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LOVE IS A BITCH

LENA’S POINT OF VIEW Working in the field is super-duper tiring; I keep an eye on the crews and make sure that they do their job. Huh… what a tiring day. Sitting on the bench, the water bottle next to me, I stare at the crew and ask them to move quickly. “Hey… please, faster, it’s 9 PM” I’m yelling from the bench in the corner. The crew doing their job and the models have already finished the photo shoot; I watch them from the bench in the corner. “Gosh… Maia is gonna kill me” I grumbled and I’m staring at my phone screen. “It’s 09:15 PM… Gosh,” I sigh. I lean on the bench and drink the water; I haven’t got any text from Maia, bet she’s mad at me now. “Arhhhh…” I sigh. A crewman comes to me “All done!” He says. “Cool…” I say, and then I walk with him to the outdoor photo shoot area. “It’s time to go home! You guys did a great job today! See you on Monday, we start working at the office for collecting and editing” I say in front of all the crew. All people preparing to go home and
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HOTTER THAN YOU

I love your sweet smile more than I love the coffee smells in the morning. Let me wake up next to you forever, have coffee in the morning, and wander through the city with your hand in mine and I'll be happy for the rest of my fucked up little life. My day starts next to you in your arms; nothing can be enough to tell you how much I love you. Staring at you when I woke up next to you makes me happy, I couldn’t ask more. “Hey, good morning sleepy bird…” I say in a raspy voice. “Good morning baby” Lena stares at me and smiles. “Is it me or we woke up early today?” I say in a slow breath. “Ugghhh… Let me check my phone” Lena reaches for her phone on the bedside. “It’s 6 AM, babe…” Lena says while staring at the phone screen. I yawn and stretch my body “How sweet the morning air is! See how that one little cloud floats like a pink feather from some gigantic flamingo” I say while pointing to the window. “Wow… bu
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FOOL ME ONCE

The sunset accompanied us, people are getting ready to go home, and the kids were tired, today is my first time spending time with my family and Lena. I sit on the mat under the tree while my eyes keep looking at Lena from distance, I couldn’t hear anything but I could see Lena’s mad face while she talked on the phone. Lena is probably hiding something from me; my heart trusts her but my mind isn’t telling the same. I just knew her, I know. This life, which I’m choosing at least gives me happiness, and my happy place is Lena. I wasn’t in the mood for anyone's problems but if Lena tells me everything I’ll hear her out. It’s kind of blind but I do love her, from today and to the next life. “Hey… come here, help me with this” Rosa gave me the picnic basket. I take the picnic basket from Rosa and walk to the car with her. “Where’s Lena?” Rosa says. “She’s
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MAKE IT CLEAR

The sun hits my eyes and the birds sing along; I woke up and realized that I’ve been wearing the same clothes for over 20 hours. I reach the bedside and I haven’t seen Lena next to me, bet she woke up early. I roll over and wake myself “Ughhh…” I'm stretching my body, and my back hurts. I walk to the window and open it so the fresh morning air could refresh the room, I look around from the window and see two small birds in a nest waiting for their mother to come home and feed them, I could felt the little birds and how sad it is to wait for someone that we love to return to us. For the first time, my morning went differently because I woke up without Lena next to me and her kisses. I walk to the bathroom and I clean myself. The freshwater couldn’t erase all pain in me, all pain that Lena just scratched in my heart. I have no idea what should I do… should I be mad at her? Or should I understand her? My mind is full of questions right now… are we in the relationship turn-off phase? I d
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SINNERS

MAIA’S POINT OF VIEW The streets were dark with something more than night, everything in the street seems like darkness to me. The street looks full but I felt empty, birds sleeping in the nest, hiding from the gloomy Queens night. Every city in the world always has a street gang… the homeless people sleep around the street with a thin blanket over them. My heart is broken into pieces… I wish they get a better life someday. I see homeless kids sleeping on the street corner and one of them is just 3 years old! God, that breaks my heart. Do our sins in the past make us reborn this way? Life sucks… I know. Some people are born to be rich and some people are born to have nothing. I know it’s unfair… but… we cannot do anything… that’s our destiny. I’m so grateful because I still have my family until now. Some people may lose their families out there. All we can do is live our lives and be grateful for everything we had. I haven’t received any text from Lena… I’ll wait for her tonight an
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UNKNOWN LADY

I ain’t sleeping in my bed… I can’t get these thoughts out of my head. I am on my way to work… and I listening to music to distract the pain inside my chest. “Ughhh…” Sigh me. The fake scenarios keep playing in my head, it’s like the drama series on TV. I can’t stop thinking of Lena and what happened between us. I parked my car and walk to the office, same as yesterday morning… I’m not seeing Lena’s car here. ”Where the fuck is she” I mumble. I walk to the workplace and I see Alaia sitting at her desk. I come to Alaia and ask her to accompany me… “Hey… would you like to accompany me after work, I need to buy things in Walmart,” I say. “Yeah…sure… I’m about to buy monthly things too” Alaia says. “Sounds good!” I say while my eyes keep looking around the workplace. “Hello… you okay?” Alaia says. “Mmm… yeah,” I say. I get closer to Alaia “Have you seen Lena?” I say in a whisper. “Yeah…
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MAKING OUT

Drives my way home… the same night, same pain, and same problem. I’ll be alright… I just need some time to learn how to feel okay with myself again. “Jeez…” I mumble as I realize that I left my charger on my work desk. “Shit…” I turn around my car and back to the office. “It’s 8 PM!” I say while staring at the top of my phone screen. I drive my way to the office and I see a couple of cars still parked in the parking lot. I parked my car and get out of the car, I left my bag in the car and walk to the office by myself. “Hey… you here!” The receptionist man says. “Hey… I left my charger and I’m back to take it with me” I say while holding the phone in my hand. “Alright then… good night,” He says. “Thank you, sir…” I say. I walk to my workplace and it’s too dark there. “Shit…” I say deep inside. I turn on the light and walk to my desk… I’m looking for my charger and I cannot find it, I keep looking and I found the charger under my work desk. “Thank god” I sigh. I take the charger with me
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ON PAUSE

“Unbelievable! You were already cheating on me?” Lena yells as she grips my wrist tightly. “Ouchhh… You hurt me” I say as my left-hand tries to move Lena’s hand from mine. “It’s not as hurt as you did to me!” Lena says as her eyes balls are about to come out. “Jeez… fuck off” I released myself from Lena's grip. “I thought we were on pause!” I say in a high voice. “Jeez, fucking Christ motherfucker… you can’t just decide to fuck the first volunteer that comes along!” Lena yells to me as she points her finger at my face. ”You know…I don’t need a woman who says things like ‘butthurt’ and makes me feel that I’m not a part of her life” I say as I raise my eyebrows in anger. Lena clenches her hand fist and stares at me, she sighs and inhales deeply “Listen…” Lena holds my shoulders as her eyes are looking at me “YOU ARE THE PART OF MY LIFE… YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE” Lena says in a low voice. I look away and sigh “It is, I just don’t feel like I’m part of it,” I say as my eyes point to h
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FUCKING AGAIN

I couldn’t wait any longer and I ask Lena to undo my underwear “I want more…” I say in a low breath as Lena turns on because of that. “Mmm… you couldn’t wait any longer…” Lena says in a slow breath as she places her hand on my underwear and takes it off. “You’re so perfect…” Lena says; her eyes staring at mine. “Mmmh… yeah” I moan in a slow breath while biting my lips. “Mmm… and you’re so wet!” Lena raises an eyebrow and bites her bottom lip. I moan and I could feel Lena’s hand stroking around my crotch “Mmmhh…yeah…” I inhale deeply as I move my body following Lena’s hand. Lena gets closer to my pussy and she starts licking it so soft and gently. “Oh…my fucking…god, Lena...” I say in a slow breath as my hand pulls Lena’s hair. Lena starts licking my clit gently and it’s causing me to moan and buck my hips up. She does a few more licks and then she slides her tongue inside my pussy “God… fuck me” I moan softly. “Mmm… I like your yummy juice” Lena says as her tongue is still inside my
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TOO HOT

I get up every morning and I never thought my day is going to be a great day, I never know when it was going to be over but today I refuse to have a bad day. My today goal is to spend all the time with the people around me, the ones I love, the ones that I care about, and the ones who always be by my side. You know… when we have each other, we have everything. My family loves me so much… and now I have Lena as the love of my life. I start my day by seeing Lena’s smile… the smile that came out of her face reminded me of the sunshine that shore the world every time we wake up in the morning. “Why are you looking at me like that? And you’re grinning in front of my face like a high school crush” Lena says. “Jeez… is that bothering you?” I state with annoyance and a slightly raised brow. “No… that’s not… I like it and that’s kinda hot” Lena says. “Jeez fucking sick…” Rosa says as she cuts the chicken. “Damn why…? Rosa” I say as I shrug my shoulders. “Please… I don’t want to hear or see you
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