LOGINAshley’s POV
Someone grabs me by the shoulders and shakes me so violently that my teeth clatter together, and then the person hugs me tightly, snapping me back to reality. It is Janet who’s hugging me, and she’s screaming very loudly.
“You won! You won, girl! I told you that price was yours! Jeff Wilson just mentioned your name as the winner! Oh, my goodness!” She screams at me, while I stare at her dumbfounded as she continues to scream.
Aurora, too, is clapping excitedly and pulling on my dress. The other people in the audience are also clapping, and all eyes are on me.
It is then that the last sentence Jeff said registers in my head, and I realize that yes, he did mention my name at the end of his little speech, but I was still too disturbed by his presence here to fully process what that meant.
Suddenly, a spotlight shines over me, illuminating me, and people with cameras appear in front of me seemingly out of nowhere, with their cameras flashing as they click away, taking pictures and videos of me.
I sit there wide-eyed in stunned disbelief, not knowing what to do with myself. I’ve never found myself in this sort of situation, so I'm at a loss as to what to do.
“Smile, Ashley! Smile! What the hell is wrong with you? There are cameras on you. Smile and wave a little.” Janet whispers urgently, nudging me quite hard, and finally it sinks in for good this time around.
As though on autopilot, I do as she asks, forcing a smile onto my face, but I'm sure that the smile looks forced and unnatural.
“Can Ms. Ashley stand up so the audience can see her?” Jeff requests.
I stand up on shaky legs and smile again, but this time around, the smile feels more genuine. I won the grand prize!
I was the best over several well-known fashion designers, some of whom have even won some smaller contests before; meanwhile, I've never participated in or won anything in my entire life!
I am now a hundred thousand dollars richer, whereas just minutes before, I was in debt, but even better than that, I’m going to get immediate employment, with mouthwatering benefits.
The only problem with this is that my new boss is the same man who shattered my heart to pieces. The same man whom I prayed never to have to see in my life ever again … the same man who was the reason why I left this city years ago in the first instance.
This and many more are what are on my mind as the ceremony continues. The more I think about it, the more I regret participating in the competition.
If only I had thought to find out who this mysterious CEO was before now, but then, even if I knew it was Jeff, would I have allowed the opportunity of a lifetime to pass me by, just because of that? I don’t know the answer to that.
Finally, it is time for me to receive the award and the check, and Jeff comes on stage again. My heart, which has settled down, begins to beat fast again, because I'm going to have to walk up to that stage, shake hands with him, and collect my award. Oh, God!
“Earlier this evening, we announced the winner of the grand prize for this event. Now, it is time to officially present the award. Please join me to welcome back to the spotlight with a round of applause, our winner, Ms. Ashley Hunt.” Jeff says in that voice that I remember so well … that voice that has haunted my sleep for years, and still continues to do so.
I rise mechanically and walk to the stage as people clap and music plays softly in the background. Would Jeff be sorry for what he did to me, or will he pretend that it never happened?
Hell, would he even recognize me when I get up close and we're face-to-face? This was sure as hell not the way I was imagining that we would reunite if we ever met again.
What if he recognizes me when I go on stage, gets pissed that I’m the winner of the contest, regrets giving me the first position, and decides to humiliate me in front of everyone?
He has shown me how callous and unfeeling he can be, as well as how much he hates me, years ago, after all. I begin to hope fervently that he won't recognize me.
I’ll take my prize and leave this city, never to be seen again. I’ll even forfeit the employment that comes with the award, and instead, use the prize money to establish myself, so I don’t have to endure this asshole’s smugness.
Finally, I reach the stage, and then everything happens so quickly. Jeff smiles at me and stretches forth his hands for a handshake, but his eyes remain blank, as though I’m someone he’s just meeting for the first time this evening.
He doesn’t recognize me! I nearly sag from relief, but I comport myself, smile back at him, and graciously accept my reward. I'm feeling bolder and more confident now.
“Congratulations, ma’am.” He tells me pleasantly.
He's no longer with the microphone, because he has stepped away from the podium to take pictures with me, so his congratulations are for my ears only.
“Thank you, sir. I’m very honored to have received this award.” I reply.
I’m proud of myself to find that my voice is strong. The photographers continue to take photos of us, and I smile, but inwardly, I can't wait for this to be over so Jeff can release my hand, which he’s still shaking for the pictures, and I can go back to my seat.
Finally, after what feels like an eternity, it’s time for me to take my leave and go back to my seat so the ceremony can round off.
Jeff releases my hand, gives me one last smile, and as he does so, I suddenly realize that I’ve been deluding myself this whole time, or perhaps, he’s just a really good actor.
Just as I make to turn to leave, he winks at me, opens his mouth, and utters five words that cause me to stumble, and my heart, which had calmed down, immediately starts pounding again.
“Long time, no see, Ashley.” He says softly.
Ashley’s POVSomeone grabs me by the shoulders and shakes me so violently that my teeth clatter together, and then the person hugs me tightly, snapping me back to reality. It is Janet who’s hugging me, and she’s screaming very loudly.“You won! You won, girl! I told you that price was yours! Jeff Wilson just mentioned your name as the winner! Oh, my goodness!” She screams at me, while I stare at her dumbfounded as she continues to scream.Aurora, too, is clapping excitedly and pulling on my dress. The other people in the audience are also clapping, and all eyes are on me.It is then that the last sentence Jeff said registers in my head, and I realize that yes, he did mention my name at the end of his little speech, but I was still too disturbed by his presence here to fully process what that meant.Suddenly, a spotlight shines over me, illuminating me, and people with cameras appear in front of me seemingly out of nowhere, with their cameras flashing as they click away, taking picture
Ashley’s POV“Good evening, ladies and gentlemen. I humbly and warmly welcome you all to the fashion excellence awards. I would like, on behalf of the CEO, to thank each and every one of you for participating in this contest. It has been an activity-packed week, and we have a series of awards to hand out this evening.” The host says.He lists out a series of awards that would be won, and everyone, including me, is impressed. At least, the CEO didn’t provide an opportunity for only his girlfriend to win something.Maybe I would be able to win something as well, even if it isn’t cash. I listen to the host drone on and on, almost absentmindedly.Soon, I have the unmistakable feeling of eyes on me, and I look sideways, only to find Claire Anderson on the row beside me, staring at me with an unsettling and piercing gaze.I know who she is, because I've seen her before on television, and once during a meeting we had with the organizers of the program the day after we got here.The day I saw
Ashley’s POVDéjà vu … that uncomfortable feeling of déjà vu has refused to leave me for several days since I finally agreed to swallow my fears and give this competition thing a shot.In fact, the feeling has increased tenfold since I got here days ago with my daughter and my best friend. The company paid for us, the participants, to stay in a five-star hotel.It is the first time in my life I would set my eyes on a five-star hotel, not to mention staying in one, and while I’m grateful, I just can't seem to relax.Thankfully, in the three days since we’ve been here, I haven’t run into a single person from my past, although that isn’t a surprise, considering that where I am now is very different from where I used to live.Today is the day the winner of the contest is going to be announced. My nerves are frayed because I desperately want to win that money, but any hope that I had of winning it has been dashed.This is because I’ve seen several fashion designers who are somewhat big na
Jeff’s POV“Hey, baby, it’s already late. Are you still looking at those drafts?” I hear Claire’s voice come from the doorway of my office, and I only barely resist the urge to groan.“Hey, Claire. What are you doing here? Yes, I'm still looking at the drafts. I need to finish up fast and pick out the ones that meet the criteria. Time is going fast. Most of the ones I've been seeing aren't what I'm looking for.” I reply, not looking up from what I’m doing.Frankly, I don’t need this distraction right now, but of course, I can't tell Claire that, since I don’t want to hurt her feelings.“Ah, I see. That's a pity. I just came to see how you're doing.” Claire replies, coming to stand beside me to peer at the drafts too.“Thank you.”“What crap is this? Do these people think that this competition is a damn joke? Who the hell submits this child's play to a competition as serious as this?” Claire asks, sighing dramatically as I take a look at the next draft.Her voice is brimming with the s
Ashley’s POVFor several days after I receive that call, I’m unable to sleep well, or even focus, because of my conflicted feelings. The offer is indeed tempting and mouthwatering. It's the offer of a lifetime, and in fact, it’s the breakthrough I’ve been waiting for all my life.I'll be a big fool to let it pass me by without trying, but then, I can't help but wonder if it's worth destroying my mental health and reliving some of the darkest moments of my life?The whole point of going for the competition is to win it, in which case, I'll have to live and work there, which would increase my chances of running into some people from my past ... people who wronged and hurt me so badly, and would no doubt do it again if given the chance.What if I don’t survive the heartbreak and pain this time around? I don’t know the answer to all these questions that are plaguing me, so in the end, I have no choice but to confide in my best friend, Janet.“What do you mean you're scared to go back the
Ashley’s POVMy heart is beating fast, and I'm confused as hell as I stare at the invitation that I just got. It can’t be … it has to be a mistake that it has been addressed to me.My full name is written in bold gold letters on the expensive-looking invitation … an invitation that comes from the most coveted fashion company in the whole country, Wilson Global Fashions.It states that I've been shortlisted for the final of a fashion design contest they are organizing. If I win, I stand to win a grand sum of $100,000, as well as the opportunity to work with the company.I never applied for any contest, but the invitation in my hand is definitely very real, and it remains in my hand, even after I pinch myself to be sure I’m not dreaming.“Mummy, what is that?” My inquisitive daughter asks, climbing up the sofa, so she can be tall enough to see what I’ve been staring at for the past several minutes.She takes the invitation from my hands and inspects it with comic seriousness. While she’







