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Chapter 4
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2025-10-31 22:22:17Caleb’s POV
Her lips… Damn. The moment they touched mine, everything inside me went silent, the rain, the noise, the world. Tanging tibok lang at paghinga namin nang sabay ang naririnig ko. Her warmth was both a comfort and a curse. Sa bawat segundo ng halik namin, ramdam ko kung gaano katagal kong pinigilan ang sarili ko. I shouldn’t. I know I shouldn’t. Pero parang lahat ng dahilan ko para lumayo, natunaw sa init ng labi niya. Nang maramdaman kong bahagya siyang nanigas, doon ako natauhan. Dahan-dahan kong binatawan ang batok niya. Her palms pressed against my chest gently, not rejecting, but reminding me. Nang tingnan ko siya namumungay ang mga mata niya, at ang labi niya ay bahagyang nanginginig not out of fear, but confusion just like mine. Napalunok ako. Dahan-dahan kong inilapit ang noo ko sa noo niya. Mainit ang pagitan naming dalawa, pero may kung anong lamig na sumisingit, guilt, desire. Lahat sabay-sabay. “Lyra…” bulong ko, halos hindi ko marinig ang sarili ko. “Please stop me… hanggat kaya ko pa.” Isang iglap lang, pero parang tumigil ang oras. I was holding on barely habang nakasandal ang noo ko sa noo niya. Ramdam ko ang bawat hininga niya na tila tumutugma sa tibok ng puso ko. Gusto kong lumayo. Dapat akong lumayo. Unti-unti kong ibinaba ang kamay ko. At tumalikod, marahan akong humakbang palayo. Dahil kailangan kong magpigil kailangan kong lumayo bago ako tuluyang lamunin ng nararamdaman ko. Pero bago pa ako makalayo, naramdaman ko ang kamay niyang humawak sa braso ko. Mahina lang, pero sapat para mapahinto ako. “Lyra…” mahina kong sabi, halos pakiusap. “Don’t—” Hindi ko natapos ang sinasabi ko ng bigla niya akong hinila paharap. At sa muling pagtatagpo ng aming mga mata, wala nang kailangan pang sabihin. Siya naman ang humalik sa akin. Mainit. Mabagal sa una, puno ng pag-aalangan at pagnanais. I froze not out of hesitation, but out of disbelief. Her hands cupped my jaw, at ang mga daliri niya, marahang gumuhit sa gilid ng labi ko, parang tinitimbang kung totoo ba itong nangyayari. “Lyra…” mahina kong ungol sa pagitan ng halik, pero hindi siya tumigil. Lalong lumalim ang halik niya, at sa puntong iyon, nawalan na ako ng kontrol. Hinawakan ko siya sa baywang, hinila ko siya palapit hanggang maramdaman ko ang tibok ng puso niya laban sa akin. Lalong bumigat ang hangin sa pagitan naming dalawa. Sa loob ng silid na iyon tanging mga hinga namin ang naririnig. At doon ko naramdaman pareho na kaming bihag ng makamundong pagnanasa “Lyra…” halos pabulong kong tawag, habang dahan-dahan kong inaabot ang pisngi niya. “Please… stop me.” Pero hindi siya kumilos o nagsalita para pigilan ako at hindi rin siya umiwas. At sa katahimikan at kawalan ng pagtutol niya ang naging sagot ay ang muling pagtatagpo ng aming mga labi na mas mapusok, mas totoo. Wala nang paghihintay, wala nang pag-aalinlangan. Lahat ng pinipigilan ko, tuluyan nang bumigay. Hinila ko siya palapit, ramdam ko ang tibok ng puso niya na halos kasabay ng akin. Ang mga kamay niya ay gumapang sa dibdib ko, marahang huminto sa batok ko, at sa isang iglap, para kaming parehong nawala sa sarili. Ang bawat halik, bawat paghinga, ay parang apoy na hindi kayang patayin ng ulan sa labas. Ang mga robe namin ay isa-isang nalaglag sa sahig walang ingay, walang paliwanag. Tanging init ng balat niya laban sa akin ang naiwan. “Caleb…” mahinang ungol niya, halos pakiusap. “Lyra…” sagot ko, habang hinahaplos ko na may kasamang pagpisil ang katawan niya, “Tell me to stop… please.” Pero sa halip na sagutin ako, muli niyang kinabig ang batok ko. I lifted her, feeling the warmth of her body press against mine. Bawat galaw namin ay mabagal, puno ng pagnanasa, pero may halong takot takot na baka ito na ang simula ng lahat. Sa bawat halik, sa bawat pagdampi ng aming balat, pakiramdam ko mas lalo akong nadadarang sa init. Hindi ko naisip na isa itong kasalanan, ng muling magtama ang aming mga mata, alam kong wala nang atrasan. That night under the sound of the rain and our broken breaths We stopped fighting what we both already knew. Na sa kabila ng lahat, kahit bawal, kahit mali… We wanted each other. Desperately. My lips traveled slowly from her lips gliding down her neck, and continued further… Every inch of her body sent shivers through me, igniting a fire I couldn’t control. I felt my pulse racing beneath her, the warmth of her skin made it impossible to think of anything else. The world around us ceased to exist there was only her and me, and the magnetic pull drawing us closer. I wanted to tell her to stop me… pero kahit ako, duda na ako sa sarili ko kung kaya ko pang itigil ang nasimulan ko. My lips slowly continued stroking her body the descent, from her neck down to her chest, each touch deliberate, each movement igniting a fire I couldn’t and didn’t want to control. When my lips finally met the swell of her brests, a shiver ran through both of me and her, and all rational thought disappeared. While one of my hands explored the curve of her breast, I took one of her nipples into my mouth, gently sucking it, and felt the reason she had arched herself across the bed. A shiver ran through her body, and I couldn’t help but notice how every reaction of hers pulled me deeper into a place I knew I shouldn’t go. Part of me screamed to stop to respect the line we weren’t supposed to cross but the other part… the part that burned with desire, refused to listen. I could feel the heat of her skin under my hands, the rapid beat of her pulse against my lips, and the way she trembled with each subtle movement. Every sense in me was consumed by smell, taste, touch all centered on her. I knew I was losing control, yet a forbidden thrill ran through me, making me crave more. Kaya naman, nang magsawa ako sa pagsipsip sa u***g niya, dahan-dahan kong pinagapang ang labi ko pababa sa kanyang tiyan and continuing lower and lower until my lips reached her most intimate part. "C-Caleb… don’t, please," she begged, but I didn’t listen. Instead, I pressed my face faster against her most intimate part. Her shiver, her soft gasps, every tremor of her body it all pulled me deeper, making it harder to think of anything else. The line I shouldn’t cross… yet another part, a darker part, thrilled at the forbidden, refused to yield. I could feel the heat radiating from her skin, the rapid pulse beneath my lips, and the way her body arched instinctively toward me. Every instinct screamed danger, but every nerve in my body screamed desire. I knew I was treading a path I shouldn’t, but in that moment, the world around us had ceased to exist there was only her, only me, and the consuming fire between her. I continued to lick and suck her most intimate part, exploring every corner with my tongue. I nibbled gently on her sensitive clit, drawing soft moans of pleasure from her lips. Nang maramdam ko ang kakuntentuhan sa ginagawa ko, Muli kong pinagapang ang labi ko pataas sa puson niya, bawat galaw ko ay maingat, hanggang sa muling magtagpo ang aming mga labi. Ang init ng kanyang bibig, ang ang bawat tugon niya ay lalong nagpawala ng kontrol ko Alam kong hindi ko dapat gawin ito, alam kong may hangganan na hindi namin dapat tawirin… Pero ang isang bahagi ng isip ko ay ayaw makinig kahit mali pa ang aming ginagawa. "I’m sorry… I know this is wrong, but I can’t stop myself. I didn’t even finish my words when she cupped my face and kissed me again." I swallowed hard, trying to steady my shaking hands, and slipped the condom from my pocket. Every glance, every touch, every subtle moan from her kept pulling me closer, deeper, into a place I knew I couldn’t resist.
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