Being home is wonderful, the news that Cheryl’s fucking crazy lover is alive and not dead, not the news I wanted. Although, Davina seems like she will do anything to bring the fucker down. Her hate for him was evident and I couldn’t  blame her. Crieg ruined her life. She was kidnapped because of him, raped by him, I’m sure she was beat and goddess only knows what else. She looks nothing like Cheryl. They have blonde hair, but it’s not even the same shade. I don’t know how Crieg came to the conclusion that Davina reminded him of Cheryl. Perhaps he was just desperate. Knowing the rouge alpha is Crieg things make sense now. Why he is hell bent on destroy the alliance of packs, why he’s after me specifically. I’m sure in some twisted way he blames me for taking Cheryl from him. If he only knew I was willing

Chapter DavinaI never thought I would be nervous to see my family again. My parents and younger brother were my world. I was my dad's princess, his beloved daughter. My brother is the heir to the  Alpha of the pack, which of course, made him the automatic favorite. However, I was still important to my parents. My mom spent years teaching me how to be a proper alpha she-wolf. She always said I would be mated to a Beta or an Alpha. She was right, and I’m sure I’ll never hear the end of it either. On the hand, dad was all about teaching self-defense and kicking ass. Unfortunately, all the training didn’t do me good when my kidnappers drugged me. I tried to fight them off and not let them stick me with the needle. I knew it was a sedative drug in the syringe, but I wa

It’s been several weeks since I found Davina. She’s healing well and should be fully healed in a few days. I know her and Jasper are eager to mark and claim one another. I’m glad they are doing well. They are a strong couple, and while they might have obstacles in their way. I don’t think that will stop them.  I’ve spent as much time as I can getting to know Davina. She is eager to become a part of our pack and help me as my beta. Most packs don’t give their Luna a beta because most packs aren’t as big as ours. Since our pack is the largest and we just introduced a second Beta, I get my own Beta. Honestly, that’s a relief to me because being Luna comes with more responsibilities than I know what to do with.  Being Luna has vastly grown on me. I honestly didn’t think I’d like it. Perhaps I was just scared of failing. I was also intimidated by living

The stress of war weighs down on me. I hate feeling like a sitting duck waiting for fucking Crieg to strike. Alpha Jack, along with several other Alpha’s and my pack as well have set several scouts to see where the asshole could be hiding. Crieg is smart and always on the move. He never stays in one spot for long, so tracking him is hard. So, we are just waiting for him to make a move. I hate waiting. I don’t have patience. I even lose it with Lana sometimes, and many others. I’m not known to be patient and my anger issues have gotten the better of me more than I count. Losing it on Amara and wrongly imprisoning her was a mix of anger and guilt. That’s only one example of my anger getting the better of me and when it’s mixed with other emotions, I can be toxic as Jasper has said many times. I always hoped Cheryl would h

Thankfully, my morning sickness has resolved thanks to the meds that the doc prescribed me. Today is my first day out of bed and I‘m ready to move around and do some Luna work. Matteo’s parents have been helping with Lana and pack stuff. Thank the goddess they are here to help. Lana is currently at school while Matteo is off doing Alpha stuff. That wolf is on the hunt for the Crieg.  Everyday that Matteo doesn’t find his enemy the more on edge he becomes. I know he’s doing his best to keep calm for my sake and the pups sake, but he’s struggling. Matteo being on edge puts us all on edge, but he is good at hiding it. So, only those of us who know him well, know he’s hiding it. I guess it’s part of the role of Alpha is to hide your feelings so the pack doesn’t freak out. If they saw him freaked out, on edge, or really any negative emotion they would react and mimic his negative emotions.