#FD11 || Bethylia Monteamor Ilang oras na rin ang lumipas simula nang nangyaring tagpo sa pagitan ng dalawa kong kaibigan at ni Aaren. I feel like everything's a dream. Hindi ako makapaniwala. Hindi nagtagal ang tagpong iyon dahil kinakailangan naming pumasok sa trabaho. Aaren remained silent the whole walk—probably contemplating what he has done a while ago. Maski nang maupo sa palaging kinauupuan habang naghihintay sa aking matapos sa trabaho ay tulala lang siya habang pinaglalaruan ang ibabang labi. He looks adorable, he suddenly become like a tamed lion after that event. "Anong nangyari kay Pedro?" Helena asked while slightly nudging my arm.  I arched a brow and pouted. "What do you mean?" I snickered. "Hindi ba parang may kakaiba sa kanya?" She queried. I sneak a quick look at Aaren and smiled. "Wala namang kakaiba." I ass

#FD13 || Bethylia Monteamor Hindi ko alam kung papaanong tinawagan agad ako ng opisina ng Mayor samantalang hindi pa naman ako nagpapasa ng kahit anong papeles para sa trabahong gustong kuhanin. But I know Aaren did something for it. Ayoko sana ng ganoon pero wala na akong magagawa dahil nandito na. I was accounted as a government accountant. Janpzy feels guilty knowing that she's one of the reason why I choose to stay here for a while. Wala namang kaso sa akin iyon, at mayroon pang mas malalim na dahilan kung bakit nanatili ako rito, hindi lang dahil sa kanya kung hindi dahil na rin sa pamilya ko at kay Aaren. "Ate.." Lucy called after I turned my back for work. Agad ko siyang hinarap nang may malaking ngiti sa labi.  "Goodluck!" She exclaimed with a fighting pose.  I giggled and walk towards her to tousled her hair. 

That statement made my heart clench in sadness. Ang pagsisising iyon ay mananatili na lamang na pagsisisi dahil wala na ang kanyang ina. Alam kong mahirap sa parte niya iyon. Losing your Mom with many what ifs is and I should have is truly heart breaking. Alam kong mahirap iyon sa parte niya lalo na't wala na ang inang dapat ay gagawan niya noon. That's why I am doing my very best to show my Mom how I love her dearly and tell her that everyday on every circumstances and if I have a chance. Ayokong may pagsisihan kung darating man ang araw na pati siya ay babawiin na sa amin. Naramdaman ko na iyon sa namayapang ama. Ayoko nang maulit pa uli sa ina.  "I am not a good child, I am close to her but I am not sweet, that's too far from my personality." He started. Alam kong iyon ang sasabihin niya, seeing how he acts towards people shows how he's not really affectionate and likes to hide his true feelings. "I have many reg

#FD16 || Bethylia Monteamor   "I badly want to kiss you right now."   Nahigit ko ang hininga sa narinig. I felt a twist on my stomach as he slowly leaned his face closer to mine. Bahagya kong na-i-atras ang ulo at mas lalong napasandal sa sofa. His calloused hand cupped my crimson cheeks while his sombre eyes are staring deeply at me.   "Fuck permission, but please allow me to." He hissed as he tightly close his eyes in frustration.   Why is he even asking? It's making me feel uncomfortable and the ambiance awkward. Kailangan ko pa bang sabihing ituloy niya o itango ang ulo ko? I don't know what to do.   All I know is I remarkably want to kiss him too.   I can't help but gasped when he suddenly close the distance between our faces and becovered my parted lips.   I clench my fist as he gently pinch my waist and carried me onto his lap, sti

#FD17 || Bethylia Monteamor Hindi siya nakapagsalita matapos ang mga oras na iyon. Ang pagpupumilit na sumasabay sa kanyang kumain ay kaagad niya ring binitawan at tahimik akong hinatid sa bahay. The swelling of my cheeks lessen as the days passed. Mabuti na rin at hindi napansin ng ina at nakababatang kapatid dahil alam ko ang magiging reaksyon nila. Kahit naman napalapit na sa kanila si Aaren ay alam kong tutol sila sa mga ganitong pangyayari, maski ako naman. But knowing what personality Aaren has, wala akong magagawa kung hindi ang tulungan siyang paunti-unting magbago. "Aaren!" I joyfully exclaimed after seeing him walking towards me as my shift ends. A ghost of exuberant smile appeared on his lips for a few seconds but immediately faded as he clears his throat. "Are you done?" He silently asked. Nakita ko ang bahagyang pag-ngiwi ni