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Hugging in the parking lot, the cold weather accompanies us. Lena and I back to the car, little Ali still sleeping in the back seat. We are on our way, Lena keeps an eye on the road meanwhile I’m looking at the street view. I occasionally stare at Lena and look away. “Hey… can I move in tomorrow?” Lena says. I didn’t hear Lena because my eyes are focused on the view. “Maia!” Lena says. I gasp and I immediately move my head to Lena “Jeez Christ, you scared me!” I say. Lena laughs as she stares at me “I’m asking you” Lena says. “What? Sorry, I didn't hear anything” I say. “Can I move in tomorrow?” Lena says. “Umm… sure,” I say as I point my eyes to hers. “I’ll pick you up at 7 tomorrow morning!” Lena says as her eyes focus on the road. “Sure, I’ll help you move in tomorrow,” I say. Lena reaches over my hand and holds them “Thanks” Lena says as she points into my eyes. I look at hers and smile. We arrive at my apartment, Rosa is already home. Lena helping me with Ali’s things and I’m c

Laying on my bed; listening to music and also thinking of Lena. “Ugh...” I sigh. I’m worried about her, how if something bad happens to her or she does something bad. I can’t stop thinking about her. I reach for my phone on the bedside table and I open the gallery, I'm looking at the old pictures. I’m smiling; I see the old picture of me and Ben. I haven’t removed all of our pictures yet, there are a hundred pictures of us. I turn around and put my phone back on the bedside table. I stare at the ceiling… My phone is ringing, I reach for the phone on the bedside and stare at the phone screen. Ben calls me, what a coincidence. I pick up the phone. I hear Ben’s small breath when I pick up the phone. “Hello?” I say. “Hey, how are you?” Ben says hiding his sadness. “Umm… I’m doing well, you?” I say and sigh. “I’m fine!” Ben says. “I just saw our old pictures and what a coincidence you called me!” I say. “Mmm… I see our old pictures too, my favorite is the picture we took last summer” Ben

I’m flying high like a bird but my fluttering wings can’t keep you from pulling me down cause you make me can’t stop thinking about you. I fall to your love, over and over again, the dancing curtains accompanying the night, you and I cuddling together in the same room. The best night of my life, staring into your eyes… I can see the love in your beautiful eyes and hope you see the same in mine too. Your pretty eyes remind me of Venus… why... Cause I see love and beauty deep inside it. I can say that everything in you is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen in my life. I feel like I’m drowning when I’m looking deeply into your beautiful eyes. Silly me, talking to myself in silence and staring at you next to me, smiling… my mouth corner was forming into a small but sweet smile. “Hey… why are you looking at me like that?” Lena notices me looking at her with no blink. “Jeez…” I answer her. “You stare at me and smile…I thought you were possessed” Lena laughs more cutely. “Gosh… you s

I’m pulling Lena upstairs… and drag her gently to my room. “What are you doing?” Lena says. “Why you yelled like that?” I say in dismay. “I have no idea if your family was here, you don’t even text me or let me know” Lena whispered to me. “Goshh… my bad” I put my left hand to my head. “You put me in danger!” I say. “What kind of danger?” Lena pulls me closer to her and stares at me. I mentally wanna slap her but my dirty mind wants to slap in the other way. “Ughhh… stop,” I say. Lena grabs my ass “Ahh...Come on” She says. I look around “Stop, we’ll get a shoot,” I say. “Nobody’s here!” Lena says with a low breath. “Why do you always feel so inevitable to me?” I’m staring into Lena’s eyes. “It's becauseeeee…… you love me with all of your boobs, you know what I mean…” Lena grabs my ass and pulls me closer. “Mmm… perhaps,” I say with a low breath. “You’re the whiskey in my teacup…” Lena says. “What does it mean?” I chuckle. “Ummm… that’s mean you’re special to me” Lena runs her fingers

Sitting in front of the computer doing my job, the devil man keeps staring at me. I don’t know what exactly the reason why he keeps messing with me. Gosh… I wish Lena were here! I occasionally stare at him with annoyance and a slightly raised brow, his devil face freaking me out. I inhale deeply and clear my mind. My phone is ringing… I reach over my phone and stare at the phone screen “Lena!” I say. I’m picking up the phone… “Hey… what’s up?” I say. “The spy says that you got trouble at work” She chuckles. “What the fuck… Lena stops teasing me!” I raise my tone. “Wow… relax babe” Lena laughs. “How’s yours?” I ask Lena how was her work in the field. “Mmm… went good, but it’s kinda hot here… the sun tanned me” Lena chuckles. “Umm… your skin probably will look like mine soon hahaha and that’s sexy mmm” I chuckle. “Is that booty call?” Lena talks in a slow breath. “Damn Lena… can you please clear all negative thoughts in your head?” I lean on the chair. “Ahaha… that was what you like u