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Five Years Later.
Sitting on a balcony across from the vast ocean, the gentle morning wind breezed past, dancing with her hair.
The same as time, the wind blew effortlessly and fast, leaving one wondering about the rapid progression of events.
Surely, a single incident could sway one's destiny, forging a new path towards either happiness or hell.
Which path was she headed to?
“Ouch!” Violet winced, the sudden sharp pain from her finger snapping her out of her thoughts.
Freya had accidentally clipped her nail deep, or maybe it wasn't by accident.
Freya didn't look a bit apologetic even as she whispered, “Sorry,” with a playful wink.
“Careful.” Throwing her an offensive look, Violet blew on the spot.
She studied her fingernails, appreciating the perfection.
Freya didn't have to go all out.
It would have been a simple painting, and she would be contented.
“Relax, Vi.” Freya smiled, studying her face. “Getting engaged is only the beginning of everlasting happiness. True happiness happens when you tie the knot.”
Violet forced a smile.
Did that happiness ever existed?
Wasn't she about to commit the same mistake again?
What if he turned out to be the same as Clyde?
Or even worse?
Eight years ago, she'd ran from an arranged relationship.
Funny how she was ending up with the same fate.
However, if she disobeyed her parents this time, wouldn't things go downhill the way it happened before?
“Vi…” Freya interrupted her thoughts again by tugging at her hand. “Quit spacing out.”
She sighed. “You’re afraid Asher will be the same as you ex-husband. Come on, be optimistic. Everything's gonna be fine.”
Violet didn't know.
Part of the reasons why she was getting married again was for Mimi's sake.
At least, Mimi would stop pestering her about her father's whereabouts.
Even telling her daughter that her father was dead didn't do the trick.
In terms of personality, Asher wasn't a poor choice.
But, hadn't Clyde been the most perfect man on earth before Violet discovered his true color?
“Here he comes,” Freya whispered. “Wipe off the gloom from your face.”
Violet lifted her head, her gaze meeting his.
Asher approached, both hands inside his pants pocket, a gentle smile on his face. “Am I interrupting anything?” He asked. “I can come back later-”
“No way! Please sit down.” Freya got to her feet and quickly gathered her things. “We're done, anyway.”
And her best friend left in a flash as if she couldn't wait to leave them together.
Before Freya's figure disappeared behind the door, she winked at Violet, mouthing the words 'Loosen up.’
Violet chuckled.
Freya's eagerness in seeing her married wasn't less than her parents'.
Everyone was enthusiastic about Asher, but her.
Why?
“This Island's boring.” Asher took Freya's chair, and sat in front of her, his gaze sweeping across the vast Island. “Would have gone for a flashy engagement in the city.”
But this Island was Violet's choice.
The perfect place for them to be engaged away from the public's eyes.
“My recluse future bride…” Asher went on in a playful tone. “I can't wait for the day you'll open up about why you don't like mingling with people.”
The first reason was, Violet had a feeling that someone was watching her.
The second reason was that she feared the media might capture her face, either intentionally or by accident.
And the third reason was, what if she bumped into someone from IvoryHills Country one day?
All because of a single person.
Clyde.
She never wanted to set eyes on him again.
Ever.
“Have you seen Mimi?” Violet changed the topic, guilty in fact but more at ease to talk about something else.
Asher maintained his smile as if he hadn't been looking forward to a reply anyway.
He shrugged to her question. “She wandered off, I guess.”
On a vast Island like this, there could be sandstorms and dangerous insects lurking beneath the sand surface.
Her baby wandered off.
To where.
Violet furrowed her brows, unease taking over.
She shot to her feet to go look for her daughter,
Then Asher caught her arm.
“Relax. I've planted bodyguards on every corner of this Island.” He chuckled. “Quit being paranoid.”
Violet let out a sigh.
Right!
Why didn't she think about that?
“Mimi’s in safe hands. For once, stop worrying about her.” Asher went on. “Instead, let's discuss about us.”
Violet sat down.
Unease lingered in her heart, and her mind was torn.
She still wanted to find her daughter.
“We know each other,” she murmured to Asher's request. “What else is there to discuss?”
“A lot,” Asher said. “I'm dying to know what happened five years ago, Vi… how you got Mimi.”
Oh, no.
That topic again.
An event she even dreaded to recall. How would she be able to speak about it casually?
“Asher-”
“You’re a strong woman.” Asher leveled her with a serious gaze, searching her eyes for answers. “I can't imagine a man taking advantage of you so easily.”
Sighing inside, Violet stared down at her lap, avoiding his gaze.
Of all days, why did he have to bring this up now?
But Asher had been pestering her about this topic for a while.
Sometimes, he'd casually bring it up in a conversation.
Sometimes, he'd mention it as a passing joke.
But now, he looked so serious to know what happened.
An event Violet wasn't even confident to share with her parents, fearing their second round of wrath.
The only person she'd been okay with telling was Freya.
But now,
Could she continue hiding it forever?
Especially from Asher?
She couldn't continue keeping him in the dark.
After the engagement, they'd soon start discussing marriage,
And…
Asher had the right to know.
Violet looked up, staring into his eyes filled with thousands of questions.
But the words felt heavy on her tongue even as she tried to speak them out.
Where was she gonna start?
Was it from the time she went to IvoryHills Country?
Or was it when she met Clyde, or when he proposed marriage?
Or probably when she discovered Clyde was cheating on her after finding out she was pregnant.
Everyone thought her baby was a bastard, and Violet was somehow at ease with that knowledge.
Things would be worse if they knew who Mimi's biological father was.
“Vi, I'm listening,” Asher said, urging her on.
Taking her hands in his, he gently squeezed them in a reassuring gesture. “Trust me. I won't judge you.”
Violet trusted him.
It's just that… she couldn't trust herself.
As she opened her mouth to speak, however, a tiny voice rippled through the atmosphere.
“Mummy, I found Daddy!”
A twin?Who?Violet could believe Freya was only bluffing if only her best friend hadn't looked deadly serious.She even told her Asher was in town.She told her so many things that she couldn't grasp a single statement.“Listen to me, Violet!” Even an hour later, Freya was still persistent in convincing her. “It's not like I don't trust Asher. But I have a bad feeling about all this. He found the exact replica of you and called her his wife- that's absurd, Asher vowed he'd love you forever!”Asher’s love for her wasn't the thing that mattered the most.The idea that she had a lost twin out there was what scared Violet.How?And when?As far as she could remember, she neither had any sister nor siblings.She was the only child her parents had. Her parents divorced while she was young, but her father wouldn't have a daughter who was the same age as her and also looked exactly like her.Violet thought she looked more like her mother.She'd inherited most of her physical features.“You s
…At Crawford Villa. It was still dark. If only morning could come fast.For she couldn't catch a wink of sleep.Cherish their love…Forever?Clyde's statement still resounded in her mind.She didn't know why she was losing sleep over this. She couldn't tell where this feeling of guilt was coming from. She'd planned to leave him eventually. She never planned to forgive and forget.He must have his own reasons for feeding her those birth control pills.Her feelings for him must have resurfaced, getting even stronger than before, but she had an obligation.A promise to fulfill.Asher was still waiting for her.“Violet…”In the dead night, his voice jolted her. Thinking he was deeply asleep, she glanced sideways to find him staring at her. “What's wrong?” Clyde reached out and stroked her hair. “What are you thinking about?”Should she tell him the truth?Should she lie to him?However, the idea of telling him what was really on her mind scared her.Not only because she feared the o
Hesitating at the door, a part of his mind told him not to step inside.She might yell at him, lunge at him, hit him, or even do something worse.A few moments ago when she revealed that furious side of her, he'd almost thought she was a different girl, totally different from the docile and affectionate woman he knew.“Ash, I'm so sorry!” Yet, she surprised him by apologizing first.Standing from the couch, she rushed into his arms and hugged him tight, sobbing slightly. “I'm sorry for misunderstanding. I- I didn't know she was your friend… I- I thought… I thought she might snatch you from me!”She choked on her sobs, burying her face in his chest as if ashamed to face him. What did he do to deserve this?How would she react when she found out this was all a play?Asher’s heart tightened, a foreboding heaviness settling on his chest. He wanted to hug her back, but his hands hung mid-air.No!This is getting out of hand.Could he carry on?Shouldn't be tell her the truth right now?W
“It's no wonder you ignored the phone calls,” She continued, the tears streaming down her face. “It's no wonder you want James to leave you alone.”What was she doing here?How did she even get here? Shocked, Asher didn't know how to react. As if caught red-handed committing a sin, he parted his lips, but no words came out. “Why are you doing this to me, Ash!?” She wiped her tears furiously. “You've never loved me, have you!?”She stomped forward and peeled Freya away from his arms. When she raised her hand to slap him, Asher finally reacted. “It's not what you're thinking.” He caught her hand mid-air. However, she gave him a look of disbelief full of uncertainty. She'd lost trust in him. He could see the hate in her eyes. Wasn't this what he'd been avoiding? Right now, she looked hurt and his heart beat uncomfortably. She sobbed, snatching her hand away. “Then can you explain it in a way I'll understand… In a way that won't only hurt me further?”Yeah. How was he gonna expl
…That Evening.Without a sense of direction, Asher drove down the city. He'd been driving for a long time and the sky was turning dark. Yet, he couldn't stop, the turmoil inside his heart increasing. Without any sense of direction, he could be anywhere else but that hotel. He couldn't go back there and share the same suite with her. He couldn't repeat the same mistake he made the night before. Till now, his mind wasn't at ease. For a long time, he'd preserved himself, vowing that he'd never touch a woman who wasn't his wife. He'd broken that vow, his biggest regret. Now he had to live with the guilt and the feelings of hate. The fact that he reminisced about that moment last night and still longed to touch her made him more disgusted with himself. His phone rang beside him. Asher let go of the steering wheel and picked it up. Seeing his assistant’s name on the screen, he hesitated. “What's up?”“Are you on your way back, Mr. Sydney?” James sounded worried. “I'm sure the bu
Violet arrived at Grandpa Luke's quarters to find the servants gathered in a corner outside. They were so engrossed in gossiping that they didn't notice her. “The Old Master appears mad today. Who do you think might have offended him?”“Is it Mrs. Crawford again?”“No, I don't think so. I overheard him making a phone call about someone's death. He mentioned the Young Master’s name.”“Wait, is he mad at the Young Master?”“Who knows? He has suddenly appeared in the mansion. It definitely isn't for something small.”“Who died, by the way?”“I'm not sure, but I have a feeling that it's a member of this family.”Violet cleared her throat. All the servants looked in her direction, having noticed her presence.They all gasped at once and started stuttering. “Y- Young Miss, when did you arrive?”“We- We were busy discussing work. Sorry, we didn't notice you.”“It's not what you're thinking, Young Miss-” “Shut up, all of you!” The Butler arrived. “If you don't want to lose your jobs, sto