Salvenas group came earlier to personally communicate with Neil. I wasn't inside the office where they talked but I had this feeling that their topic was all about that tape. I was shaking while waiting in the receptionist area. Many greeted by I didn't mind all their heartwarming greatings.Sandoval securities scattered all around this building, and few employees already noticed the fact that there was a fight happening.Also, Salevans guards were spread all over this floor. I couldn't determine each of them since they seemed disguising again. All I wanted to know was the possible happening inside our floor. Neil was alone there again -- I even forced him to bring Daniel but he disagreed by my suggestion. Mom, who's now wearing an undescribable expression, ran towards me. She was breathing up and down like me. She almost lost her balance but good thing I immediately held her arms to support her weight."The Salvenas are here again?" I was taken off guard by the

Loving Sydney was a great torture to me. I had been forcing myself to at least forget her but I could not and I should not. I should not because she's my life. I could not imagine life without her. I knew that the love I felt towards her was forbidden, not to mention that I was the only one who was trying so hard, but I couldn't really stop myself from falling again and again.Her name was Sydney Klein, the only one girl I was in love with. We were already friends ever since we were highschool students. I thought before that we would end up being together because I was the only one in her life but life really is unpredictable. Without my consent, she loved someone she met named Neil."I told to you forget her but you are so stubborn," my father said and poured a drink in my glass. I devoured the content, and bitterness flowed down through my veins. My muscles contracted and I felt nothing but pity of myself for being like this, for crying like an idiot human like this.

This was it. Mom just announced a meeting with me, Neil and Felicia. Speaking of Felicia, she's the someone I never expected to be with in a family meeting since for me she's an outsider, but for the sake of peace, I would just let her because I was sure all she had to do in this meeting was to listen like a good child.My heart was beating rapidly in its abnormal state. I felt like anytime it would explode inside my chest. Neil, in contrary, still looked properly maintained and could be even to smile despite of so many problems.When we reached our promised room, we all sat and busied ourselves with some matter when Mom had not arrived yet, and when she had finally, all respected her presence by bowing down our head.Calm down, I told my heart; because until now it was throbbing so wildly still. This could be the cause of my death if it wouldn't stop from beating rapidly. I breathed in and out. This moment was being announced unexpectedly earlier. I even though

If you're expecting seeing him after I woke up, we were all wrong then, because the moment I opened my eyes, I realized that I slept in here alone. He must wait until I fall asleep last night and just went to another room. I could say I was entirely alone by just feeling the lonely ambience of the room. It was highly touched with modern design and its price should be expensive more than I thought it would be. Growling softly, I reached the pasted paper in my table and read its message.You are awake. Good morning. Don't search for me because I am somewhere far. Eat your breakfast. It's already prepared. Just go to the kitchen.I did what he told me because my stomach was fucking wanting lots of foods for wasting lots of my energy by searching for another hotel last night. I knew my face could show how haggard I was now and because of that I was thankful that Neil could not see me this way."Where are you?" Daniel asked me through phone. It was still early in the

My plan for this day was to swim with Neil because the weather was so great. But I guessed I should think for a new activity that was good for one person only. Since early in the morning I did not see any a glimpse of Neil. I expected a note from him informing me his whereabouts but I found nothing but our empty table. Anyway, enough of worrying about him. I should do my plan for this day.From Mom:We are coming.I found her text unanswerable so I just hid my phone inside my drawer. I guessed she just sent her message to the wrong person because as far as I remembered, only me and Neil knew where we were now. Mom only knew that I was taking a vacation and she did not know a specific place."Did Neil left something? Or even a reminder?" I asked the guard who was seemingly had no plan of saying any words. He might being instructed to be a robot. "All right, tell your boss that I really like his attitude, to the point that I am starting to blame myself why I