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What Do You Have to Say

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last update Last Updated: 2023-11-26 08:57:16

*NIcoli*

Again, Nicoli lifted the cup to see Ana mirror the action. She held it to her ear, waiting.

“Ana, I-” Nicoli opened his mouth, but again, nothing came out. It was hard even to start, let alone say it.

Maybe if I don’t say it, it can’t happen. Nicoli thought with a bit of hope. But what did Ana want? It was one thing for Nicoli, but what about her?

I can’t put it off any longer. Nicoli knew he couldn't run away from it forever. It was time.

“Ana? ” Nicoli started again to see Ana grip her cup.

“Yes. I’m here.” Ana’s voice went again.

“I heard…you had a visitor yesterday.”

“News travels.” Ana forced a soft laugh. The laugh died into a painful silence as both children lingered. It was clear that both children were suffering. But Nicoli still had to speak.

“So it's true.”

“That-” Ana’s voice caught on the other side. Nicoli could see her little face crumble. Whatever bravado she tried to muster fell, and she couldn’t look at him.

“I don’t want you to go.” Nicoli gripped the
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