로그인(RORY’S POV)
“What the fuck, Laurel!” Todd roared angrilly. “She took it when I wasn’t looking I swear!” Laurel said glaring at me. I giggled, because I could not stop myself and then crossed my legs where I sat. “Really, stop yelling at him. I was the one who took your drink. This was supposed to be mine.” I said pointing at the empty glass of Juice before realization hit me and I giggled. “Oops! I drank that too.” Todd sighed. “Come on, let’s get you home, This was a bad idea.” He murmured coming to take my hand in his but I swing my arm away. “No! I don’t want to go home.” I whine narrowing my eyes. “Who’s a party popper now?” “You’re drunk Rory!” He growled at me. He only ever called me Rory when he was serious or mad. I guess it was both for now. “I’m not. Tipsy, maybe.” I say and then I throw my hands up. “I’m trying to be fun not boring like Jason said! I mean he’s here having fun so I must have been really boring.” Todd’s brows furrowed and he came closer to me with a deep, concerned look in his eyes. “Is he the reason why you took the shot?” He asked. “What else was I supposed to do when I saw him having fun and sucking some girl’s face off?” I said blowing a raspberry. Hurt flickered through Todd’s eyes and then it was replaced with anger as he balled his fists. I wagged my fingers at him. “Na-ah, Todd O’Connor. I know that look.” I said. “Don’t do anything crazy.” Todd was just about to say something when someone out shouts some words and I see a number of kids darting towards a direction . “What’s happening?” I asked confused. “They want to play dare.” Laurel said excitedly as he rubbed his hands and headed for the door. “I think I’ll leave you two to sort out your issues. I’m going for some fun.” “We’re coming too.” I said standing up but Todd stood in front of me immediately. I groaned. “What’s wrong with you?” I asked him. “You’re drunk and whatever decision you’re taking right now is because of the Alcohol. Trust me, you don’t want to play dare.” He said. “Well I do! I’m not always boring and safe you know?” I spat back with a slur. That’s not true. I think I’m always boring and safe. If not for my books or my podcasts, I’m hardly ever interested in any more things. So yes he was right. It was the Alcohol but it was not making me swoon or say rubbish. I just felt excited and energized. “I feel guilty for this. I shouldn’t have brought you here.” He said and there was genuinely a flash of regret in his eyes. “Oh my goodness Todd!” I complained this time with a strain in my voice. “You’re the one who said I could come here and have fun and forget about Jason. I’m old enough to have some alcohol and I’m not acting a fool so please stop being a bummer! You’re acting like my strict dad!” Todd pursed his lips at my scolding and then he sighed. “Yeah, I guess you’re right. You’re not acting silly or anything…..” he hesitated before saying in a soft tone. “I just don’t want you doing what you don’t want to do.” I smile and cup his face in my hand. Something flashed in his eyes and I gave myself an inner blow for this action. It was the booze obviously, I was too shy to hold Todd’s face. Ruffle his hair? Punch him in the shoulder? Flick his ears? Pinch his side? Hell yes! That was a normal thing! “I appreciate your care, kind sir but I promise you I’m fine.” I said before taking his hand in mine. “Now let’s go and play Dare.” He let me pull him along . I didn’t know the directions but seeing where others were headed, I followed. We soon got to where it was holding. Outside a very large patio, kids were seated in a big circle giggling about. Some just stood afar and watched while others watched from the transparent sliding doors and from the balcony. Laurel called us over to sit beside him after making some kids scoot over. As we got settled, Todd’s hand instinctively landed on my waist in a protective manner to pull me close to him. It was just a simple friendly action to him I’m sure but it exhilarated every single feeling in my body. “We have our players people!” Joe the boy who was hosting this party said as he stood in the middle of the circle. Everyone erupted in cheers “Now, anyone who dares to back away from the game has to strip naked and walk to the pool.” He announced. There were squeals of excitement as he pointed at the pool which was some distance from where we sat. “Hell yeah!” Laurel cheered on. I gulped imagining walking naked. “Candy, we can still back out now.” Todd leaned over and whispered in my ear sending waves of thrill round my body. I could see Jason and his partner watching from the balcony. Call me whatever but I didn’t want to look like a chicken. Not just any chicken. A boring chicken. “No. I want to play.” I said with a forced grin. Todd looked surprised and then he shrugged. “Now lets play dare!” Joe announced accompanied by anticipated cheers. The spinning of the bottle began and each time I could feel my chest tighten. Someone was dared to lick someone’s toes, someone was dared to give another a two minutes blow job (in front of everyone might I add! I was shocked to my bones!) Leslie was dared to take of her top for two rounds of the game and she did it in a heartbeat, guy’s whistled at her hungrily and I could not help but still a glance at Todd who to my very surprise wasn’t paying attention. The bottle was spinner several times and I was beginning to relax because I thought I would not get involved n the game. But then the bottle stopped and it was facing Todd. The other side was pointed at Majorie Kennedy. Majorie used to be best friends with Leslie but from what we all heard, they stopped being friends when Leslie fucked Majorie’s boyfriend when she was on one of the many breaks with Todd. The tension was obvious in the room and I heard Laurel guffaw and whisper to Todd. “She’s totally going to dare you to fuck her in the bathroom.” He whispered. I couldn’t help the hairs on back that stood in alarm. I tried to fight it back repeating to myself that this was a game and that Todd was not my boyfriend. “I dare you.” Majorie began with a smirk on her face. The silence stretched on with everyone holding breaths. I could see Leslie glaring at her former best friend. “I dare you to French kiss your Nerdy best friend, Rory for three solid minutes.” She finally announced with a mischievous glint in her eyes. I felt like I had just been punched in my stomach.(RORY'S POV)(TWO YEARS LATER)The hospital room was quiet except for the beeping of the machines.I lay in the bed, exhausted but buzzing with a kind of energy I had never felt before. My red hair was plastered to my forehead. My body ached in places I didn't know existed. But none of that mattered.Because she was here."Here she is." The nurse placed a small bundle in my arms. "A healthy baby girl."I looked down at her. Really looked.She was tiny. Her skin was pink and wrinkled. Her eyes were closed, her little fists curled against her chest. A tuft of red hair peeked out from under the small blanket.Red hair. Just like mine."Hi, Mia." I whispered.My voice broke.Todd was beside me, his arm around my shoulders, his face wet with tears. He had been crying since they placed her in my arms. Maybe before that. I wasn't sure."She's perfect." He said, his voice hoarse. "She's absolutely perfect.""She has your nose.""She has your hair."We both laughed. We both cried.I looked at
(RORY'S POV)Six months later, I stood in front of a mirror in a white dress.The room was buzzing around me. Rosalie was fixing my veil. Nana was pinning a small blue ribbon to the inside of my dress. Tia was adjusting my bouquet. Aunt Ryan was running around making sure I didn’t need anything. Amanda was taking pictures of me."Stop moving, Bun." Rosalie said."I'm not moving.""You're vibrating."I laughed. She was right. I couldn't stop shaking. Not from cold. From nerves. From joy. From the overwhelming reality that in less than an hour, I would become Rory Davis-O'Connor.The dress was simple but elegant. White lace, long sleeves, a train that flowed behind me like water. My red curls were pinned up with small white flowers. The star necklace was around my neck, and on my finger, the engagement ring sparkled next to a simple gold band."You look beautiful, Mija." Nana said, stepping back to admire her work."Mom would have cried." I whispered.Nana's eyes filled with tears. "She
(RORY'S POV)"Yes." I finally whispered. "Yes, yes, a thousand times yes."The words tumbled out of me like water breaking through a dam. I couldn't stop saying it. Yes. Yes. Yes.Todd's face broke into the widest smile I had ever seen. His eyes were wet, but he was laughing. He slid the ring onto my finger, and it fit perfectly. Like it had been waiting for me.Then he stood up, and I threw myself into his arms.We kissed. Right there in the private room, with the city lights twinkling below and the candles flickering around us. It wasn't a polite kiss. It wasn't a quick kiss. It was deep and joyful and full of every promise we had ever made to each other."I love you." He said against my lips."I love you too." I said back.He pulled away just enough to look at me. His hands cupped my face, his thumbs wiping away my tears."You're crying." He said."Happy tears." I said. "The best kind."He kissed my forehead. Then my nose. Then my lips again."I can't believe you're going to be my
(RORY'S POV)I woke up to the smell of coffee.For a moment, I didn't know where I was. The bed was warm. The sheets smelled like Todd. And then I remembered.He stayed.I rolled over, but his side of the bed was empty. My heart almost dropped until I heard movement in the kitchen.I pulled on his shirt—the one he had left on the floor last night—and padded out of the bedroom.Todd was standing at my small kitchen counter, pouring coffee into two mugs. He was wearing only his sweatpants, his hair still messy from sleep. The morning light streamed through the window, making his skin glow."Good morning, graduate." He said without turning around."How did you know I was awake?""I heard you sigh."I laughed. "I don't sigh.""You do. You just did."He turned and handed me a mug. His blue eyes were bright. His smile was soft."Good morning, Candy.""Good morning my love."We leaned against the counter, sipping coffee, not saying much. It was comfortable. Easy. The way it had always been.
(RORY'S POV)The sun had long since set, but none of us wanted to leave. Why would we want to when we were having the most amazing time?The lawn had emptied out. Most families had gone home, and the campus was quiet now. But our little group was still huddled under the large tree, passing around delicious snacks and reliving the best moments of the day.Todd hadn't let go of my hand since he arrived. Every few minutes, he would squeeze it, like he was checking that I was still real. I squeezed back every time."You're staring again." I whispered to him."Can you blame me?" He whispered back.Aunt Ryan caught us and winked. "Young love. It never gets old."“Like can you both just remember that the rest of us are here. Please??”Andrew checked his watch. "We should probably head to the hotel. It's getting late."Nana nodded, yawning. "Mija, you must be exhausted.""A little." I admitted. "But the good kind of tired."Everyone started gathering their things. Rosalie was still taking vid
(RORY'S POV) (GRADUATION DAY)The morning of my graduation, I woke up before my alarm.Sunlight streamed through the curtains of my small apartment. For a moment, I just lay there, staring at the ceiling. Today was the day. Four years of late nights, coffee runs, and endless studying. All of it leading to this.I touched the star necklace around my neck. Todd's voice from our last call echoed in my head. "I'm going to try, Candy."I hadn't heard from him since yesterday. Just a short text: "Good luck tomorrow, baby. I love you more than anything."No mention of a flight. No mention of showing up.I pushed the thought away and got out of bed.---The cap and gown hung on the back of my door. I stared at them for a long moment. The deep blue fabric matched the Yale color. My name was printed on a small card pinned to the gown. Rory Davis. It looked strange. Official.I showered and curled my red hair until it fell in soft waves around my shoulders. I put on a little makeup—just enough







