Todos os capítulos de Wretched Self: Capítulo 61 - Capítulo 70

 Just like what I have said, I visited my parents in the cemetery. I talked to them and asked for their forgiveness. That I am sorry for not being there even in their last breath. That I wasn't a good daughter to them. After an hour of staying there, I went off, wiping my tears that has strolled down my cheeks. I really hope that I was there with them before they leave. Before they have vanished. I went inside my car and get myself fixed. I applied light make up on my face before I drove away from the place. I planned to go to Sew next and see if she is just fine in her home. I will never forget her because she is one of the reason why I am here in my current position and situation. In the midst of driving, my phone rang. I reached for it while my eyes were focus on the road. I answered the call without taking a glance on my phone to see who is calling. "Hello?" I answered the call and placed it near my ears

"You have the heart to know everything?" Even if I am afraid, I have to know everything. Even if I know that my heart could not take it, I have to bear with it. It sucks. The thought of not knowing the truth while you on the other hand were the one who is suffering in pain and agony because of the blame that people throw towards you. "Yes, I have," I said bravely. I have to show him that I am not afraid at all. That I have the guts to accept everything. To know the truth. I have to know everything. I am in the center of the blame and so I have the rights to fucking know the freaking truth. I am in the midst of blame and I cannot even escape from it. I was stuck and I can only get off after I get through the barrier and challenges. His lips automatically formed a devilish grin. "Waste time to know the truth before you will die?" When I nodded my head with no hesitation, the expression of his face chan

 "How is Fin?" I asked Jinx while I am busy staring at nowhere. I want to know where he is now. I just want to hear the place where he belongs to. The place where he must suffer and pay the bad things he did. He sighed and looked at me. "He was already sent to the prison." I pursed my lips and nodded my head. "Good to hear that." He stared at me for a moment and all I did is to look away from him. He was like trying to read me. Trying to know what I am thinking. I really felt awkward when he tries to stare at me because it sent me a different feeling I could not define. It really is annoying when he look at me like that. It was nostalgic. "Do you want to visit him and talk to him?" he asked and sat on the chair far away from me but facing me. I answered him without looking at him, "Yes, I want to." I want to make him realize how evil he is. That he did so many bad th

"Do you want to go with me visit mom and dad?" Cine and Val nodded their head to me. My lips then automatically formed a smile. It will be nice if we, sisters, Faye, Cine and Val will go together and visit our parents in the cemetery. It will be a family bond. "I will go and guard you guys," Simon interfered and forced a smile. We did not complained at it, though. He wants us safe. He did not want something bad to happen to us. We were thankful that Simon did not leave our side even how hard it is to manage his time for work. He should have already focus himself to the work but he insisted to still guard us. Something bad might happen, he says. But we all hope that there is none. "Yeah, I will, too," Jinx appeared all of a sudden. I thought he went off for an important matter? Why is he here? "Alright, we're all done. Let's go?" Faye smiled to us. We all nodded and headed outside the house. We used S

"Hey, good thing and you are already awake."   I stared at nothingness while I feel nothing. I moved my right hand to see if I am still alive and good thing I still could feel myself. I just feel nothing, really. I do not have to look who was beside me who talked because from the tone of the voice, I knew that it was Jinx. I felt myself lying on a soft mattress, and I am inside a room that is not familiar to me. Where am I?   "Here, drink some water," Jinx handed me a glass of water. I tried to get it but my hands were too weak to reach for it. I gulped hard. My throat already needs water because it was getting dry. Jinx, then, stood up to guide me sit on the bed and lean against the headboard. "Here, drink it."   Good thing he made me drink it with his right hand holding the glass, while his other hand gently held my chin to guide me. I gulped the water quite fast because I really am getting thirsty as seconds pass by.