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Five Years Later.
Sitting on a balcony across from the vast ocean, the gentle morning wind breezed past, dancing with her hair.
The same as time, the wind blew effortlessly and fast, leaving one wondering about the rapid progression of events.
Surely, a single incident could sway one's destiny, forging a new path towards either happiness or hell.
Which path was she headed to?
“Ouch!” Violet winced, the sudden sharp pain from her finger snapping her out of her thoughts.
Freya had accidentally clipped her nail deep, or maybe it wasn't by accident.
Freya didn't look a bit apologetic even as she whispered, “Sorry,” with a playful wink.
“Careful.” Throwing her an offensive look, Violet blew on the spot.
She studied her fingernails, appreciating the perfection.
Freya didn't have to go all out.
It would have been a simple painting, and she would be contented.
“Relax, Vi.” Freya smiled, studying her face. “Getting engaged is only the beginning of everlasting happiness. True happiness happens when you tie the knot.”
Violet forced a smile.
Did that happiness ever existed?
Wasn't she about to commit the same mistake again?
What if he turned out to be the same as Clyde?
Or even worse?
Eight years ago, she'd ran from an arranged relationship.
Funny how she was ending up with the same fate.
However, if she disobeyed her parents this time, wouldn't things go downhill the way it happened before?
“Vi…” Freya interrupted her thoughts again by tugging at her hand. “Quit spacing out.”
She sighed. “You’re afraid Asher will be the same as you ex-husband. Come on, be optimistic. Everything's gonna be fine.”
Violet didn't know.
Part of the reasons why she was getting married again was for Mimi's sake.
At least, Mimi would stop pestering her about her father's whereabouts.
Even telling her daughter that her father was dead didn't do the trick.
In terms of personality, Asher wasn't a poor choice.
But, hadn't Clyde been the most perfect man on earth before Violet discovered his true color?
“Here he comes,” Freya whispered. “Wipe off the gloom from your face.”
Violet lifted her head, her gaze meeting his.
Asher approached, both hands inside his pants pocket, a gentle smile on his face. “Am I interrupting anything?” He asked. “I can come back later-”
“No way! Please sit down.” Freya got to her feet and quickly gathered her things. “We're done, anyway.”
And her best friend left in a flash as if she couldn't wait to leave them together.
Before Freya's figure disappeared behind the door, she winked at Violet, mouthing the words 'Loosen up.’
Violet chuckled.
Freya's eagerness in seeing her married wasn't less than her parents'.
Everyone was enthusiastic about Asher, but her.
Why?
“This Island's boring.” Asher took Freya's chair, and sat in front of her, his gaze sweeping across the vast Island. “Would have gone for a flashy engagement in the city.”
But this Island was Violet's choice.
The perfect place for them to be engaged away from the public's eyes.
“My recluse future bride…” Asher went on in a playful tone. “I can't wait for the day you'll open up about why you don't like mingling with people.”
The first reason was, Violet had a feeling that someone was watching her.
The second reason was that she feared the media might capture her face, either intentionally or by accident.
And the third reason was, what if she bumped into someone from IvoryHills Country one day?
All because of a single person.
Clyde.
She never wanted to set eyes on him again.
Ever.
“Have you seen Mimi?” Violet changed the topic, guilty in fact but more at ease to talk about something else.
Asher maintained his smile as if he hadn't been looking forward to a reply anyway.
He shrugged to her question. “She wandered off, I guess.”
On a vast Island like this, there could be sandstorms and dangerous insects lurking beneath the sand surface.
Her baby wandered off.
To where.
Violet furrowed her brows, unease taking over.
She shot to her feet to go look for her daughter,
Then Asher caught her arm.
“Relax. I've planted bodyguards on every corner of this Island.” He chuckled. “Quit being paranoid.”
Violet let out a sigh.
Right!
Why didn't she think about that?
“Mimi’s in safe hands. For once, stop worrying about her.” Asher went on. “Instead, let's discuss about us.”
Violet sat down.
Unease lingered in her heart, and her mind was torn.
She still wanted to find her daughter.
“We know each other,” she murmured to Asher's request. “What else is there to discuss?”
“A lot,” Asher said. “I'm dying to know what happened five years ago, Vi… how you got Mimi.”
Oh, no.
That topic again.
An event she even dreaded to recall. How would she be able to speak about it casually?
“Asher-”
“You’re a strong woman.” Asher leveled her with a serious gaze, searching her eyes for answers. “I can't imagine a man taking advantage of you so easily.”
Sighing inside, Violet stared down at her lap, avoiding his gaze.
Of all days, why did he have to bring this up now?
But Asher had been pestering her about this topic for a while.
Sometimes, he'd casually bring it up in a conversation.
Sometimes, he'd mention it as a passing joke.
But now, he looked so serious to know what happened.
An event Violet wasn't even confident to share with her parents, fearing their second round of wrath.
The only person she'd been okay with telling was Freya.
But now,
Could she continue hiding it forever?
Especially from Asher?
She couldn't continue keeping him in the dark.
After the engagement, they'd soon start discussing marriage,
And…
Asher had the right to know.
Violet looked up, staring into his eyes filled with thousands of questions.
But the words felt heavy on her tongue even as she tried to speak them out.
Where was she gonna start?
Was it from the time she went to IvoryHills Country?
Or was it when she met Clyde, or when he proposed marriage?
Or probably when she discovered Clyde was cheating on her after finding out she was pregnant.
Everyone thought her baby was a bastard, and Violet was somehow at ease with that knowledge.
Things would be worse if they knew who Mimi's biological father was.
“Vi, I'm listening,” Asher said, urging her on.
Taking her hands in his, he gently squeezed them in a reassuring gesture. “Trust me. I won't judge you.”
Violet trusted him.
It's just that… she couldn't trust herself.
As she opened her mouth to speak, however, a tiny voice rippled through the atmosphere.
“Mummy, I found Daddy!”
…At Crawford Mansion.Clyde was himself again despite the chaos going on around him.After Violet confessed everything- things he never knew existed- he somehow felt relieved.He felt so relieved that she no longer had any doubts.He was very relieved that she was no longer leaving him. He held her hand while the other hand was on the steering wheel.As he drove the car inside the mansion, he was neither anxious nor wary.He wasn't afraid that his grandfather had summoned him again.He wasn't a bit scared that the old man might pass the worse judgment. “Can you at least act as if you're in a bad mood?” Violet threw him a helpless look. “If you smile like this at Grandpa, his anger might worsen.”“I can act.” Clyde shrugged. He pulled over at the parking lot and they left the car.“Are you sure?” Violet didn't believe him. “You’re not a great actor, you know.”“Says who?” Clyde pulled her in for a kiss.Violet's eyes widened. She struggled to break free but he overpowered her.“Hey
At The Hospital Inside the VIP Ward, Asher sat on the chair by the bed, staring at her solemn expression as she slept soundly.An inexplicable guilt hit him, and he couldn't help but reminisce about the past.Freya was actually right.He, indeed, took advantage of her.He could have controlled himself, yet he didn't.Several times he’d broken his own vows to himself. He'd lost control again and again as if he was never aware of his own body.Even at the rooftop, he'd initiated that kiss.Asher didn't know what had come over him.A gentle peck of reassurance suddenly turned into a wild fiery kiss, and that was when Violet and Freya barged in.Damn!Was luck never by his side?How strange it was that he never regretted his action. How funny was it that he was more worried about her health.Moments later, she shifted on the bed, dragging his attention.Asher reached out and stroked her away, pulling some strands out of her eyes.As she fluttered them open, he was lost in a pool of vulne
After Asher’s outburst, a deadly silence descended.Violet’s lips parted in shock, yet, not a single word left her mouth.As if caught red-handed committing a bad act, she sunk her head in shame.Memories of her and Clyde in intimate positions flashed through her mind.Memories of him touching her, and memories of her responding to his touch.She lifted her head and faced him.Staring into his eyes, she saw the hurt.She felt it.Violet didn't see it coming.She never expected Asher to know- she never thought that he’d think about such things.But his statement wasn’t a lie, which made matters worse.Which was why even as he stared at her with questions in his eyes, seeking clarification, she couldn't defend herself.Of course, she'd been selfish in this relationship and had no right to blame him.“Let’s go.” She took Freya’s hand. This time, Freya didn't protest.She was eerily quiet, her expression sad and regretful. Outside the hospital, Violet took in a long drag of the fresh ai
How strange was it that the shock didn't make Violet unconscious.Maybe it was because she saw it coming and Freya had already told her about Tasha.But Tasha wouldn't have seen it coming.The shock of seeing someone so similar to you was definitely unbearable.Asher rushed her to the hospital, and as they stood outside the emergency room, Violet couldn't contain her sadness.Her anger was no more. She only now felt regretful.Maybe they shouldn't have barged in on them that way.Although Asher’s way of handling things was strange and uncalled for, if they knew something like this would happen, they would have alerted him first before meeting Tasha.Ever since they arrived at the hospital, Asher looked disoriented.His eyes were fixed on the emergency room’s door and, now and then, he paced back and forth.Why did he look so scared and worried?Is it because of Violet’s appearance?Or was he afraid something bad had happened to Tasha?She only fainted, right?“Cool down, Ash,” Freya br
Violet never expected the location to be so far.Twilight Hotel was located in the center of the city, and the ride took almost thirty minutes.By then, her nerves were already tense, anticipation making her tap her feet rapidly on the floor.Closing her eyes, she took a deep breath to calm down.“It’s okay, Vi. Relax.” Freya touched her shoulder, giving her a reassuring rub.Violet returned the gesture with a smile.They left the car and entered the enormous hotel. Asher didn't tell Freya what room they were in. Bringing out her phone, Freya dialed his number and communicated with him as they passed by the security.While Freya spoke with him, Violet glanced around the place.“No. I'm alone,” Freya said.“It’s not something that can be said on the phone,” she added after a few seconds’ pause.“Damnit! Ash! I'm already at the hotel, just tell me where you are!”Freya finally hung up, looking displeased.She made a funny face at her phone and shoved it inside her pocket.“Urgh! He's
A twin?Who?Violet could believe Freya was only bluffing if only her best friend hadn't looked deadly serious.She even told her Asher was in town.She told her so many things that she couldn't grasp a single statement.“Listen to me, Violet!” Even an hour later, Freya was still persistent in convincing her. “It's not like I don't trust Asher. But I have a bad feeling about all this. He found the exact replica of you and called her his wife- that's absurd, Asher vowed he'd love you forever!”Asher’s love for her wasn't the thing that mattered the most.The idea that she had a lost twin out there was what scared Violet.How?And when?As far as she could remember, she neither had any sister nor siblings.She was the only child her parents had. Her parents divorced while she was young, but her father wouldn't have a daughter who was the same age as her and also looked exactly like her.Violet thought she looked more like her mother.She'd inherited most of her physical features.“You s