LOGINBeing the daughter of a mafia, Grusha Aslanov didn't lead the typical luxury, spoiled life. Not when she was accused of her mother's death which made her hate herself more than her family did. She lived with the worst emotion one could ever have. Regret. She regretted her birth. She was not satisfied with the mental damage her mother's death caused as she thought she deserved a worse punishment. That is why she didn't even protest when her brother and father abused her every day and night until her body went numb because she thought she deserved it. She had no feelings, no emotions, nothing. She was a numb body with scars on her that each contained a tragic tale. She was a living death until the devil takes interest in unfolding her every story. Mature content warning!!! Triger warnings: physical abuse, mention of blood, mention of self harming, torture!!!
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I was awakened by the bucket of water being thrown at me making me cough terribly as some of it made their way through my nostrils. I could hardly open my eyes because of the strings of blood that connected my eyelids last night had dried enough by now to the point where an involuntary hiss escaped my lips at the stinging pain of re-opening the dried cuts. I could see my shadow on the floor ahead of me as sunlight peered through the small window which was located considerably high for an average man to reach on the wall behind me. It was not much harder to adjust my eyes to the sunlight since that small amount of light could not affect the darkness in the room.
I tried lifting up my neck as it began to ache, probably because it had been in the same position, I guess, since the moment I blacked out yesterday, only to be beaten up by the worsening headache. I felt myself sticky and bloody, making me desperate of a hot bath to wash away all dirt from myself until I felt refreshed. The question was, will it be that easy? Will it remove all of the dirt? Will it wash away this repulsive sensation? Will I feel revitalized? I didn't wait for my inner self to provide an answer as I tried getting up from the seat I had been tied to all night. My hands were not cuffed, my legs were not chained, yet they felt hard to move as if a magnetic force had developed along with the chair.
I felt like screaming when I felt an excruciating pain at my wrist when I palmed the arm of the chair while trying to get up making me put on a mind note to apply something over it once I make it out here.
Creak sound echoed through the hall, penetrating the silence that observed so far, the moment my feet touched the cold cement floor making me almost hiss at the sudden contact. I staggered slowly towards the staircase, hissing with each step and I almost stripped off over my own legs since the balance of body was long gone. I clutched the handrail as soon as I made it to the bottom of the staircase out of concern that I might completely lose my balance. I felt something warm dripping out of my hand to the railing. I didn't need a second guess to know what it was.
Clutching the railing I slowly made it to the top, where there was the door to the basement. I knew by now he would have left, but even if he hadn't, there was really nothing I could do. So I slowly opened the door getting a clear view of the hallway, preparing myself for anything before dragging myself outside when I found the hallway empty.
I have always wanted a room on an upper floor with a sizable window where I can see the entire premises where I live. But in this case I was more than grateful to find my room on the ground floor since I knew I wouldn't last longer to climb up the stairs before collapsing to the ground.
Slowly opening the door of my room I found it exactly as I had left it, indicating no one had given a visit. The moment my eyes landed on the bed I wanted nothing more than to throw myself on bed, but I felt more icky than sleepy, which is why I brought myself inside the bathroom instead. Stripping down I stood under the shower letting warm water embrace my naked flesh as they wished.in that moment all I wanted was relaxation and calmness but I knew better than anyone that it is not what you feel when the water begins to run down your every cut, every wound, every scar- especially the fresh ones- before dissipating onto the pool of water on the tile floor. The worst part was when soapy foams made contact with the fresh cuts. It took me longer than usual to finish the shower since my movements were extremely slow, like an eighty-year-old.
Stepping out of the shower I made my way over to wardrobe, out of the bathroom, not really caring to cover my aching and damp nudity. Slipping on my panties I grabbed the dress and stumbled towards the mirror before slipping it on, hissing each time I tried to stretch out my body in order to slip that tight, mid-thigh-length dress with the aid of my reflection in the mirror. That was the only one I could I ask for help from and who I knew for sure would always be there when I needed.
My reflection.
I combed my hair, perfectly covering my left eye as usual with good amount of hair, before staring at my reflection in the mirror.
Finally you have got the best outfit. Maid outfit.
Author’s POV: "I wonder who made my sweetheart this angry."Grusha was startled at the sudden voice since she thought that she was all alone in the basement. But her startle didn't last long since she recognized the owner of the voice swiftly.'Where did he come from? Has he got cat paws or something?'Grusha turned around while thinking, to meet his eyes which were getting closer and closer with each breath she took. They haven't seen each other since the day before yesterday and a lot of major things have happened in that short time. They were trying so hard to hide things thinking that the other person has not noticed anything at all which in the end was an attempt that they both failed terribly.Damien kept taking steps towards her reducing the distance they had but what he didn't realize was that their hearts kept drifting further and further apart. He circled around Grusha before settling down on a bench nearby while pulling her into his arms. Grusha was bit taken back by his s
Flashback“Capo, i nostri camion sono stati fermati a metà strada da un gruppo di persone. È difficile identificarli. Hanno anche ucciso due dei nostri uomini. Dai i tuoi ordini, capo.”(Boss our trucks were stopped midway by a group of people. It is hard to identify them. They also killed two of our men. Give out your orders boss.)I sprang out of my chair and immediately ordered my men to send reinforcement. This batch of goods were supposed to ship this morning and if I were to lose the deal I would never be able secure another one. But the question was who even was this daring to intervene in my business. Though several names appeared in my mind the only person who would be daring enough to do so would be a coward like Marco.No, no, no, this could be a trap.“Luca, recati da Grusha e sorvegliala.”(Luca go over to Grusha's company and watch her over.)I can't risk anything at the moment. While Luca left for Grusha's company I left to the warehouse. When I reached there everything
Damien's POV:After dealing with those guys I let my men lock them up for further interrogations. My mind was still in shock after hearing what they uttered. I was not ready for this nor did I see this coming. How could it be? Does that mean Aina, my angel is still alive? Or is it someone with the same name? If she is truly my angel why she has that surname? How did she become a Pavlov? How is she alive?My mind was bombarded with so many unanswered questions and strangely my heart became heavier and heavier the more I thought about it. The only thing I knew was, before I do anything else I had to dig deep into this and find out the truth about this matter.I snatched the car keys and drove home before my mind explodes from all these questions. After arriving home instead of going to the bedroom I went straight to the bar in order to drown down all these emotions before they drown me.With each drink I took my heart burnt as hell but it was not enough to ease the pain that I was feelin
Grusha's POV:I squinted my eyes at the sun rays that were hitting my face seeping through the slightly opened curtains. I swiftly got up from my sleep when I realized what time it was and was about to rush to the bathroom when my subconscious mind reminded me that I took the day off. I sat on my bed before drifting my eyes to the other side of the bed which was not shrank at all bringing in a strange coldness into my heart under the warm sunlight. That is when the last night's conversation resurfaced my mind tightening my heart for some reasons.'Did he not return last night?'I let out a heavy sigh before picking up my phone from the night stand and dialing a number that I am slowly getting used to."Good morning ma'am.""Good morning David, is everything going well over there?""Yes ma'am everything is fine. But there are few documents that need your signature. Should I leave them on your desk or.....""Is it urgent?""Yes ma’am. We have to send out some of them tomorrow including t






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