Through Love and Instinct のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

 "Damn that cocky bastard! He didn't even follow me or tried to stop me!?" says Austin as she blends the coffee. "Huh! I really knew he was nothing but an arrogant history professor!""Austin, please. Stop murdering the customers' orders," Peter said, laughing his heart out because of Austin uncommon behavior in the cafe."So-sorry" says Austin.Right after walking out, Austin went to the cafe. But her mood seems to be a little off. She keeps on angrily muttering to herself. Worst, the coffee she blends tastes bitter that several customers have complained."What's the matter? You look really angry and pissed off." Peter said, patting her head. Austin exhales heavily as she puts the cup down on the counter and removes her apron."I don't know Pete. I'm usually not like this. Why am I getting so mad over something so trivial and petty as this?" she said, looking at Peter.Peter chuckles as he gave the apron Austin removes to

Love conquers all, they said. But if a monstrous, blood thirsty beast like me is the one who falls in love, can I really conquers all with only love in my hands? Would our love take away all the fear she would feel upon seeing a beast right before her eyes. I doubt it. I have seen it before. Love is not enough. When one see someone or something beyond their imagination, a beast for example in front of them, one could easily toss away all the things they have gone through. All the memories that they shared together, all the time they spent with each other that would easily go to waste the moment she discover that you are not what they have thought of. People could easily throw something they can’t understand. That’s the worst part of being a human. Unlike us, we can’t choose who we fall in love with. It has been written in our very soul who we are destined to be with. We can’t toss them aside not unless they tosses us first.

It was a horrifying sight. To be looked upon with eyes of the one you love with fear and disgust is the most painful experience you could’ve ever imagined. It was like a sharp knife pierced right into your heart. Killing you slowly. Bit by bit. Torturing you along the way. That’s how painful it is. It was like that with Anna. With just her eyes, my world fell apart. It was her frighten and fearful eyes that had me frozen in cold feet. Before going in here, I have prepared my heart to see Austin’s eyes with the same expression I saw years ago. I am prepared to have my world scattered into thousand of pieces. I have convinced myself that I would be alone in this lonely world. Who am I kidding? Is there someone who’s stupid enough to risk their lives to be with me? The moment the door swings open, I thought I won’t be able to hold back. I thought I would lose myself for the second time. The moment her sweet persimmon sce

 "I thought that it would be my unfortunate end," Austin said as she leans back to Shaun.They were sitting on a hill, near the woods of Orion. Where people don't usually go or visit. It was quiet and peaceful, the kind of atmosphere they both love.She keeps on smiling. Held Shaun's hands around her as she gently closes her eyes and let herself be drown in his warmth.Shaun's mouth slowly moves upward. He held Austin tightly in his arms as he kisses the woman's temple dearly and hard.He brushes through her short black hair and kisses her hair. Her sweet scent puts him at ease, contrary to what it has done to him a couple of times before. Her sweet persimmon scent is like a gentle drug to Shaun. It drives him crazy, but not to the point of biting into her flesh. It is an addictive drug. A heroine. Continuously pulling him in."And I thought I wouldn't hold back. I thought I would kill you right there. I thought I couldn't

I thought meeting or even encountering a lycanthrope would be just a hopeful dream for me. I mean, although I keep on arguing with Justin that they exists, somehow deep inside I know they don't. They were the same as the thousand of myths I have heard and read before.But turns out, I was wrong. Lycanthropes is not a myth. They are true and existing somewhere and people don't have any clue about it. And one more thing, I have proven that they do really exist.Three things, three things are currently messing my mind right now. First, Shaun is indeed a lycanthrope. He is a monstrous blood-thirsty beast from I don't know when. And not just Shaun, but Grey is a lycanthrope too, his butler or something like that.Second, despite being a lycanthrope who is known to have a complete control over themselves unlike the werewolves, Shaun is not one normal lycanthrope. Although he appears to be strong and capable, he couldn't control himself, especiall