Mag-log inAyla’s POV
“I’m sorry… I-I shouldn’t be here.”
I swivel on my heels, intending to flee, but a large hand clamps around my wrist, bringing me to a halt mid-step.
Alpha Kael pulls me closer, my body slamming into his solid, rock-hard frame.
Heat surges through me and my wolf purrs and stirs within me, releasing a sharp wave of desire rushing all through my body.
No, not now. I plead silently to the wolf within me. That’s when it hits me. The pull I’ve been feeling, that irresistible tug in my chest and gut—it’s coming from him. Alpha Kael.
“I know you feel it too,” he murmurs, his deep voice vibrating through my core. One hand presses against my waist, keeping me tethered to him, while the other grazes my temple in a gesture that feels tender and possessive.
Tender? Why would I think this man is tender? There’s nothing tender about him.
If he thinks I’m going to surrender to this bond, he’s absolutely mistaken. I would never—ever—be with a man like him.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
I deny the existence of the magnetic force between us even when my pulse is hammering and my heart is beating so fast—betraying my lies.
Kael doesn’t argue. He only smiles, a slow, knowing smile before releasing me from his grasp.
“The goddess must be testing me right now,”
he says under his breath, his tone laced with amusement.
Before I can respond, he turns, strides to the edge of the pool, and dives in. The splash wets me instantly leaving my clothes glued to my body and revealing my underwear.
Kael turns and this time, his eyes doesn’t meet mine but they roam my body hungrily—but all I could focus on is how his toned muscles glistened under the bright moon.
He takes one more glance at me, and I swear I see a coy smile form on his lips.
goddess, please… this is a mistake. He possibly can’t be my mate.
Since I’ve stepped foot into this territory, it’s been hell for me, and now this—
“Undressing me with your eyes is rude,” Kael calls out lazily, snapping me out of my reverie.
“Likewise.” I drawled, rolling my eyes at him before stepping out hurriedly. goddess knows what will happen if I stay here one minute longer.
Kael’s POV
“I never knew you to be the shy type—Riian. If you want her, talk to her.” My voice is flat and void of any emotion as I speak.
Riian’s jaw tenses.
“But Alpha, she’s a Sayer… it’s forbidden,” he says.
There it is again. The ancient law that has kept wolves and Sayers apart for centuries.
I should agree with him and remind him of the consequences of what is going to happen if he ever crosses that line.
“Forbidden doesn’t mean you stop wanting something.”
I don’t know where the words came from. But I say it.
The look Riian gives me is sharp and confusing, like he’s wondering why the leader of a wolf pack would utter such a statement.
If only he knew the dilemma the goddess put around me.
My mind drifts to Ayla for a moment. The way she trained alone this morning, her eyes burned with something unlike what I’ve seen.
I held myself back last night at the pool—barely. I know it’s just the mate bond that’s making me feel this way. But—she’s so different.
Other mates I’ve had accepted the bond in less than a day—but her, she hasn’t accepted it, and it’s eating me alive. I keep trying so hard, every second and minute I spend with her around, to hold in the urge to feel her skin against mine—but she’s not for me.
“Kael.”
“Kael.”
Elder Moren’s voice snaps me back.
He approaches me slowly, leaning heavily on his worn walking stick.
Elder Moren never leaves his abode unless something was very wrong. Riian understands this and excuses us both.
He settles on the bench beside me and pats the empty space, urging me to sit.
“The new girl—She’s dangerous, and I see calamity tied around her but…”
I already know Ayla is dangerous, but calamity… that’s a new one.
“I’m listening, Elder,” I say, straightening.
“There’s a solution. You must sever the bond between you.”
I should have done it already. But every time I imagine cutting that bond, something clenches painfully in my chest. There’s something else about her I can’t explain yet… something I need to understand.
“She’s my mate, Elder. I can’t sever a bond without hurting her.”
I’m surprised by my own hypocrisy. A week ago, I considered sacrificing her to break my curse. Now I’m hesitating to even harm her.
“She’s a Sayer, Kael!” Elder Moren snaps.
“It is forbidden! A wolf and a Sayer can never be together!”
I’ve never seen him this angry.
I need answers.
Ayla summoned the Messenger.
She’s not just any Sayer.
“If it’s so forbidden, then why did the goddess bind us?” I counter.
Elder Moren sighs before his tone softens.
“She tests all leaders. Strength alone doesn’t make a king, Kael. Wisdom. Restraint. Obedience to ancient law—those matter too.” He fixes me with a grave look.
“You cannot bond with that girl. She will bring calamity upon you and the pack.”
My jaw tightens.
“I’ll do what I must. But I’m still the Alpha. My word is final.”
“I’m not bonding with her,” I continue. “I only need her blood to break the curse. After that… I’ll send her away.”
But as soon as the words leave my mouth—
I smell her.
Ayla.
Her scent spikes… then disappears instantly.
She heard us.
Shit.
She wasn’t supposed to hear that, but I force myself to act like nothing happened.
“Kael, sending her away won’t solve anything,” Elder Moren says coldly. “You must end her. Sayers were never meant for this world.”
The words hit harder than I expect.
End her?
My mate?
For the first time in years, I feel a real connection to someone even though it’s not a connection I want but can’t help it. The ancient laws say she has to die.
Ayla’s POV In a brief second, the warmth in the air was gone.Riian’s smile had completely vanished. His eyes hardened as he tilted his chin slightly, sniffing the air. I dropped my hand to the dagger at my waist, my senses snapping into high alert.“Anything?” I asked, whispering.“Nothing. There's no scent at all. It's masked."We stood frozen in the woods. listening back to back. The wind rustled through the canopy. A distant bird called out. Seconds ticked by, stretching into a minute of silence.But nothing moved. No further sound echoed.Eventually, Riian let out a slow, cautious breath, easing out of his stance, though his hand remained near his hip."Could have been a deer," he said, though his voice lacked conviction. "Yeah," I murmured quietly, letting my hand fall away from my blade. "Maybe.""Let's get these herbs back," Riian said, slinging his bag tighter against his chest. "Before Kiara decides to come look for us herself."“You’re right.” I pointed. After gathering
Ayla’s POV A week had passed since Wolf Fang's attack and Caleb’s death. Things were much better every new day. The Pack could finally breathe.The injured warriors no longer had their bandages on, their wolves were healed now. The pack house hummed once more with the nice sounds of daily life—breakfast plates, laughter, and the bustling rhythm of a territory no longer under immediate threat.Young pups were chasing each other around the wooden benches while the elders sat in the morning sun, discussing matters as usual. As I passed, I did a small bow but they hardly acknowledged me. But with Caleb gone, Kael’s curse hadn't settled down with him. If anything, it had grown more volatile.In the quiet hours of the night, I watched how it clawed its way to his surface. Sometimes it was a sudden, unexplained burst of aggression over a minor disturbance. Sometimes his claws would unsheathe involuntarily, slicing through the bedsheets before he could contain it. More than once, I caught t
Kael’s POV The blade came down but I pushed my head sideways, making him stick it into the dirt. Caleb lifted the blade from the ground but it was stuck, though my senses were completely overwhelmed, with the curse warping my vision and movement, I managed to jab him in his injured ribs, a sharp cry tore out of him as he scrambled away from me. I closed my eyes for a brief second, trying hard to control my body. I shouldn’t have. Searing pain radiated through my shoulder, I opened my eyes to find his silver dagger biting into my shoulder, and the smell of my own burning flesh filling the air. The fight was ugly. Feral. It went on for several more minutes.Agnar screamed at me to yield, to give up total control, to let the monster out to rip Caleb into pieces.If you give in now, a cold voice whispered in the back of my mind, you will not only kill him. But you will never come back. You will tear Ayla apart when you return also.Caleb lunged again, driving for my throat.I didn't un
Kael’s POV I didn't chase after Caleb yet. The immediate threat was gone, and nothing in this forest mattered more than the body lying motionless on the ground.I moved swiftly and caught Ayla just as her knees gave out completely. I pulled her against my chest, sliding one hand behind her neck, my thumb stroking over the warm, soft skin of her cheek.“I’m here,” I breathed, my voice rough, and trembling. “I’ve got you. You’re safe.”She gasped, her chest heaving against my body as she slowly regained consciousness. Her fingers clawed weakly at my cloth,“Kael...” she choked out, her voice barely a whisper against my neck. “Riian... he’s... he’s alive. Nearby. In the bush...”I knew Riian wasn’t dead, but hearing the confirmation from Ayla gave me more relief. As I lifted Ayla into my arms, Tatiana sprang out of the tree lines, breathing profusely. “I’m so sorry, Alpha…”“Save that for later,” I muttered, before pointing towards the direction of Riian’s scent. “We need to find Rii
Kael’s POV “Your life.”The words hung in the stale, blood drenched air. Caleb smiled widely, his lips curling with an unusual confidence. He must have grown it all these years before attacking my pack. I know Caleb expects me to snap, he expects the furious, blind rage that had earned me the ruthless wolf name back then. My wolf, Agnar, clawed in my chest, begging me to change so he could tear each and every one of them’s throat out. But I forced him to remain calm, there was a lot at stake. Ayla. Riian and my warriors. I couldn’t move yet, I needed a quick plan. But watching Ayla’s limp body sagging against Jax’s chest with a silver blade pressed tight enough against her throat kept disorientating me. “I want back everything you took from me!” Caleb yelled. “You talk a lot for a wolf with one foot in the grave, Caleb,” I said, while trying to mindlink any of my warriors around. Nothing. I tried not to glance at Ayla, refusing to give him the satisfaction of seeing my panic. “
Ayla’s POVTatiana and I had gone through the area we were in charge of. We hadn’t found anybody or anything, just emptied quarters. We decided to go into the forest to expand our search. Stopping at the entrance into the forest surrounding the wolf fangs pack. I wiped sweat from my brow. “I think we should split here. We’d cover more grounds better."“No.” Tatiana replied sternly. “Why?” I frowned. “It’s too dangerous. We don’t know what’s out there and I know you Ayla.” She shook her head. “You can be pretty reckless.” “No I’m not.” I countered. “Okay, I’ll let you go only if you’d be careful.” "I always am," I said, adjusting the grip on my blade."I mean it, Ayla. Don't get reckless.."I offered a small, crooked smile. "Relax. I won’t get into trouble.""That's debatable," Tatiana muttered, though her eyes softened. "An hour. Meet back at this spot and if anything, you mind link me immediately.""Sure. I will."She turned left, vanishing into the brush. I took a deep breath,
Ayla’s POVKiara nods and I freeze, my stomach twisting into knots.It’s impossible. My father died a long time ago and my mother… she was just… she wasn’t… she couldn’t have been a Sayer. None of this… any of this… it doesn’t make sense.I press my palm against my temples, trying to steady the sto
Ayla’s POV“Kiara!”“What do you mean prepared?”She doesn’t turn back or answer me. At that moment my head snaps up and my body begins trembling.The room glows an ethereal light and my body feels impossibly light—like the air itself is pulling me upward.I feel a gentle tap on my shoulder—When I
Ayla’s POV “Come out now” He growled. My breath stutters as I try to come up with something, a lie or anything— but my mind blanks. I push the door open slowly, and come out of the closet, the air feels heavy and charged with his scent and rage. I glance at the exit, then back at him before a t
Ayla’s POV“I prefer treating other students than touching her. She’s cursed.”A woman fumes near me.My eyelids open slowly, I lift up my head but immediately set it down back from the throbbing pain.“Shhh… she’s awake,” another says.My hearing keeps getting wilder every day. It wasn’t like the







