go fast, Mark,” Alexa demanded huskily. “I want you to pound into me like you ha
ALEXA“Come in, Mark,” I eventually said when it seemed as though an eternity of silence had passed between us.Vector led a weak Mark into the living room.“Do you want me to help you upstairs or would you rather have Vector do it?” I asked Mark.Maybe he might prefer it if Vector did although I wouldn’t have minded. I had looked after Mark in worse conditions.“I think I can make it up the stairs on my own,” Mark responded tiredly.“Are you sure?” I asked worriedly.I hadn’t seen Mark this weak in a really long time. The last time I did, it was after he got out of coma, but I was trying not to think about those moments because that would only lead me to thinking about all the hurt and ingratitude that came with it.“Yes, I am,” Mark responded.“And I really should be on my way,” Vector said.And that was when I recalled that Vector was truly here. My whole attention had been solely on Mark that I hadn’t even paid any attention to Vector, or maybe it was because he didn’t need my att
MARK“Did it work? What did Alexa say? What is her response?” I asked Vector frantically when he returned to the car.Waiting in the car had to be one of the longest wait I have experienced recently.Too many thoughts had run through my mind.Alexa Silver was extremely stubborn. I had met a lot of stubborn women, but never had I met anyone as obstinate as Alexa, especially when she was upset, and I knew that after being after all day after my promises to be back soon, she would be livid as hell.And that was enough for her to say that I had failed the condition that she had given me, and that she wouldn’t want to marry me.“Did she buy it?” I kept asking Vector worriedly without even giving him the chance to answer any of the questions I had asked. “Give me an answer, Vector,” I urged him.Vector came up with this genius idea and I accepted without hesitation because I couldn’t think of anything else, but I knew without a doubt that I would blame Vector if this backfired or if Alexa d
ALEXA“Did you enjoy dinner, ma’am?” Lora asked me.“Yes, I did,” I answered.I was certain that the food was good because since Lora got here, she had always made delicious meals, only that I was so pissed off that I didn’t feel the taste of the food in my mouth. It was as though I was shoving dust down my throat.But I couldn’t tell Lora that because it wasn’t her fault.I was pissed off.All day, Mark Ronaldo neither showed up nor called.Was he looking for an opportunity to leave?Since I accepted Mark back into my life, there hadn’t been anything sexual between us. Not even a relationship. Even though we didn’t categorically state it, we both knew that we weren’t back together; it was all for the baby.Thinking of it now, Mark and I never really dated.In Toronto and a few weeks after we got back, it was just sex. There was never a relationship definition, and it was just the same as what was happening right now. If I hadn’t called Mark last night, he wouldn’t have spent the nigh
ALEXAAfter Eva left, and that was me being satisfied with all the dresses she brought, as usual, I could barely stop thinking about her remark about Gina.The only difference between Eva and Noelle was that she didn’t make the comparison in Gina’s presence. Maybe that would have made Gina to feel
ALEXAI held my dad’s hand while the doctor checked him up to ensure that he was okay. I didn’t even want to think about the stunt that Clara had tried to pull earlier.Right now, all that mattered was my dad, and I would not let someone like Clara to ruin this moment for me.“How is he?” I asked t
ALEXAAfter I managed to get Clara to leave, I sat back close to my dad and watched him sleep. He was fragile and weak, but he was resting well.Thankfully, it wasn’t very severe.I yawned tiredly, and my stomach rumbled with hunger, and I realized that I hadn’t had something to eat the whole day.
MARKI didn’t have an answer to Reyna’s question, but then again, there was no going back now. Not like I wanted to anyway.Whatever her reaction might be, I would just wait to see it, and hopefully, it wouldn’t infuriate her so much that she would turn down my request to be her client.After I dro







