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“Is this man assaulting you?” That question hung in the air between the three of us. It was a simple, yet devastating question. And with the way Eddie’s eyes moved, I was sure he knew it too. Somehow, he was the first to recover. The smoothened his shirt with trembling hands and performed a nervous laugh. “Assaulting her?” he scoffed. “Mr. Warren, this is a private conversation between me and my fiancée. I don’t know what you think you walked into, but –” “I wasn’t asking you.” Marcus said softly. His voice wasn’t loud, but the impact was big enough to shut Eddie up. “I was asking her.” I swallowed as his eyes landed on me. I didn’t look at Eddie, but I could his smug smile as he scoffed again. He thought I would defend him, after all, it was all I did for the past three years. I kept up the charade no matter how badly he treated me. But I was tired of that. “Yes,” I said quietly, shocking Eddie whose head snapped to me. “He was.” Three words. I realized. Three words was all it took to ease myself of some of the burden I felt. I sighed as the truth sat in the room, heavy as it was. Eddie’s face went through several emotions at once – disbelief, anger, and panic. His mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water several times before he found his words. “That – that’s not –” He turned to Marcus. “She’s exaggerating. She’s always like that. Always trying to make herself look like the victim, so people will…” He trailed off, probably realizing how that sounded. Closing his eyes, he pinched the bridge of his nose. “With all due respect, Mr. Warren, this isn’t your business.” He stated dryly. “I don’t know why you’re even here. This is a private room, a private matter between me and my fiancée.” “I’m not his fiancée,” I blurred out before I could stop myself. I had no idea why I felt the need to say those words, to clear the air in front of a complete stranger but the look on Eddie’s face was satisfying. He looked like he wanted to chuck me into a hole that led to the deepest part of hell. Instead, he smiled and shook his head. “There she goes again,” he glanced at Marcus as if they were sharing some private joke about a difficult woman. “She says this every time she wants attention. Don’t listen to her, Mr. Warren. She just can’t stand not being the center of things.” “Get. Out. Eddie.” He blinked at me. “I said GET THE FUCK OUT!!!” I was almost surprised by the venom in my voice. “We’re not engaged. We are not anything. I’ve told you this not times than I can count, and I won’t stop saying it until you get it into your thick skull. You and I are done! I won’t say it so nicely the next time. So you better leave now that I’m still nice, before I ask the hospital to have you removed.” For a moment, Eddie just stared at me. I had no idea what was going on in his head but the look on his eyes mirrored his shock and confusion. It was quite hard for him to understand how the woman in front of him stopped being afraid of him. Stopped loving him. Stopped revolving around him and his every word. He glanced once more at Marcus, his expression changing from confusion to anger, before he turned and walked out without another word. The door clicked shut behind him gentler than I expected, given everything that had transpired. The silence and awkwardness that followed his departure was quite loud. I didn’t know where to look or how to behave. Marcus hadn’t moved from his spot near the door and he watched me with an expression I couldn’t read. “Are you okay?” he asked finally, his voice even softer than it was before – if that was even possible. “I – yes,” my hands clenched into fists underneath the blanket, but I forced a smile on my face. “I will be.” He nodded slowly, his eyes never leaving mine. “Of course, you’re a strong woman,” he broke eye contact, looking hesitant for a second – or maybe it was just my mind making up things. “I should let you rest. I need to check on Lydia.” Lydia. The name landed strangely in my ears. A distant bell went off in my head, as if it was only then that I was recalling what or who he actually was in all of this. This man wasn’t just the man who kept appearing exactly when I needed someone. He want a knight in shining armor. He was Lydia’s father. The father of Eddie’s mistress. The man who by every reasonable measure should have no reason to care about what happens to me. And yet, here he was. I took the next seconds to really look at him. To trace the sturdy lines of his jaw, his high cheek bones, his beautiful grey eyes which looked like they were piercing my soul, his full lips which pulled me in… There was no resemblance between the two of them. Did it mean Lydia looked like her mother more? Still, this man seemed too young to father a child as old as Lydia. He had to be around thirteen when – “Will you be alright by yourself?” his words cut through my thoughts, pulling me back into the hospital room. “I can report this to the director and have him increase your security or keep Eddie out, if –” “I’ll be fine,” I said quickly. “Thank you, for…” I gestured vaguely at the door where Eddie had disappeared. “…For everything.” The smile that spread his lips was contagious and warm. So warm that it melted some of the ice in my heart. He took a step forward, then stopped. “Its okay, no need to thank me for anything. I will always help you in any way I can.” Before I could figure out what that meant or how to respond to it, the door opened again, and Arlene stepped back inside. Her eyes shifted from Marcus to me in confusion. “Mr. Warren,” she said, quickly composing herself. “I didn’t realize –” “I was checking on Lydia,” he said smoothly, already turning towards the door. “I’ll leave you two.” He glanced back at me once more before he finally disappeared behind the door. Arlene’s eyebrows were almost kissing her hairline when she catapulted herself to my bed. “What the hell?” she fired excitedly. “Why is Mr. Warren of all people here? What did I just walk into?”LYDIA “Your father is here,” Eddie had said, pulling his jacket back on, already halfway to the door as he finished his sentence. “I don’t want to be here when he comes and I have something to attend to at the office. We’ll talk later.” That was ten minutes ago. Ten minutes of my heart beating loudly in my ears as anxiety pulled on every nerves while I waited for him to walk through those doors. I rehearsed what I’d say when the door finally opened, smoothening the blanket over my legs and arranging my face into something soft and graceful. When the door finally did open, I was almost ready. I blinked at the man who stood in the doorway, smiled softly when his eyes rested on me then bowed my head. I noticed that he was still in his suit from whatever meeting he’s interrupted to be here. His tie was slightly loosened – the only sign that anything about today had rattled him at all. “Dad?” I breathed, trying to sound confused at seeing him here. Still, there was a small hopef
ADRIENNE “Is this man assaulting you?” That question hung in the air between the three of us. It was a simple, yet devastating question. And with the way Eddie’s eyes moved, I was sure he knew it too. Somehow, he was the first to recover. The smoothened his shirt with trembling hands and performed a nervous laugh. “Assaulting her?” he scoffed. “Mr. Warren, this is a private conversation between me and my fiancée. I don’t know what you think you walked into, but –” “I wasn’t asking you.” Marcus said softly. His voice wasn’t loud, but the impact was big enough to shut Eddie up. “I was asking her.” I swallowed as his eyes landed on me. I didn’t look at Eddie, but I could his smug smile as he scoffed again. He thought I would defend him, after all, it was all I did for the past three years. I kept up the charade no matter how badly he treated me. But I was tired of that. “Yes,” I said quietly, shocking Eddie whose head snapped to me. “He was.” Three words. I realized.
ADRIENNE I had nothing to say. No, I had lots to say but my mouth wouldn’t move. I wanted to tell Old Mr. Quinn that his son could go to hell. That I wanted nothing more to do with his family. That I already had plans to move on. But I respected Old Mr. Quinn too much to say all of that. If Eddie had told him I about our breakup, it would’ve been better. Thankfully, a soft knock interrupted us and a nurse popped her head in. I didn’t need to say anything now. I didn’t need to react to Mr. Quinn’s advice. Because one thing I was tired of, was pretending. “Ms. Arlene? The director needs you, if you have a moment. “ Arlene glanced at us, clearly hesitant to leave me in such a charged atmosphere. “I’ll be quick.” She whispered, squeezing my hand before following the nurse out. Mr. Quinn watches her go before turning back to me, his expression softening. He patted my hand gently and stood to his feet. “Rest, child. And don’t let anyone make you feel small in your own life. Yo
Adrienne The door slammed shut behind Eddie, the sound bouncing off the walls, rattling the windows. I stared blankly at the space he’d been standing, waiting to feel something – anger, hurt, or the familiar ache is been carrying for the past three years. But I felt… Nothing. Instead, there was a strange, hollow quiet where that feeling should be. Was this what moving on felt like? I almost laughed. I’d spent three years begging – groveling – for his attention, and now that I finally had it, even in the cruelest form, I felt nothing at all. Arlene let out a breath beside me, allowing herself to sink into her seat as though she’d been holding a weight and she finally had the freedom to drop it. “I genuinely don’t know how that man sleeps at night.” I didn’t respond, because I had nothing to say. My phone buzzed on the small table beside the bed, pulling me from my thoughts. I reached for it, wincing slightly as pain shot up my abdomen from the movement, and my stomach droppe
ADRIENNE I saw Lydia shift towards Eddie and whisper something in his ear. Seconds later, he looked towards where I stood, his jaw clenching as a sudden frown perched on his face. His steps carried him to where I stood, his eyes raking all over me. “What are you doing here?” he spat, grabbing my arm violently. His nails dug into my skin but the pain didn’t matter. Nothing mattered right now than getting out of here. I had an appointment and I couldn’t be late. “I have somewhere to be, Eddie.” I answered stiffly. “Where I am and where I go doesn’t concern you. We’re no longer together.” Eddie opened his mouth to speak but the crowd didn’t give him a chance. Somehow, reporters had managed to sneak into the hospital under the guise of patients and they flashed camera lights in our faces. “Miss Hanson, dis you come because you found out Eddie and his fiancée would be here? Are you jealous of their relationship?” Another reporter shoved his mic in my face. “What do you think of
ADRIENNE After the way that meeting went with Eddie, I wanted nothing more than to go home, jump into a bath and bawl my eyes out while eating chocolate. But I couldn’t do that just yet. I still had things to care off and they couldn’t wait. I texted Arlene asking her to meet me at the hospital in an hour. When Arlene saw me an hour later, she understood immediately from just the look on my face. Without saying anything to me, she pulled me into a hug that made me lost it all there and start crying. “I’ve made up my mind, Arly.” I whispered as a tear rolled down my cheek. “I’m not going to keep the pregnancy.” Arlene nodded and still said nothing, instead, her arms tightened around me and I could feel that she was crying as well. When we’d both cried to our satisfaction, she finally pulled away, looking into my eyes. “I suppose I can’t change your mind?” I shook my head. “No.” She closed her eyes and sighed. “I was afraid you’ll say this, but it’s okay. You hear? If you w







