LOGINZara’s POV
My feet are killing me by the time the clock hit eight-thirty, but I keep typing. The Harrington proposal stares back at me from the screen, marked up with more red ink than black. Valerio had thrown three more files at me after lunch, each one more complex than the last. He was testing me, pushing, and waiting for me to crack. I won’t give him that satisfaction. The office has been quiet for some hours now. Most of the floor was dark except for the glow spilling out from Valerio’s glass office and the small lamp on my desk. I can feel him watching me through the transparent wall. Every time I glance up, his eyes are already on mine, intense and unsettled like I was a problem he needs to dissect. My phone lights up beside the keyboard. Mrs. Rivera again with updates on Liam. Mrs. Rivera: Liam is asleep now. He drew a picture of a big building and said it’s where you work. He wants to show you tomorrow. Guilt twists sharp in my chest, and I reply quickly. Me: Thank you. I’ll be home soon. Kiss him for me. I set my phone, but a calendar notification pops up on my screen before I turn it over. Valerio Cruz: appointment with Dr. Arnolds, Corporate Health, 4pm Thursday. I memorize the time and swipe it off, rubbing off the tension in my temples. Three years of careful distance, and just two days in this building feel like walking on fire. Every time he says my name, every time his gaze lingers too long, memories flood in uninvited. His hands on my waist. His mouth on my neck. The way he used to groan my name like it belonged to him when he was deep inside me. Stop it, Zara. I stand up, stretch my back, and carry the updated Harrington file towards his office. His door is open, and he’s seated behind his desk, jacket off, tie loosened, with his sleeves rolled up. The top two buttons of his shirt are undone, and a dangerous amount of tanned skin shows at his collar. I knock once on the doorframe even though he can clearly see me. “You wanted the revisions.” He looks up. His eyes drag down my body slowly and deliberately, before settling on my face. “Come in. Close the door.” I close the door, heart beating too fast. The click of the door sounds final and too intimate. I’m probably overthinking it. He takes the file but doesn’t open it right away. Instead, he leans back in his chair, studying me with a hooded gaze like I was the only thing worth looking at in the entire city. “You’ve been here twelve hours,” he says. “Most people would be complaining by now.” “I’m not most people.” A ghost of a smile touches his lips, and vanishes so fast I almost miss it. “So you keep saying. It is starting to sound like performance rather than personality.” He stands up and comes around the desk, taking the file from my hands. When our fingers brush, electricity shoots up my arm. I pull back too quickly, and he notices. He opens the file, flipping through my notes. The silence stretches between us, thick and heavy. I can hear my own pulse in my ears. “This is excellent work,” he says finally. “Almost too excellent.” There it is again. That suspicion wrapped in a compliment. “I told you I’m good at my job.” He sets the file down and steps closer. Close enough that I catch the faint scent of his cologne mixed with whiskey. I tilt my head to meet his eyes. “What else are you good at?” he says, his voice low and deep. The words land between us like a live wire. My breath catches, and goosebumps trail my skin. His gaze drops to my mouth and lingers. His hand twitches at his side like he wants to reach for me, but is fighting it. “You should go home,” he says roughly. “It’s late.” “I still have two more reports to review.” “Tomorrow.” “I’d rather finish tonight.” His eyes darken. “Always pushing back. Why is that, Zara?” The way he says my name sends heat pooling low in my belly. Dangerous. Forbidden. I take a small step back, but he follows, crowding me against the edge of his desk without touching me. “I don’t like unfinished work,” I say. “Cazzate(Bullshit).” The Italian rolls of his tongue softly, almost intimate. “There’s something between us. You feel it too. Don’t lie to me.” My back presses against the desk. He’s so close now. If I breathe too deeply, my breasts will brush his chest. The no-office-romance hangs between us, and we both know he’s breaking it just by standing this close to me. “I’m just here for the job, Mr. Cruz,” I whisper. His hand comes up, bracing on the desk beside me, caging me in. “Valerio,” he corrects, voice dropping even lower. “When we’re alone, you call me Valerio.” My stomach flips. That was how he used to say it before, right before he’d lift me onto this very desk and— I turn my head slightly, trying to regain control. “That’s not appropriate.” “Neither is the way you look at me.” His breath brushes my ear. “Neither is the way I keep thinking about bending you over this desk.” Heat floods my face and between my legs. I clench my thighs together, hating how my body responds to him instantly, like no time had passed at all. “You have a rule,” I remind him, voice shaky. “I know my own damn rule.” Frustration edges his words. “Doesn’t stop me from wanting to break it every time you walk into a room.” God help me, I want him to. I want him to close that last inch, kiss me like he used to, hands rough and possessive. I want to tell him about Liam. About everything. Instead, I place a hand on his chest, light but firm. His heart hammers under my palm, strong and fast. “We can’t,” I say quietly. His eyes search mine. For a long moment, I think he might ignore me, push, and take. The old Adrian would have. But this version steps back and drags a hand through his hair, looking angry at himself. “Go home, Zara,” he says. “Before I do something we’ll both regret.” I don’t argue. I gather my things with trembling hands and head for the door. At the threshold, I look back. He’s watching me, fists clenched at his sides like he’s physically holding himself back. “Goodnight… Valerio.” His eyes flash at the use of his first name, and something raw and hungry crosses his face. I slip out before he can respond. Behind me, I hear his office door slam shut, hard enough that the glass rattles. The elevator ride down feels endless. My body is on fire. My heart is breaking all over again. When I finally reach my car in the underground garage, I sit behind the wheel for a long minute, forehead pressed against the steering wheel. This is only day two. Day two, and I am already losing control, and Valerio is already looking at me like he wants to devour me. I start the engine and pull out into the night, the city lights blurring past. The man who used to love me more than anything is starting to want me again, without knowing why. And I don’t know how long I can keep it up. But one thing is becoming terrifyingly clear. Valerio Cruz is beginning to feel the pull of everything they tried to erase. And when he finally remembers… or when I finally tell him the truth…nothing in this empire will ever be the same.Zara's POVI can’t sleep, even if I wanted to.The hospital room is dark except for the soft glow of the machines and the pale light filtering through the blinds. I sit in the hard plastic chair beside Liam's bed, my hand wrapped around his small fingers, eyes fixed on his pale face. His chest rises and falls in a slow rhythm while the numbers on the monitor flicker, steady but too slow for my comfort.I have not closed my eyes in thirty-six hours.Every time I try, I see the doctor's careful expression. I hear the words: “bone marrow abnormalities…treatment needed…months or longer.” The fear of opening my eyes and finding him gone keeps me awake. So I watch. I count his breaths and memorize the exact shape of his face in the low light. When he stirs and whispers "Mommy," I lean in immediately. "I’m right here, baby. Mommy is not going anywhere."***The morning light filters through the blinds, and I am still sitting in the same chair, still holding his hand, still watching his che
Zara's POVThe hospital room is too quiet. The only sounds are the soft beeping of the machines and the shallow rise and fall of Liam’s chest. I sit in the hard plastic chair beside his bed, my hand wrapped around his small fingers. His skin is pale. His dark curls are damp against the pillow. He looks smaller than he did two days ago. I have not slept in two days.I have not eaten anything that stayed down. Every time I close my eyes, I see the doctor’s careful expression and hear the words "elevated white blood cell count" and "further testing required." The fear sits in my chest like a stone, lodged somewhere I can’t cough up. The doctor said they would have the results by this evening. The bone marrow evaluation tests. The piece of paper that will tell us whether my son is going to be okay or whether the worst is yet to come.I press my palm to my own chest, trying to steady my breathing. The tears are there, pressing hard behind my eyes, but I force them back. I can’t fall apa
Zara's POVI sit in the hard plastic chair, my hands clasped so tightly my knuckles ache. Liam is inside with the doctors. More blood, more tests, more waiting. The fluorescent lights hum overhead, too bright, too cold. I can hear the soft murmur of voices through the door—the doctor’s calm tone, a nurse’s quiet instructions, and Liam’s small voice asking questions I cannot quite make out. I press my ear closer for a second, just to hear him, just to make sure he is still talking, still present. The fear sits heavy in my chest. The doctor’s earlier words refuse to leave me: We need to monitor him closely. The markers are still elevated. I lean back against the wall and close my eyes, trying to breathe. I can’t fall apart here. Not while he is on the other side of the door. I need to be strong for my baby.Suddenly, I feel chills climbing up my back, and a shift in the air. I look up, and Valerio is standing at the end of the corridor. His face is pale, his jaw tight, his eyes fixed
Zara's POVClara threatened me on Friday, and I have done my best to stay away from Valerio and anything related to him. And surprisingly, he hasn’t reached out either, and I don’t know if I should be happy about that or not.Now, I’m obliged to be in a room with him because of a mandatory meeting. I take a deep breath before opening the door.The conference room is cold, the air sharp with the scent of expensive cologne and tension. I slide into my seat at the far end of the long table, my tablet clutched in my hands, my heart pounding against my ribs.I am late.Only by a few minutes, but late enough that every head turns when I enter. I feel their eyes on me, curious and judgmental, and I feel the heat rise to my cheeks.I do my best to avoid looking in his direction. If I look at him, I might break.I keep my eyes fixed on the table, the polished wood gleaming under the fluorescent lights. I feel his gaze on me anyway, heavy, cold, and unforgiving. It presses against my skin like
Valerio's POVI am still standing in the empty parking lot when my phone buzzes.The vibration is sharp against my palm, cutting through the fog of desperation that has settled over me. I look down at the screen, and it’s an unknown number. I should ignore it. I should delete it. I should keep calling her, keep waiting, keep hoping she will appear, but I open it anyway.The first image loads slowly, pixel by pixel. A man and a woman walking side by side in a park. The leaves are changing, golden and red. The woman laughs, and the man looks at her like she is the only thing in the world.It takes me a moment to recognize her, and another moment to recognize him.Zara. And Kenji.I stare at the image. My chest tightens. My hands begin to shake.The second image loads. They are standing closer now, his hand wrapped around hers, her head tilted up toward him, smiling. She looks relaxed and happy. She looks like she is not thinking about me at all.The third image loads, and they’re huggi
Valerio's POVI am about to leave the house when she calls.Her voice cracks when she says my name. Cracks when she says she needs to see me. Cracks when she says she needs to tell me something. I have never heard her sound so broken. The weight of it hits me like a physical blow, and for a moment I forget how to breathe. I tell her I am on my way. I mean it. I would cross the city on foot if I have to. I would run through fire. I would do anything to get to her.I am already pulling out of the parking lot when I see Nonno's car.It is blocking the exit, sleek and black, flanked by two guards. I slam on the brakes, my heart pounding, my hands gripping the wheel so hard my knuckles go white. The headlights cut through the darkness, and for a moment I think about just driving around him. I think about putting my foot down and forcing my way past. But I know better. Nonno does not move for anyone. He does not yield. Nonno steps out of the back seat. He moves slowly, deliberately, the wa
Zara’s POVThe apartment is quiet when I finally push the door open a little after ten. The living room lamp casts a soft yellow glow over the second-hand couch and the small pile of toy cars scattered across the rug. Mrs. Rivera looked up from her knitting, smiling that gentle, knowing smile she a
Zara’s POVI managed to make it to the ladies’ room on the executive floor before my legs gave out. I lock myself in the last stall, press my forehead against the cool metal door, and take in deep breaths. I’ve got this. I won’t falter.Welcome back.The bastard has no idea what those two words di
I grip the steering wheel so tight that it makes my knuckles ache. The city blurs past my window—steel towers and honking traffic that feels both familiar and wrong after three years. I should have turned around at the last exit.I almost did.But the envelope in my bag, the one with Liam’s latest
Valerio’s POVI can’t get her out of my fucking head.Zara Matthews.Even her name feels like it belongs to my mouth. I stand at the window of my penthouse, whiskey in hand, staring at the city sprawled below me like scattered diamonds. The glass is cold against my palm, and my mind refuses to sett







