''No! It was proven already that she is the-'' I closed my eyes tightly as I heard Mrs. Rarah's voice. ''Mom, please stop this already. I am tired and I know that it was not Kellah. Besides you did not watch the video yet and also the missing sheets. I will explain it to you once you are in a better mood already.'' Rozieden immediately cut her off. Mrs. Rarah smiled sarcastically as she also glance at me. ''You know what Rozieden, when you introduced this woman to me I really do not like her. And now that this issue came out I got mad to her even more and I don't think I will ever accept this girl.'' She uttered as she left the office room of Rozieden. I swallowed hard to supressed my emotions. I do not want to speak because I am scared that I can speak something bad out of anger. Rozieden immediately walk towards me with so much frustration on his eyes. I smiled fakely so that he will not worry about me. Earlier a meeting has been conducted by Mr. Woods and he announced that I

I am holding my head already out of frustration. They trace it until it reaches the exit that Dad used to leave the building. They reached the cameras in the area where staffs and other people parked their cars. Dad is there since two AM in the morning and I feel like I am going to explode and get crazy from the fact that it’s been five hours since he left the room and he is not yet here.After watching the whole footage we saw how my father walk together with a car so that the guards can’t see him and in fact even if he uses the right exit they will allow hom to go because he looks like just a visitor of the patient because he is not wearing a patients clothes anymore.I immediately shake my head as I run and left the building to find Dad. I am running with so much frustration. I just can’t process it. I can’t imagine what happened to him inside five hours and since he left the center.I don’t know where to start but I continued walking.I continued walking and even if I am too tire

My body hurts and I don't have the energy while entering the building of the UZ bank. This is also the first time that I am checking my phone since yesterday I absent in my work. I need to go to work right now but I am still not feeling alright even if authorities assured me about my father. I am scared that if I won't find him myself I can't see him anymore. I am staring at my phone while I am inside the elevator. It was full of Rozieden's messages and missed calls. I feel guilty about it but with so much frustration and stressed about Dad and I didn't even notice my phone, and I think it's valid. It is valid that I should ignore him even just for this, this is more important than anything else. But how can I tell him? Ho can I tell him that I have a lot of problems. Dad is sick, he is missing and now I did not found him yet. I need to tell him about it so that i can focus on Dad without worrying about my job. If it is needed, I can quit here. Yes, I can just to focus for Dad.

I was crying the whole lunch time. It is just I can't stop it any more and I feel like I'm alone, I mean yes, I'm really alone in this fight and there's nothing else to rely on except myself. I am inside the bathroom and I did nothing but to cry and cry the whole lunch time, I am alone eating from my table. This is the first time again that me and Rozieden did not eat together at the lunch time. I feel like everyone betrayed me and even if I am not the type who do self pity but still I can't stop myself from feeling this way. Now, I am doubting it again. I am doubting telling Rozieden again. I am scared that he is not really into me that it will never be enough for him to understand me, to understand my situation and at the end he will be a someone who is nothing but a few chapters in my life but will never be the epilogue and the ending. I am so anxious about everything but still I finished my work even keep thinking about what is happening right now about Dad. What is he eating?

To love is to show it's real meaning. To love is to make people feel it that it's real. To love is to act too. You should not just keep telling that you love that person and make them feel them that it seems like you don't. If you say you love a person then you are obliged to make them feel that you are in order to keep them, if you want to keep or to make them stay then you should show them what they deserve because if those people loves you too, they will surely do the same way. That is how love works. I've been finding for a reason to love again. I've been trying to. I always look up to the sky, finding for signs. I always listens and observe myself in case I feel happy again for the people who randomly comes in my life. But I just can't find it for myself. It feels like I am seeking for something. I am seeking for something that I can't describe. It is hard to notice what is wrong to you self and that is what I am feeling right now. I feel like I lack of something. I feel like th