******** three weeks later********
Creature hangs his head from the window, tongue flopped out and slobber is blown about the side windows as I scold him about the dangers of hanging his head out. Paying me no mind, he yawns open mouthed and sneezes as the wind goes up his nose.
"Gross! Gross boy." He tilts his head and I laugh at him. I search for the bank as I approach a red light. It'll be up ahead, on my left he said. I sold my car just last week, and bought this one off Mariam at the bed and breakfast I was staying in. It's burgundy, with peeling clear coat and a cracked side mirror. Low miles for a 90s model Corolla though. Cheap on gas and runs like a Singer sewing machine. Now I own it outright, and have no car payment though. A huge plus for me as I have no idea how long it might take me to get a good job here. My old one would be too far to travel. I'd expend nearly as much in gas as I'd clear after taxes. Adulthood is a serious rip off.
Unsurprisingly, Dallas's family offered me twenty two grand, just to sign peacefully. I refused to be near him and asked his mother to meet me with the paperwork. I wasn't after anything, I only wanted freedom from him and what I came in with, but she insisted I take the money for her son's behavior. While the rest the family applauded his behavior, she didn't. She seemed sorrowful and told me we would always remain friends. If I ever love again, I hope my next mother in law is this genuine.
I added that money to what I had saved and immediately started looking for a small house. The appartment complexes in my hometown are scarce and all full, trailer parks full as well. Majority of homes on the market were too out of budget or completely unlivable unless I wanted to shell out to renovate. I smash my fingers just looking at a hammer, I'd never be up to demolition by myself if I wanted to live in that house. After all the searching though, I found a quaint tiny cottage style home. Little porch, pale yellow with wooden shutters. One little dormer on the roof leading me to imagine a tiny upstairs. Three bedrooms. A few hostas and overgrown shrubs on the outside where a flowerbed must've once been. Perfect! I knew then it was in budget and I could definitely work with it. It was also basically isolated and with only a sole neighbor. A huge improvement from the close, nosey neighbors I had before.
I waste no time whipping in and stalking the real estate agent to the location of the house. I sing and tap the steering wheel, with the windows cracked letting in the fresh spring air. The sunlight felt so good. If this house checks out, I will definitely sun myself in the back this summer. I smile. That might be the pick me up I need! I'll sun, get my hair done, hit the gym again, find some good sales and update my wardrobe. He'd regret everything then! In my daydream, I nearly miss the turn signal. Come to think of it, I don't recall much of town after meeting the agent. How did I even make it here? How the hell am I still alive?
He pulls onto a one lane side road, it extends about two miles and we pass a huge cabin. It's gorgeous. Completely rustic, even down to the rails of the porch, mailbox and piney shrubs in row along the front. About a quarter mile on up, I spot the cottage. I bounce in my seat as I take it in. If the inside and deal is right, I can see myself living here!! I stuff that down though so the realtor doesn't catch on. I park and step out, Creature's leash tight in my fist.
"This is it. It's not much. If you'd like there are others slightly higher that are very promising."
"This one is above budget for me. I'm very limited in funding right now with the divorce happening. I'm afraid if this one doesn't cut it, that I'll have to check in Florence." As we near the door, I secretly admire the cracked stones of the walkway and tiny freshly bloomed dandelions. I bite back a squeal of excitement, this being the best thing that's happened since I left Dallas. I feel so light in my hometown with the sun shining. Its managed to melt away some of my gloom.
"These stones are in bad shape. The yellow has definitely got to go. That will cost me. It definitely needs to be sage." I'm good at this! I even sound shallow and whiny to myself. I smirk as I tag along behind him. Once inside, I grin widely. Neutral colors! No holes in the walls. Open floorplan and a natural wood beam makes an archway between the kitchen-dinning and living area. No carpets. No muddy Creature to ruin my floors. The bedrooms are quite roomy. Nice little closets and the master bedroom has great lighting from the windows.
"If you insist, let's see the master bath..." He huffs. He was excited about having me as a client, until I chose this house. Maybe he doesn't enjoy low budget sales. He dramatically rolls his eyes and swings the bathroom door.
"A garden tub! Okay. Oh...there's a giant window right above it. Why do that?" I groan. I don't have to fa kn e this part. I do not see having a huge window over the tub. I don't want to have each bath become news to the neighbor. I couldn't afford to pay for their therapy. I don't even like me naked.
"Right. Pitiful choice really." He clears his throat. "Do you really want this house? I'm going to break it down for you before you buy. This house has been listed for ages. It's got it's charms, it's affordable, but you won't like the neighbor. This is actually the only time I've came out here that he hasn't tried to interrogate or creep out my clients. The original owner despised him so bad he went in debt in order to move."
"Wow. Is he really that bad? What does he do?"
"Long story short, he is abrasive and offputting. Too nosey." I'll put a fence up.
"I'll save for a privacy fence and tell him to fuck off." He laughs. "I would pick differently under other circumstances, but I'm sure I can get a good deal here."
"If you really want it, I'll be sure of it. Now, let's look out back before you decide." We go through the utility room and out the back door.
A little walkway leads us to a graveled area with a stone fire pit, iron patio chairs and an old swing. Several grown up shrubs close it in for the most part. I could definitely source this up! The old house had no backyard to it.
"There's a small pond too. To the leftt of the house." I follow him and I can see the pond in the distance, as well as the neighbor's gorgeous cabin. The agent starts to turn back around and motion me back when a man emerges from the cabin and stands on the porch. "We should go now."
"I like this house. He's not going to bully me out of it." I'm not sure where this determination comes from, but after all that I put up with from Dallas, I'm not letting some weird neighbor ruin my fresh start. This new start and new me is going to begin with me being assertive and standing my ground. I watch as the shirtless man comes into view.
If he weren't scowling, he might be decent looking. No six pack abs but nonetheless a very fit man. Broad barrel chest. Light salt in his peppered hair. I guess him about late thirties to forty. He's brown from working outdoors and his arms and shoulders are defined and swelled. He has a dark four o'clock shadow. I tear my eyes away, I can't check him out if we are about to confront each other. Even if I admit to having a thing for older men. He stops short looking from me to the agent and back.
"Another client" He deadpans. I clear my throat and step around the agent to address him.
"Soon to be owner, sir. It's nice to meet you." His eyes scan me top to bottom.
"Owner huh? I'm not fond of neighbors." He scoffs.
"Me either! I intend to put up a privacy fence. You'll never know I'm here. I noticed a lure by the pond. I take that you fish there?"
"I do."
"You are welcome to continue doing so. I don't want you to feel hostility towards me for moving in and messing with your fishing spot. Unless I walk by to look at the fish, I won't be using it."
"Your boyfriend alright with that?"
"I'm divorced sir. That's why I need this home and I need us to get along. I'm just trying to start over, I'll never bother your property or invade your space. You will not even know I'm here." I try.
"What's your name?" He asks.
"I'm Alina. Yours?"
"Mine don't matter. You'll back out soon." He laughs. "You know what, scratch that. I'm Trevor." He shamelessly watches my chest. "My last couple neighbors were not so easy to get along with. I have a feeling though that you and I will get along just fine." He bends down to shake my hand roughly. Dislocate my arm why don't you?
"I guess I'll see you when you move in."
"Thank you!" I beam at him, proud of myself. The realtor can't quite believe it. We watch his toned back retreat.
"Told you he was creepy!" I laugh at him.
"Definitely! I think the pond and privacy is the big issue though. Hopefully I reassured him enough that he'll be fine to live next too. I'm terrible at fishing anyways. I always snag tree limbs."
"I'm impressed you pulled that off. That is the most tolerable I've ever seen him! I'll definitely work with the owner to get you the best price. I doubt he will have any hits on this for a long time if he shoots you down." I grin and thank him.
I have to fight Creature to get him back inside the car. We follow the agent back to his office, where he makes the calls and we get everything situated and signed. I hug the man probably five times and thank him for the huge price drop he manager to get me. We head back to the bed and breakfast where we will spend a few more days. Major appliances were left behind in the house, but I make a list of essential pieces I'll need. I'm too excited to sleep, so I just jot down ideas and fantasize about move in day.
After what felt like a century of waiting, I am now in my Corolla on my way to my little house. I have everything crammed to the roof in the back and I silently pray that no cops are out until I can make it home. I would surely catch a ticket. There are even bags in the front floorboard below Creature. I side eye him to be sure he's not into the groceries.I might as well have skipped to the door after we pull in and step out. I do not dare take Creature off his leash until he's familiar with the place and will not run off. I tie him to the porch railing as I begin to pack in all of our bags and set them in the living room floor for now. We need seating, badly. There's no living room furniture. They left a washer and dryer, a refrigerator, and the oven. The dishwasher is a built in so it remains as well a nice little nook style table. I'm glad at least to not have to shell out on the major appliances, that hit would have broken me up.
It's been a week since Trevor had mowed my yard and helped me pack the mattress upstairs. As a thank you I offered to pay him, which he refused but gladly took a cold soda. I haven't seen him since. On my way to town a couple times, I had noticed that the lights were off and his truck gone. It's been so peaceful. Especially since I blocked Dallas's number. He had called me repeatedly, following his rendezvous with Sam ending so abruptly. Maybe all the mental voodoo dolls I had made paid off. I've saved all his messages and voice-mail to my phone. I could listen to his dramatic moping on repeat now. Growth. I tell you, had he called like that my first night here I'd have turned around and went to him. I cried myself to sleep for two nights. It wasn't as bad in the bed and breakfast, because I wasn't entirely alone like I am here. Now though, I laugh at h
I wake about eight in the morning. I hurriedly leap from the bed in my underwear and run into the shower. I get to work washing up, I have no idea what time he meant that he'd be by this morning and I do not want him out there waiting. I only want to get the boxsprings and come home. The quicker the trip, and quicker it's over, the better for me. Fresh from the shower I grab lotion, deodorant, toothpaste and all the things I need from the cabinet as I begin to get ready. I do only light enough makeup not to feel self conscious while out, and I blow dryer my hair just because I have no control over what it does if it dries on it's own. I grab my canvas shoes, a pair of jeggings and an old grey bleach dyed tee. I'm dressing for comfort. I do not want him to think I am in any way trying to impress him. I thought about asking to pick up some privacy fencing to try to start it this week, but I'm not sure how he'd rea
It has been a week since I found those weird bare foot prints. I broke over and called my mom, but she acted like I was insane and just accused me of wanting the neighbor. She said the prints must have been some lady's walk of shame as she left his cabin. Why in the Hell would she could barefoot out this way and into my flowerbed, if it was even a female. It could've been a man. I do not know. I mentioned reporting it and she nearly died laughing. She went on to try to guilt me into going back to Dallas, which I vehemently refused. My job search the day after that had failed. Even with my fresh haircut, great work history and meticulously planned outfit, I came home with nothing. I have a great resume. I dressed nice. I was professional. Yet everyone knocked me and half wouldn't even pull my applications. It wouldn't shock me if Dallas hadn't put a bad word out for me. His family is quite inf
I barely choke back my own scream to silence the woman. I point to the house and grab Creature as I dash after her. I lock the door and draw all the blinds I motion her to the stairs. She stands there, free of all windows and possibility of being viewed, completely nude and barefoot, arms crossed tightly. I grab a throw off the futon and cloak her as I lead her up to my room. She sobs and clutches me with one hand as soon as we stop. "Let me find you some clothes. What happened?" I go to toss her my cell, but it's gone. "Fuck!" I screech. You don't know what you got, till it's gone! "I'm sorry. I'm sorry! I-" "You're fine. It's not you. I dropped my damn phone. Shit. I was going to call the police. I didn't mean to frighten you. Tell me what happened? Are you alright?"  
My mind races a mile a minute. Every breath hurts my head, as a fierce migraine rages through it. My eyes are dry and irritated from crying. I'm guilty, I'm scared, I'm conflicted. I need to get help! I need to get the fuck out of here, but how? What if he has cameras outside? Or he's hidden out there? I have no cellphone, car's dead, keys were stolen by a now dead girl who's name I don't even know to tell the police. I have thought about just opening the door and hitting the woods, following the road from a distance till I can get help. But what about Creature? I can't bare to leave him. If I take him, he would expose me by barking or trying to run. I chance a quick glance out the blinds, just in time to see Trevor with a booster pack hooked to my car. He checks it and waits. Minutes later, he cranks the ignition and leaves the car to run a bit. I am puzzled, as I watch him leaving my
My throat is hoarse and dry from all my screaming and crying. Forvwhst was probably my first hour out here, I went into repetitive panic attacks. The dark and the dead bodies making me even more terrified than I already was. I can hardly see, didn't want to see them, but paranoia convinced me if i looked away they'd move.Sweat trickles all over me, making my skin crawl with the need to wipe it away, but it's hard to maneuver my hands on such short restraints. It's hot. So hot I can hardly breathe, and my dry throat feels like it might close off any seconds. It's hard to make out anything, even though it must still be daylight out, the barn is so dark. I get only a hairline crack of light through the boards.Did I mention that it's the temperature of the sun in here? The heater of whatever sort, and the spring sunshine acts like an incubator inside the barn. I'm sure I'll die before he returns. The heat only amplifies the stench of death,
I come to with a start. I am wild and temporarily confused as I bolt up and grab the bars. Wait? The bars?! My crazed eyes take in my state and I try to stop my impending hyperventilation. I'm in a cage? Like a huge ass metal kennel? My head jars from my dudden movement and I become dizzy, so I ease myself back down to the pillowy floor of whatever this is. What time is it? Where is 'Trevor'? Nevermind that, what happened while I was asleep? I kick the tiny little sheet away and check under the gigantic shirt in panic. Ah. Sweet Jesus. Everything appears unbothered. I shut my mind off there and don't let it wander. I rub my temples and curl up as I look over this contraption, studying it so I can think of how to get out of here. "Still moping?" I have to get into character quickly to stop my narrowing eyes. I glance at the doorway of the room to see 'Trevor' entering.