SERAFINA
My bedroom door was open. Just a crack. Like it didn’t want to be obvious, but also didn’t care enough to hide that it was. And that’s what made it worse. I stood there, staring at it like it was going to explain itself. Like the door would suddenly turn and say, “My bad, girl. I slipped.” It didn’t. I always close my door, always. I don’t care if I’m dead tired, drunk, or borderline emotionally comatose — I close it. I lock it. Because I like boundaries. So no, it didn’t drift open. And no, I wasn’t going to play dumb just to make myself feel better. I got dressed in silence. Hoodie, black leggings and hair in a bun that I half-pulled together like it owed me money. No makeup or jewelry. And definitely no intention of pretending I was okay. Because I wasn’t. I was confused, suspicious, and sharing my space with a man who made less noise than an air purifier but somehow felt louder. Dorian was already in the kitchen. Of course he was. He was pouring coffee like we’d lived together for six years. Barefoot, calm and button-down shirt rolled at the sleeves. Like some stock photo husband who read the financial section while his wife posted about their healthy marriage on I*******m. Except I didn’t know his middle name. Or where he was from. Or how he knew where the coffee filters were — because I sure as hell didn’t. “You were near my room,” I said, standing in the doorway. “No,” he said simply. “My door was open.” He poured. “Then you left it that way.” “No, I didn’t.” “Then, maybe it opened on its own.” “It’s not a horror movie, genius.” He turned and handed me a mug like we were about to debrief a mutual friend’s wedding. “Drink. You’ll feel better.” I didn’t take it. “Is this your thing? Gaslighting before breakfast?” “Is this yours? Wild accusations about your husband mixed with caffeine?” “You’re not my husband.” “Legally, I am.” “Spiritually, you’re an Airbnb guest with control issues.” I drank the coffee. Not because he told me to. Because I was exhausted and stupid curious. Of course it was perfect. Rich, smooth and expensive. “You brought your own beans, didn’t you?” “I brought everything.” “Why?” He sipped his own mug. “I don’t like feeling unprepared.” “You married a stranger. I’d say the window for preparation is closed.” He didn’t answer that. Just walked past me toward the hallway like the conversation bored him. And honestly, it probably did. *** By 10 a.m., I was already three emails deep in panic. One major sponsor was pulling out. Another wanted to “put our project on hold” until the public settled down. My assistant forwarded me a thread from a PR watchdog account dissecting my marriage like it was a new blockbuster N*****x documentary. “This is giving crisis rebrand energy,” one tweet read. “Sis is spiraling.” I scrolled through the comments, unreadable and numb. Then I saw it — an email from Richard’s office. Not from Richard. My father never wasted a direct line on me. It was from his senior comms rep. “At this time, the family requests no public statements be made regarding internal matters. Please act accordingly. Regards.” No name or signature. Just a slap disguised as a “suggestion”. Right. Because the last thing Richard Vale wants is people asking why his illegitimate daughter is suddenly trending — and not for something controllable like a campaign launch or engagement announcement. He doesn’t do chaos unless he’s the one spinning it. And right now, he couldn’t spin me. That era was surely ending. *** I heard Dorian’s voice down the hall. He was on a call, calm and confident. I walked to the edge of the hallway and listened, not even trying to pretend I wasn’t eavesdropping. “Yes,” he said. Pause. “It’s moving faster than expected.” Another pause. “No, she doesn’t know yet.” I stepped back. I took a step back — too fast. My foot caught the wood and the floor creaked like it was tattling on me. The door swung open. He stared at me, phone still in hand, eyes steady like I hadn’t just caught him in the middle of a very suspicious sentence. “Enjoying the hallway? hm?” he asked. “Just passing through.” He nodded, like that made sense. “You look pale.” “You look..um..caught.” A tiny lift at the corner of his mouth. “I was ordering lunch.” “Oh, is that what they’re calling it now?” “You want Chinese or Lebanese?” I blinked. “What?” “Lunch.” “You’re serious.” “I don’t joke about food.” I walked away before I could respond. Not because I was scared, because I had nothing smart to say to that. Rhea texted me mid-afternoon: Update: Your father’s pissed. Major donors pulling out of three appearances. Your marriage is not helping his “family values” brand. Followed by: Also, who the hell is Dorian? I asked around. No real hits. One person said he used to work in corporate law and another said offshore investment. Nobody knows for sure, and that’s not normal. I stared at the messages for a long time. Then finally texted back: “Well, he made me coffee and insulted me before 8 a.m. So, I'd say we're off to a great start. :)” She just replied with the eye rolling emoji, I literally had nothing to say anyways. That night, I found Dorian sitting on the couch. He wasn’t watching TV or using his laptop. Just him and a notebook. I walked past him, grabbed a bottle of wine from the fridge, and sat down across the island, flipping through my calendar even though I had nothing left on it. He finally spoke. “Are you okay?” I looked up. “You don’t actually care.” “Would you feel better if I said no?” “I’d feel better if you stopped acting like this is normal.” He leaned back. “I’m not acting.” I studied him. His shirt was unbuttoned. I’m pretty sure he was teasing me on purpose, because damn, those were one toned set of abs. His sleeves were still rolled, his watch was still too expensive. And surprisingly his face was still too calm for someone whose fake wife was currently being investigated by every major gossip account on the internet. And that was NOT okay. “Why are you still here?” I asked. “I’m….married.” “You could’ve left.” “You could’ve asked me to.” A pause. “But you didn’t.” “Fine. Now I'm asking.” “It’s too late now, princess,” he said quietly. “You already let me in.” I didn’t respond. I poured another glass of wine I couldn’t taste and walked back to my room like the silence wasn’t following me. I got there, closed the door — and this time, I checked it twice. I sat on my bed, phone in hand while blankly staring at my lock screen like it owed me some freaking answers. Then- I checked my notifications. And there it was. A post from Amia. Fresh, just about thirty minutes ago. There was no caption. Just a blurry shot of me and Dorian at the courthouse. Someone must’ve sold it. We weren’t facing the camera, but you could see everything — the dress, the paper in his hand, the way he was looking at me like he already knew how it would end. The comments were blowing up. But it was the second photo in the carousel that made my stomach turn. I- I couldn’t believe what my eyes were looking at-SERAFINA “I—” I stopped midway, then started afresh. “Just trust me Dorian. One day I’d figure this out. With, or without your help.” I stood up, then walked out. I didn’t leave to make a statement. I left because if I didn’t, I was going to say something I couldn’t take back. Because the space between us had turned radioactive. And I was tired of holding my breath just to stand in it. I didn’t even look at him, not because I didn’t want to. Because I couldn’t stomach the way his eyes were probably already on me, pretending to be blank when I knew damn well they weren’t. And the worst part? He let me go. silent crashout :( No questions asked. Not even the shift of a body deciding whether to follow. Which almost made it worse because it meant he was waiting again. And this time? I didn’t know if it was for me or for something else to break. ****** Rhea met me on the rooftop. No coffee or judgment. Just her, leaning against the rail like she’d been watching the city li
SERAFINA Not from him though. Not right then either. A few minutes later when I snapped from what felt like hypnosis. I walked back to my room, and went back to bed, phone in hand, pretending I could sleep. The message came at 6:04 a.m. No salutations, no name. Just a photo. The headline didn’t hit me. It was the kind people skip—Anonymous Donation from Richard’s boards. But there was a date on it. That date. Because I knew it, it was the same one as the card. The one Nadine had circled twice. The one I’d been tripping over in different contexts for days. I sat up in bed. Not like a jolt, not even fast. Just slow, cold, full-bodied awareness. The kind that starts at your fingertips and climbs its way up. My phone was still in my hand. The image was fully loaded. The screen didn’t dim, but I did. Not because I didn’t understand, but because I finally did. Does that make sense…? It wasn’t about the card or the folder anymore. This— This was the map. And every plac
SERAFINA I heard his phone vibrate, I hadn’t gone far from the guest room myself. I had no business with who it was because, whatever it was… whoever it was… I didn’t give a hoot. Or.. so I thought. Dorian didn’t give a reaction. He didn’t stammer or backpedal or offer me some cleaned-up version of how that name of his landed in my dang mother’s file. The same mother whose death didn’t have any core explanation? Now? I’m being left to comprehend that this stranger bound to me by a marriage contract has more knowledge than I do? Fuck this. I dropped the folder. But it wasn’t enough. I wanted to scream, slap him, ask why the fuck his name lived where my mother’s secrets died. But instead… I walked away. Because rage was too generous. And mercy? He hadn’t earned that either. It was more or a goddamn insult. Because I stood there, chest open, heart raw, clutching something I hadn’t even asked for. I didn’t close the door hard or soft. I didn’t even pause in the hallway lik
DORIAN“Do I look sick to you, dear loving husband?” She shot at me, almost immediately.“Should I be honest?”“Not. Funny. Leave me alone.”“Hmm. Russell didn’t check in? Don’t you have that um… clearance with Vogue?”She didn’t say anything in reply. I didn’t blame her regardless.I couldn’t imagine what stress was going through her head.I didn’t ask her what she saw.Neither did I ask if she read all of it again or just enough to know she’d never look at me the same way again.Because the way she was holding that folder told me everything.She was still sitting on the couch. Same position, same cold look of stillness that didn’t feel passive—it felt exact. She didn’t look up at me, she didn’t move away either.Which, honestly, was worse.Because Serafina always moved when she was angry. She shouted, pushed, slammed things. Sera was many things—but unreadable wasn’t one of them. She had patterns, and I’d memorized every single oneI sat across from her. I needed to see her face.B
DORIANAnd when she does? It wasn’t going to be a conversation, it would be a reckoning.I literally just stood there like a dumbo, trying my best not to breathe too loud. I didn’t lean closer like some half-curious voyeur standing behind a door he didn’t have the right to open.I just angled my spine back, fingers loose at my side, pretending stillness could somehow make me invisible to her.Because the way she was speaking?That wasn’t someone trying to discover anything.That was someone confirming what she already suspected.Her voice was low, even and unbothered. Like she knew the walls could hear her and didn’t give a damn if they did.The name she mentioned on that call?It was mine.Caius.Quiet and careful. Like she’d swallowed it a dozen times before now and this was the first time she let it out without choking on it.I closed my eyes to ease the pressure.But my chest tightened, the kind of tight that doesn’t ease up just because you tell it to.Because that name… it was
DORIANI was already out the door before I even processed the sound.I didn’t call her name. I wasn't even thinking, I just ran.Turned the corner— and there she was.On the floor.One leg stretched out awkwardly.Her fingers wrapped tight around her foot like she could trap the pain before it leaked out again.She didn’t see me at first. Her head was bowed, hair in her face, lips slightly parted like she’d been mid-cuss when I got there.“What happened?” I dropped to my knees without thinking.She flinched—then looked up. “Nothing,” she snapped. “Just this stupid hallway. I bumped my toe.”Right.Totally casual. Like she hadn’t just screamed loud enough to rattle the fucking walls.“You’re so clumsy,” I let out in affirmation.She reached up and pouted her lips. No idea why. Did I lie?I didn’t move for a second, I didn’t say anything either. I just stared at her.Then I reached out. My hand wrapped gently around her ankle, fingers brushing over the spot where she was holding. Her s