LOGINHis palm connected with my cheek so hard that my ears rang. He might’ve been an omega, but that slap was all man.
I just stood there, staring at the floor while the sting spread across my face. I could hear my own heartbeat pounding. Then I looked back at him. He was breathing hard, his face twisted with anger. I raised my hand and slapped him as hard as I could. In the past I never would’ve dared no, but it felt good to finally stand up for myself. Even though he’d probably make my life more difficult. Kieran's eyes were as wide as an owl. He looked between us like he'd suddenly found himself trapped in the middle of a pack war. “Oh, shit,” he muttered, taking a step back. Marcus slowly turned his face toward me. His hand went to his cheek as his eyes widened in disbelief. “You hit me?” “You hit me first,” I muttered. His jaw clenched and I thought he was going to hit me again, probably harder this time. Kieran moved between us. “Okay. No. Absolutely not.” He raised both hands, looking more horrified by the second. “I'm getting you another dress.” Marcus shot him a furious look. “Kieran.” “More dresses,” Kieran repeated quickly. “A whole rack if I have to.” He disappeared toward the back of the store before Marcus could argue. We just stood there glaring at each other. I hoped to the Moon Goddess he wouldn’t slap me again because my hand was still feeling the aftermath of slapping him back. ‘Serves him right,’ Momo murmured with a snort. “Shut up,” I said it out loud without meaning to. Marcus furrowed his brows. “I didn’t say anything you man-trapping psycho.” Kieran returned pushing a rack before I could say anything. I rolled my eyes at Marcus and turned to the dresses. The one at the front caught my attention immediately. It was deep maroon, made of silk with an off-shoulder neckline and a bodice that looked like it was made to pull the waist in. The skirt fell to the floor, with a slit running high up one side. It was magnificent, and everything I never dared to dream of ever wearing. I reached for it. “This one.” Kieran's eyebrows lifted. “That one?” I looked at him. “Is there something wrong with it?” “No.” His eyes flicked toward Marcus before returning to me. “Nothing at all.” ******** I fitted the dress at the boutique, but it felt nothing like it did now, in the comfort of my own room. I'd rushed through the fitting because I was afraid Marcus might force his way into the booth with a pair of scissors. My eyes travelled over the maroon silk, the bare shoulders, the slit running up my thigh, and the way the bodice pulled my waist in. I touched the fabric absently, still trying to get used to the woman staring back at me. The bedroom door opened behind me. I looked up at the mirror expecting Marcus to badge in, but Trojan walking in instead. His steps slowed when he saw me. He didn't say anything at first. His eyes moved over me, lingering for a moment before meeting mine in the mirror. Then he walked over and stopped behind me. My eyes closed for a second the moment his hand touched me and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I could get used to that. “You look beautiful, Babe.” His lips grazed the side of my neck and I almost whimpered. I swallowed. Did I always react like that to him? His gaze stayed locked with mine through the mirror. “Are you sure the headache from last night is gone?” I frowned slightly. I didn't remember a headache, but it wasn’t like I remembered much of anything anyway. “Yes.” My voice came out low, and my face was burning up. His expression relaxed as he pressed a kiss to my neck this time. My stomach twisted itself into knots. I had no idea what was happening between us, but my body seemed to know exactly what it was doing. “Are you coming back to our room tonight?” he asked. Our room. So I didn’t sleep in here anymore? The questions that swam into my mind made me want to turn around and demand answers. How did we get together? When did Trojan stop being my guardian and become my... whatever he was now? And why did everyone act like I was supposed to remember all of this? But I decided to start with something that had been bothering me since I woke up. “Trojan?” I whispered. “Hmm?” His hands came to my hips and he gave me a squeeze before turning me to face him. I took a deep breath. “What happened at the academy?” He rested his forehead against mine, making me blink. Moon Goddess, what the hell was this man doing? “Is anyone bothering you?” he asked. Okay, that meant I still went to the academy. I definitely wasn’t looking forward to Monday. I cleared my throat and attempted to move, but he held me in place. “No. I meant the fire.” He moved his face back an inch or two. “What fire?” “The one at the academy. The old science building.” I turned slightly in his arms. “The fire that happened last year. I got hurt.” His confusion deepened. Marcus did look just as confused when I mentioned it earlier, and he thought I was putting on a cheap act. Trojan licked his lower lip. “Billie, the last fire at the academy was in 1970.”His palm connected with my cheek so hard that my ears rang. He might’ve been an omega, but that slap was all man.I just stood there, staring at the floor while the sting spread across my face. I could hear my own heartbeat pounding. Then I looked back at him. He was breathing hard, his face twisted with anger.I raised my hand and slapped him as hard as I could. In the past I never would’ve dared no, but it felt good to finally stand up for myself. Even though he’d probably make my life more difficult.Kieran's eyes were as wide as an owl. He looked between us like he'd suddenly found himself trapped in the middle of a pack war.“Oh, shit,” he muttered, taking a step back.Marcus slowly turned his face toward me. His hand went to his cheek as his eyes widened in disbelief. “You hit me?”“You hit me first,” I muttered.His jaw clenched and I thought he was going to hit me again, probably harder this time.Kieran moved between us. “Okay. No. Absolutely not.” He raised both hand
His gaze and smile turned toward me, making me blink and swallow. Then his lips hit mine before I could even process his face coming closer. I froze for a second, completely caught off-guard. His lips were soft and he tasted like caramel. His favorite sweetener.I leaned into the kiss without thinking much of it. It felt so familiar… and easy. Like I’d been in that moment a hundred times before. His tongue slipped into my mouth and an embarrassing low moan came out of me. The baby whined in my arms.“Can you not be disgusting?” Marcus muttered near us, making Trojan break off the kiss and kiss my forehead instead.Moon Goddess, how did I get here? How did this become my life?“You go get the dress,” Trojan murmured and gently took the baby from me. “I’ll take care of these two and make sure the preparations go smoothly.”“Thank fuck.” Marcus rolled his eyes.I just stood there like a deer caught in the headlights, all while trying to figure out how to tell my supposed baby daddy
I stayed in the bathroom for another few minutes because, honestly, I wasn't ready to go downstairs and face whatever Marcus meant. How was I twenty, with children, a missing year, and a relationship with Alpha Trojan that I couldn't remember starting?The worst part was that Trojan hadn't acted like we were a couple when he came into my bedroom.He sat on the edge of my bed and asked if I was feeling alright. He didn’t kiss me, hug me, or even touch me in a way that suggested we were anything more than a former guardian and ward. If Marcus was telling the truth, that meant I wasn’t in a coma.And he said there was never a fire, but I clearly remembered a fire. Was I losing it? Did I lose my memories? Or did I die and get reborn in the future? Okay, it was definitely not the latter. That would be nuts. I slowly walked toward the bedroom door.“Okay, Billie,” I whispered to myself. “You can do this.”I walked down the hallway and followed the sound of the crying downstairs. When
I stared at him in the mirror, my heart caught in my throat. I opened my mouth to answer but just ended up closing it. Everything from year sixteen hung between us, or hung in me. He probably didn’t even care. He already did a lot to nineteen-year-old me. And judging from what he just called, he hadn’t changed much in the year I lost.He started calling me fatty at seventeen, a year after my dad died. He never did it in Alpha Trojan’s presence, of course. He was too smart for that. At this point I still didn’t understand what made him change. Even when I probably burned alive in that science building, I didn’t know why my best friend started hating me. “I don’t feel so good.” I forced a tight smile before scrunching up my face. “My tummy hurts and I feel lightheaded”.I didn’t understand why there was a party that I supposedly had to fetch a dress for when I clearly just woke up from a coma.“It’s probably all that sugar you keep chugging down.” Marcus made a disgusted face.I d
My eyes opened to a pounding on the door. The familiar ceiling of my bedroom came into view. I looked around a bit, wondering why I wasn’t in a hospital. Did they manage to save me?I remembered waking up coughing as smoke filled the old science building. I remembered the heat from the door when I tried to escape, the panic in my chest as I screamed for someone to let me out, and the voices outside as they finally realized I was trapped inside.Then came the hissing beneath me.The gas line.I remembered the explosion.I started inspecting myself for injuries, completely ignoring the knocking on the door. I was perfectly fine. I had no burns and I didn’t feel any pain. But that could’ve just been because my wolf healed fast. Or maybe I was asleep longer than I thought?“Billie,” Alpha Trojan muttered from outside the door, his deep voice sounding curious.“Yes?” I managed. My voice sounded throaty and nothing like my usually-on-edge self.A second later, the door opened and he
Professor Whitmore gave me a disgusted look, scrunching up his nose. “What happened to you?”I opened my mouth to speak but he cut me off.“Go clean that shit off,” he muttered, stepping away from the door.I rushed out, laughter following me until I was in the hallway. And that’s when the tears came. I kept walking with my head down, wiping my cheeks with my sticky hands. I could hear people whispering as they passed me, and I knew some of them already saw the video or pictures from the classroom. It wouldn't take long before the whole academy knew what had happened.I wasn't going to the bathroom. I didn't want to stand in front of a mirror and look at myself, and I definitely didn't want to risk running into Marcus or any of his friends.I had another place in mind.My favorite hiding spot was at the far end of the school grounds, inside the old science building. It was technically off-limits, although students rarely went there anymore. The school had closed that section y







