เข้าสู่ระบบNOLAN POV
Two hours later, I pulled into my home. I drove into the underground garage and took the elevator up to my apartment. I threw my travel bag into my bedroom and headed straight for the kitchen to find something to eat. I made a simple sandwich, grabbed a bottle of beer, and went to the living room. I ate and watched TV, catching up on the latest sports news. When I finished, I decided to call Watt. He helps me run the gym business. "Are you still stuck in the snow?" Watt asked the moment he picked up the phone. "Not anymore. I'm back in the City," I said, leaning back in my comfortable chair and taking a slow sip of my beer. "I thought you and April were going to stay there for the whole week," Watt replied. "Something came up, and April couldn't make it, so I decided to come home today." I didn't see any reason to tell him that Gwen did make it, but she left before I did. "Now that I'm back, I thought I'd call and check in. Is there anything big I need to deal with at the gyms?" Watt let out a big laugh. "It's a good thing I like you, Nolan. Otherwise, I would be insulted! Do you really think I can't run the business for just a few days without you?" I chuckled. "It's the opposite, Watt. I'm worried that you're running it too well without me. I'm afraid you don't actually need me around anymore." "Well, that's true," he joked. "But since I enjoy having you around, it all works out. But seriously, no, there's nothing important going on. Everything is running smoothly." "Good to hear. Hey, do you want to come over for a beer? We can talk about sports and hang out." "Now you're speaking my language! Give me about forty-five minutes. I'll be there," he promised. I hung up with Watt and went to check the fridge to make sure I had enough beer. I did. Then, I headed to my home office. Watt is truly a good businessman, and he can definitely run the gyms perfectly fine without me. This is great because it gives me the time I need to manage my other company—the one that sells nutrition products. I quickly checked my emails and looked over a few business reports. Everything looked fine there too. I went back to the kitchen and gathered some snacks: cheese, crackers, and chips. I waited for Watt to show up. When he finally arrived, we ate the snacks, drank beer, and watched TV. "Hey, I meant to tell you I've set us up with dates for New Year's Eve," Watt said casually. "I was thinking we could take them to the Club. We can even get a private room." "I don't need you to find me dates," I replied, feeling a sudden lack of interest. A strange feeling settled over me—I didn't want to be with any other woman besides Gwen. I didn't like that feeling at all. "Don't worry," Watt reassured me. "She just got divorced and is only looking to have some fun. Plus, she has big tits, just the way you like them." The memory of my hard cock fucking Gwen's tit flashed in my mind. Damn it! "I don't—" "You don't have to sleep with her," Watt cut in. "It's just a fun night out. And it's already done, Nolan. It will be a blast." "Yeah, whatever," I muttered. I got up and went to the kitchen for another beer. When I came back, the conversation had changed. There was no more talk about New Year's or other women. I was able to relax and enjoy being with Watt and watching the game. We spent several hours together. By the time he left, I felt like I was back to normal. I went to bed, hoping that the last few days with Gwen would finally disappear and become just a faint memory. Maybe I'd think of her sometimes when I needed to get off, but I felt sure the connection I had made with Gwen was finally broken. Well, almost broken. I woke up the next morning with a hard-on. I took care of it by imagining Gwen on her knees, sucking my cock. As soon as I finished, I pushed her memory away. I got dressed, ate breakfast, and drove to the offices of my nutrition company. I walked in an hour earlier than usual. I wasn't surprised to find my assistant, Amanda—or Mandy, as I called her—already working hard. "Anything I should know about, Mandy?" I asked. "All your messages are on your desk," she said without looking up from her work. Amanda is a tough, no-nonsense woman who makes running the company incredibly easy for me. She can be grumpier and meaner than I am, which is great because she acts as an excellent gatekeeper. Very few people ever get past her. The only people who have automatic access to me are April and Watt. She scares most other people away so completely that they don't even try to come back. "Thank you. Did you have a good holiday?" I asked politely. She shrugged. "I'm happy to be back at work and away from the family chaos." She finally looked up from her computer. "And you?" "I'm happy to be back at work myself." I walked into my office and got started right away. Around lunchtime, April strolled into my office. My daughter can frustrate me sometimes, but I love her more than anything, so seeing her always makes me smile. I stood up from my desk to give her a hug. "I brought your present," she said. "I'm sorry I missed Christmas at the cabin." "It's okay. I'm sorry, I left your present at home," I replied. She plopped down on the couch in my office. "That's fine. It wasn't too weird with Gweneth, was it? She usually keeps to herself." I had to swallow hard. I focused on the package April gave me to hide what had happened. "It was fine. What did you get me? Another tie? Cuff links?" "Open it," she urged. I ripped the paper and opened the box. Inside were shaving and grooming supplies, along with a massage gun. "You've seemed so stressed lately," April explained. "I thought a little massage and spa time would be good for you." I laughed. "I didn't even realize I was stressed." She looked at me closely, her eyes narrowed. "Maybe all you needed was some time at the cabin. You don't look as stressed now." Again, the image of Gwen and her naked glory came into my mind. Worse, I started thinking about the things I could do with her and this new massage gun. F*ing hell. Now Gwen was all I could think about, and I really wanted to ask April how she was doing. "Thank you, sweetheart," I said warmly. "Of course. Do you have time for lunch?" "For you, always." I got up from the couch and grabbed my coat. "I assume Gwen got home safely?" I made sure to keep my back turned away from April. "Yes. She went straight back to her books, of course," April sighed. "The semester hasn't even started, and she's already studying. And don't say you think I should be more like her." I gave a slight shrug. "A little studying wouldn't hurt you." She linked her arm through mine. "Dad, I want to start a business. I figure the best place for me to learn is at 'Dad University.'" Was I proud that she wanted to be an entrepreneur like me and learn everything I could teach her? Absolutely. But that didn't mean I wanted her to stop studying for her college degree. "How about we go to lunch, and you can tell me all about this business idea of yours?" I suggested. Her smile was huge. "I have it all figured out." "You still need to study, April," I reminded her. She rolled her eyes. "I know. Come on. I want some hot beef stew. It's so cold outside today." I took April to a cozy pub nearby for stew. I enjoyed listening to her talk excitedly about an idea that involved art and antique collecting. "So you want to open an antique store? Or an art gallery?" I asked. She rolled her eyes again, like I was being dumb. "No, silly. Well, not exactly. I want to help people find amazing pieces of art." "So, an art broker?" She shrugged. "I guess. I was thinking Gwen and I could do it together." My stomach tightened. "I thought she wanted to be a teacher." "She does, but she'll never make enough money to be financially comfortable on a teacher's salary," April explained. "She knows so much about art and history." I remembered how Gwen easily beat me when we played Trivial Pursuit. April looked disappointed. "You're just not getting it." "That's not my fault, honey. If you want to start a business, you need to develop your ideas clearly. Write a business plan. Study the market to know if there are buyers, and if so, who are they and where can you find them? Maybe you should take a business class next semester." She let out a frustrated groan. "Enthusiasm and excitement are great," I told her, "but they don't actually build a business." "Alright. I'll think about it." "Good." I decided to change the subject. "So, what are your plans for New Year's Eve?" "Cole and I are going out," she said. "I'm trying to get Gweneth and Cole's brother, Aaron, to come too. They would be perfect for each other. They're both complete study nerds." A sudden wave of jealousy hit me at the thought of Gwen with another man. mother fucker, damn it. Would I ever be able to get this woman out of my head?MOONA POVI don’t know how long they will hold me there, but I never want to move.I’m scared I’ll fall apart without their arms around me. I’m scared I’ll shatter into pieces and never pick them all up again.I remember all the times the guy who called himself Peter touched me. I remember all the times he told me that that was what love felt like.But love feels nothing like that, and I know it now.I want to forget every second I ever spent with him. I want to feel how much I’m loved for real this time.I want to feel kind hands on my body. I want to feel kisses that give, not kisses that take.I want them. The only two men who’ve ever counted.I need to know I’m still theirs and they’re mine, and words aren’t enough.Words will never be enough now I know how easily a random guy like Mathew Connor could speak whatever he wanted in my ear.I’m still in their arms as I press my lips to Cain’s neck. Brian is still pressed to my back as I reach for him.Cain doesn’t respond at first as
BRIAN POVAnd suddenly all the pieces fit into place. She’s in a daze as she heads through to the living room and sits herself down on the slashed sofa. She pulls her knees up to her chest and hugs them tight as Cain sits alongside her and I drop to my knees on the floor. “It’s alright, Moona,” I say, “you can tell us.” And she does. She tells us everything. She tells us how happy she was to find her brother. She tells us the story of what happened all those years ago in Peter’s family home. She tells us how they thought it was her assaulting their younger daughter and leaving bruises on her arms, but it wasn’t. It was Peter, and that makes sense too. The kid was troubled when I met him, narcissistic tothe point it gave me shivers. Thoroughly dissociated from those around him. And now he’s studying law, blending into the student populous no doubt oblivious to the pain he caused the broken girl sitting before me. He didn’t mention Moona once in all our s
MOONA POVI want to tell him but I can’t. Even now I can’t let them throw Peter in prison. He’s my brother. He was there for me when no one else was. My heart is breaking worse than Cain’s, even though I can’t show him. My heart is breaking because I know I can’t come back from this, because no matter how much Cain’s eyes say he wants to forgive me, I know he won’t. I know he can’t. I know he’ll never trust me again. I wish I could say I’m sorry, but I can’t. Even though I can’t bring myself to land my brother in the shit, I can’t bring myself to confess all this either. Cain’s glaring right at me as I hear Brian’s car pull onto the drive. I want the ground to swallow me up and never spit me out again, but I’m standing right here with nowhere to run and no one to turn to.Brian doesn’t even notice the destruction as he steps through the door. He sees me before Cain but he’s already got questions of his own. “Mathew Connor was asking directions to your house in town ea
CAIN POVMy crazy idea for Brian’s career wouldn’t let go once it started. That’s why I called the bank today and set up an appointment. That’s why I marched in there with a hastily drawn up plan and opened a new account all ready to start. It’s crazy but perfect. Perfect for both of them. I can’t fucking wait to fill them in on the news.I’ve got more money than I’ve ever known what to do with, and more than enough time around work to help with the practicalities of setting up something like this. I make sure I’ve got my folder of ideas on the passenger seat as I buckle up and head for home. I know I’ll be earlier than Brian, I’ll just have to keep my mouth shut until he gets there. There’s a crunch of glass under my foot as I step inside. My brow creases as I stare down at it, and it takes me a second to realise it’s the mirror from the wall, smashed to pieces. What the fuck? Memories of walking in on Moona for the very first time come flooding back to me,
MOONA POVThe attached photo makes my heart race. A picture of the centre of Lydney. He’s here. Oh my God, he’s really here. But he doesn’t know Cain. He doesn’t know where I live now. I try to force the nerves away but they won’t budge an inch. All the filthy things I did for him come back to the pool in my belly. They make me feel sick. I used to think it was okay before I knew what real love felt like, but now I know it isn’t. It never was. What he did to me was cruel and disgusting. The way he made me use my body for him was a world away from how Cain and Brian make me feel. I don’t care that he’s my brother anymore, or that he’s holding family news over my head. I don’t care that I may never get to see them again if I don’t do what he wants. If they wanted me, they’d have found me long ago. If they still believe his lies after all these years then I’m better off without them. All the years of making excuses for him in the name of lo
I can’t believe I’m doing this, I can’t believe my dick is still hard, but it is. It’s only when I hear Cain grunt that I realise he’s not nearly so hesitant as I am. But Cain never is. Cain doesn’t have limits like I have. Cain goes all in for the pursuit of pleasure, and right now his pleasure is in Moona’s hand as she rubs his dick against mine. “Fuck,” he says. “Peen on fucking peen. This has never been on my fucking agenda.” But he doesn’t stop and neither do I. And it occurs to me, right at the back of my mind, that maybe he wants this. Maybe he’s not nearly so hung up on what all this means as I am. The thought that he might even enjoy these blurry boundaries takes me aback, but makes my dick throb. It makes me shunt closer, giving Moona all the leeway she needs to press us length to length and move us as one. Oh fuck, it feels good. It feels so filthily good. “You like it,” she whispers, “I can feel it.” I don’t argue and neit







