It has been a couple of days since I suspected Kola and Tomi… I wish I could say that it ended there but it didn’t, every new thing I discovered from there hence forth hurts. Kola might not be aware of it but he was cheating on me with Tomi. The sneaking around, the private conversations and I couldn’t even confront him because I was not supposed to know and technically they didn’t do anything wrong, technically they were just best friend but technicality didn’t fit into this scenario at all.I was still sitting in my car frozen at the car lot, staring at Kola who was busy eating ice cream with Tomi, from the same place with their bodies pressed together, when Princess told me to meet her here, I never thought that this was what I was going to find and now Princess was watching me with worry in her eyes.“I am so sorry, I never wanted you to be hurt, I only wanted you to see the truth but if you haven’t seen it with

“Stella you can’t keep moping around for a guy who doesn’t deserve it.” Princess started another tirade as soon as I entered the sitting room.Sure I can and he was completely worth it. I rolled my eyes at her even through my head ache. “You won’t understand Princess.” I tell her quietly.“Then make me understand Stella, this isn’t you. This has never been you. You are not the kind of girl who mopes around and certainly not for a guy. What did he do to you to make you fall so hard for him?”“I wish I knew babe, I wish I did but all I know was that one second, I was smiling at him and the next, I realized a had fallen in love with him… it took me a long time before I could tell him and when I finally did, I thought that he was crazy about me. I thought that here was a guy who loves me and was amazing, that here was a guy who will never hurt me.” I said with a shrug as I struggled not to cry.

“Are you sure that, that is what happened?’ Ivy asked gently but still annoying. This is the sixth time she was asking that question within the hour that I have gotten home, Bode is still in the sitting room while I was changing, and he wanted to see me calm first before he leaves.“Yes Ivy, how many times do you want me to say it. Kola was in a lip lock with Tomi when I entered his office. And no I didn’t imagine it and neither was my mind playing tricks on me.”“Brother Kola is not the type of person to do this.”“He lied before… I am not surprised, I would have never trusted him.” I brushed my face angrily, I hated the tears that kept falling. They needed to stop. Princess was right, Kola was not worth my time or tears if he is the half decent human that he tried to convince me that he was.“Okay oh. Let me leave you to pull yourself together while I keep Bode company.” Ivy paused

“You asked to see me Kola?” Tomi asked as she entered my office, she must have gotten my text the night before, I sent it the night before and I couldn't care less when she got it. It didn't matter to me if she had to rush here. Somehow she must know that this is our last time together.“Have a seat.” I tell her.When she sat down she started to talk but I didn’t call her here to listen to her talks, I called her here for her to listen to me. “I never meant for you to be unhappy Kola, believe me…”“Stop, I am not in the mood for your apologies. Why did you do it? That’s all I want to know, why on earth were you convinced that you like me or that I liked you, yeah sure, I might have liked the idea of us being more but that was because you were a safe place for me, why did you have to ruin it?”“Because I thought we would be more.” Tomi

Today was the day. I breathed out heavily, hoping to release the tension I was feeling but it didn’t help. I was going to attend Tomi Traditional marriage, the white wedding was tomorrow but I wasn’t sure I could get the chance to have a private chat with Kola then.“Are you sure you want to do this?” Bode asks.“Of course, she will so be worried about my presence, I want her to feel uncomfortable a little bit.”“But it is Kola brother who is getting married, why will the bride feel that way?” Bode asked again as I smiled at him. He doesn’t know the full story and no matter how much I was upset with Tomi and Kola, I wouldn’t tell another soul what happened since it can affect her happily ever after. I didn’t get mine because of her but that doesn’t mean that I will repay evil with evil.“Okay oh, let’s go.” Bode said as I smiled and came down from his car the same time he did and rou