We spent our days in bed making love then talking our favorite things. I opened myself to him telling about my childhood and all the things I hated about being a Ford.And for the first time last night he opened himself to me telling me about his mother, what he remembered about her and how lost he felt when he lost her.We even talked about the baby we lost, how much it hurt then and how much it still hurt to remember.Today is our last day here we had just finished dinner and we were back at our room. Lucas was sitting on the balcony watching out the beautiful view.I walked to him suddenly aware that I needed him to know my feelings for him. I needed to tell him how much I love him."I want to tell you something." I said to Lucas."Okay." He said with a smile closing the distance between us."Kiss me first," I said.Lucas bent down gently brushing his lips against mine before pulling away."I love you Lucas." I say ag

I avoided Lucas all week, I wasn't ready to see him or talk him. But Ari explained that I should atleast hear what he has to say, so I texted him to come over so we can talk."Vanessa, I'm so sorry." Lucas says joining me in my living room, I don't say anything I lead him to the couch sitting at the opposite end of him."How long have you known?" I ask him."The day we got back from our trip, Elaine was waiting for me at home." Lucas says running his hands through his hair."That's when I found out." He adds."You said you always use protection, was that a lie?" I ask."No Vanessa, I always use protection it must have been an accident or something with the condom." Lucas says running his fingers through his hair again."I know when we got together you and her were on a break, but did you officially break up with her?" I ask dying to know."Yes I did, af

"It's official your daughter's favorite person is her grandpa." I said to Lucas joining him in our bedroom holding our 2 year old Alexis. "I had to pry her off his arms before she would come with me." I add. "My dad has always been good with kids." Lucas says collecting Alexis from me.  "Yeah he's amazing, he's so good Jamie Louis and Alexis." I say smiling.  Jamie Louis is Alexis' cousin, Kathy's son. "You should go put her to sleep, I'm going to take a shower." I say as I enter the bathroom. The past 3 years of our lives has went by blissfully, we got married 1 year after Lucas proposed ofcourse I had to work really hard to fix our relationship but we made it work. Months into our marriage we found out I was pregnant with Alexis, our perfect little angel.  Lucas was ecstatic a

I can't believe I agreed to this, I repeat to myself over and over again nervous about talking to my dad. The kids are out back in the pool with Lucas and their only sane grandparent, Lucas's dad. I had already kissed them goodbye I'm going to meet up with my dad in his office. I really really wished I had a more sane family but that's not possible, both my parents are totally insane. When I called my dad and told him I wanted to talk to him he asked to take me lunch but I decided against that and suggested his office Incase he loses his cool when I tell him what I want to talk to him about because that's probably a possibility. The driver drops me off at my dad's office, I take a deep breath before heading upstairs to first see my brother's who both are lawyers like my dad and are working with him. "Clara is Justin in?" I ask my brother's secretary before heading for his office. "Yes he's in." She replies with a smile and I nod before