LOGINI woke up gasping for air as if it had been sucked straight out of my lungs. The pain at the back of my neck still lingered, but I had bigger problems to worry about.
The room around me was unfamiliar, and I sat up with every hair on my body standing on end, fully on alert. I could feel the wolf within me growling at the hostility of the situation.
When I tried to stand, dizziness hit me as a result of the blow that had knocked me out, but that wasn’t the worst of it. I felt a weight pulling at my foot.
Only then did I realize the worst: I was chained with a thick and heavy iron chain.
I grabbed the chain and yanked with all my strength, but it was useless. That thing could easily hold down a brute. Then I had an idea: if I shifted, maybe my paw could slip through, or I could even break it.
So I tried.
I tried to transform.
And failed.
It was completely useless.
My transformation was being blocked. Every time I tried to release the beast within me, something forced it back down. Frustration boiled inside me.
D*mn it! — I growled as the truth hit me: suppression chains.
Suppression chains were rare, expensive artifacts capable of stopping any Lycan from shifting. And I only knew of one group besides my own pack who had the resources and connections to get their hands on something like that.
Karin… Then the memory hit me of what I saw before I blacked out: Rayan.
This was the worst possible situation. I was trapped, unable to transform, and most likely deep in enemy territory. If they had done this to me… Lyun!
The moment her name crossed my mind, my chest sank.
I couldn’t lose anyone else. I couldn’t lose her.
The screech of heavy metal echoed through the room, and the darkness around me was split by a beam of light. Lamps flickered on overhead, forcing me to squeeze my eyes shut against the sudden brightness, shielding them with my forearm.
The sound of heavy footsteps drew closer and closer. The blur before me slowly sharpened into shape, and I saw him.
“Rayan…” I snarled his name and lunged instinctively.
The chains did their job, yanking me back and stopping me just short of sinking my teeth into him. The pressure cut into me, forcing me to stay there. But it wasn’t just the chains that made me tremble—I shook with rage, with hatred, with disgust. That man standing before me was something I longed to destroy.
“Feisty… I like that.” He smirked, mocking me.
“If you so much as think of touching me with those filthy mongrel hands, I swear on the grace of the Moon Goddess, I’ll tear your skin off with my teeth.” I hissed, violet eyes blazing.
“Whoa! Relax!” Rayan stepped back, hands up, grin plastered on his face. “Starting off like this already?! Geez, breathe! We haven’t even begun.”
I didn’t blink, didn’t waver. My instincts screamed, the hatred roaring louder than any reason.
He leaned forward slightly, eyes locked with mine, and smiled.
“I’m not going to lay a finger on you. Not until you beg me to.”
I laughed coldly at that.
“In your wildest dreams, mutt.”
He laughed too, as if it was all some twisted game. A cold war of mockery. The problem was, I had already lost, though I didn’t know it yet.
“What did you do to my people?” I snapped, laughter gone.
“Oh, “your” people, you mean.” He made air quotes with his fingers before crossing his arms, tapping his chin as he paced. “You must mean that other one with you, right? What was her name… Lyn? Lun? Lan?”
“Lyun!” I shouted, fury lacing my voice. “If you did anything to her, I swear—”
“You’ll kill me, blah, blah, blah, yeah, I got it.” He rolled his eyes and finally stopped pacing, facing me. “Don’t worry, she’ll be joining you soon enough. And I promise, you’re going to love it.”
Rayan walked toward the door and opened it again. For a split second, my stomach twisted in dread, I thought he was about to drag Lyun’s lifeless body into the room.
But what came next was somehow worse.
The door creaked, and Lyun walked in.
No chains. No shackles. Nothing. Just her, standing there by the door.
“Lyun!” I cried, desperation cutting through my voice. “Did they do something to you? Did they-”
I stopped as I saw her eyes.
The way she looked at me was different, cold, bitter, as if she was stripping me apart piece by piece with her gaze.
“Lyun?”
She turned toward Rayan, and then kissed him.
Not a simple brush of lips, not a fleeting touch, but something hungry, laced with lust. Intimate. The kind of kiss lovers share in the throes of passion.
His hands roamed her body, gripping her ass, pulling her thigh up. I stood frozen, eyes wide, shocked beyond words, as they devoured each other. The wet sounds of their mouths filled the room.
Rayan pressed her back against the wall, lifted her as if she weighed nothing, and she wrapped her legs around his waist. They kept going, her nails dragging down his back through his clothes, while she cracked her eyes open now and then looking straight at me.
My jaw hung open. My heart twisted. I felt like I was about to throw up. Nausea and disgust consumed me.
I turned away, stumbling, gasping for air, trying to make sense of what I had just witnessed.
“Oh, no.” Lyun’s voice dripped with mockery. “If you don’t watch, there’s no fun in it.”
I heard her feet hit the floor, he must’ve set her down, I thought. Lost in shock, I hadn’t even noticed Rayan moving toward me.
I was caught off guard by his arms as they overpowered me, forcing me to turn forward and immobilizing me, holding my face up straight ahead while I fell on my knees on the ground.
Before me, Lyun stood tall, sarcasm and arrogance twisting her expression.
“Since you don’t want to watch the show, let’s skip straight to the explanation, my dear Alpha.”
Everything that followed that night was soaked in an uncomfortable silence. No one wanted to comment on, or even appear interested in, what had just happened. It was like having dinner with a pink elephant wandering among us.Rayan went to the bedroom before I did, and I followed after a few moments spent talking with Nara. As soon as I walked in, I looked for him and saw the bathroom door open. I approached and saw him leaning over the counter, his gaze lost in the mirror.For a moment, even if brief, I placed myself in his position. To discover that your own father, someone for whom you had done horrible things, someone you admired, had murdered your mother. What would my reaction have been? Would I have done the same as him? Or worse? It wasn’t easy and, as his luna, I should console him.Not only that, I think that, even if I didn’t want to admit it, I wanted to console him.I approached, sliding my hands over his chest as I embraced him from behind and pressed my lips to his ski
I crossed the sea of people, heading toward the entrance. Guards, civilian members of the pack, everyone present seemed absorbed in hungry comments, desperate for an update. I stopped in front of the guards who were trying to calm the uproar of two older women calling for Roamur.“Where is Rayan?” I asked with authority. They quickly turned to me.“Lady Violet,” they replied, bowing. “The alpha is in a meeting in the council room.”“All right, thank you.” I declared, walking past them.“My lady, it would be best if the meeting weren’t interrupted,” one of them shouted after me, though he didn’t try to stop me. He couldn’t, afterall, touch the luna.So I paid no attention, and simply kept walking. The fortress felt empty on the inside, and I was struck by how quickly everything had unfolded. In the short interval I’d been gone, all of this had erupted. I felt a little confused about it. Rayan would have told me, wouldn’t he?I stopped at the corridor leading to the council room. Enteri
There had never been a baby, there never would be, but that kind of lie was as old as time itself, and I was willing to use it. If it meant keeping Hertor by my side and turning him against my beloved enemy and husband, then so be it.And even if I lied shamelessly, there was no way for him to catch me. What would Hertor do? Confront Rayan? If he did, I’d simply tell the truth about our affair and he would take the fall too. The two of them were never going to talk about it, not when they were both hopelessly in love with me and their friendship was no longer what it once was.“What do you mean?” he asked, shock written across his face, urgency and disgust seeping into his voice.“I…” I took a deep breath, as if hesitating with fear. “Please, you can’t tell him what I’m about to say. He’ll kill me, he’ll throw me back in that place, he’ll…”I let my emotions take over, simulating the beginning of a panic attack. Hertor pulled me into his arms, holding me gently. “It’s okay, breathe, I
Violet.Rayan had been different in the past few weeks. He seemed more affectionate, with fewer outbursts. Except when we were in bed, there, he was still as wild as ever, not that I was complaining.He seemed to be trying to redeem himself, but I wasn’t going to buy that act so easily. Considering everything he’d done to me, his debt was far greater than what he could ever repay in a lifetime. Not to mention the way he’d started avoiding his father, it was clear he was angry, but had no idea what to do about it.Hertor and I had met a few times in secret, just stealing kisses and touches, without really having time to go farther. But lately, he’d been different too. It felt like he was avoiding me, though I wasn’t sure why yet. I’d find out soon enough.I had finally earned full freedom. Rayan no longer cared if I went out alone, so I didn’t always need Diana or Nara to come with me, though sometimes I preferred their company just for comfort.So it wasn’t strange that, right after
Rayan.“No. Definitely not.” Lyndre’s voice echoed through the room, seated with his arms crossed at his place at the council table. “A war right now makes no sense. You made an agreement with them, keep it.”“Nonsense,” Orion declared, leaning against the table. “The goal has always been expansion. Ever since Roamur held the position of Alpha, the Karin have wanted full control of this region, to be the largest and most powerful pack in Romania. That hasn’t changed. It makes perfect sense to attack.”“You’re only saying that because you’ll agree with anything that pleases Roamur,” Lyndre said with a shrug. The insolence clearly didn’t sit well with the elder.“What did you just say, little boy?” Onyx growled, standing and leaning toward him with a less-than-friendly expression. “I’ve been on this council longer than you’ve been alive.”“And yet,” Lyndre replied, leaning back in his chair and drumming his fingers on the table, “we’re sitting in the same position. Ironic, don’t you thi
Violet.I’m not sure how long I sat there, maybe an hour or two since Hertor left and until the door opened. Rayan appeared, turning on the light, and I remained seated. I didn’t need to fake the hurt written all over my face.“Hey,” he said, stopping by the door, his tone careful.I didn’t answer. I averted my gaze and went back to staring silently at the opposite wall.“I… came to let you out,” he said as he approached. “Let’s talk in our room during dinner.”Rayan extended his hand toward me, offering to help me up, but instead I stood on my own, without looking at him. I walked past him and headed for the bedroom.I didn’t speak to him when I came out of the bathroom, nor when I slipped into my black silk nightgown, nor even when we sat down to eat dinner, where the clinking of silverware was the only sound echoing between us, aside from Rayan’s frustrated sighs.Eventually, he set his cutlery down beside the plate with a deep breath. “I’m sorry, Violet.” I said nothing, didn’t e







