All Chapters of Bestie Sugar Baby: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10
70 Chapters
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I am not sabotaging myself, I'm just done with dating. I can't do it anymore. I’m so sick of first date I feel like I'm watching the same movie for four years straight. That's why I've decided to take a break. Or call it quit, whichever makes you feel better because I don't care anymore, I'm out of this dating cycle. Out. Over. Forever.Okay maybe that's a little dramatic. Maybe not forever but probably for a long time. "Sure, find yourself, love yourself, focus on your own happiness, I'm totally like one hundred percent with you on this. You don't have to rush, you got time Honey." She always get me, supporting me in whatever I do doesn’t matter what other people think. She’s my rock, she’s my world, I’m glad she’s my mother but at the same time also a best friend. I’m so lucky everyone around me supports my decision instead of pestering me with when-are-you-gonna-get-married-you-are-already-30-this-year. Maybe I’m unlucky with my love life but I'm definitely fortunate to be in
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After we drop Grandma and Grandpa at their house that is 10 minutes away from Mom's, both of us stop by at a supermarket to stock up before the long weekend. "Are you sad Kai's not home with you this weekend?" I ask him when we're waiting for the meat to be cut. "A bit." "Do you want a hug?""No." "Why?""Because I'm the third manliest guy on earth." "You're full of shit," I hit his chest playfully before hugging him, to which he opens an arm to welcome me further into his embrace. "I plan so many things for us this weekend,” he sounds so disappointed, “I even bought a ticket to the aquarium.""Well we can still go. I like fish." I wiggle further into his arm as he laughs, "Yeah fish likes you too. You're such a wiggly worm," he grins before letting me go to take the wrapped meat on the counter. I know how excited he is when it's his turn to spend time with Kai. But Lauren has been robbing his time with their only son twice this month. I don't know if she purposely did it but I
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I can hear his adorable laugh the moment I step out of the elevator. I quicken my steps to our place, all excited to smooch that three year old creature. He's got to be the cutest creature alive! "Mama Ninaaaaaaa!" He runs to me the moment I walk into the house. I lower my body as I open my arms, ready to welcome such big hug from him. "You didn't tell me you're coming!" I carry him to the kitchen, where Toffer is busy transferring food from the pan to a big serving bowl. "I would if Daddy gives me a phone." "In your dream, young man." Toffer glances at us before bringing the bowl to the dining table. "Are you sleeping here tonight? Mama Nina mish you so much!" I smooch him on the cheek as he giggles, "I miss you more!" Toffer takes my huge tote bag from my shoulder so I can freely hug the little boy with both of my hands, "Sleep with Mama Nina tonight?" "But Daddy wants to sleep with me." "But Mama Nina mish you." "But Daddy misses me since Friday." "But Mama Nina mish you."
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It was so awkward four years ago to join my circle of friends with majority of them bringing their spouse and kids at the outings. Four years ago, when I broke my engagement with Josh. I was alone, while they were busy chatting with their partners. Well they did try to include me in their conversation but sometimes you know, you just feel it. Alone. Even among the crowd who loves you.Now I'm immune already, I even help babysit their kids while they enjoy their food. "Oh my God!" Kelly's gasp distract me from continuing telling May about my healthy brownie recipe. All of us turn to the figure that's hugging her. "Chris?!" May stands up and runs to him. My heart stops beating seeing his wide smile as he hugs his best friend. Well, used to be best friend. Heck, I'm not even sure if they're still best friends since May never mentions about him in front of me. Either out of respect or simply because they're not talking anymore.
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Step one is admitting it. So yes, I admit I can't wait for this day to arrive. Step two is facing it. Yes, I'm currently facing him. Not facing him like face to face but yeah, I'm standing at a corner while looking at him with his supermodel-like girlfriend. Step three is to accept it. After two weeks of harrasment from Toffer and May, I have finally accepted that I'm still not over him. Verbally, not just in my mind. Step four is to move on. So this is where it gets tricky. How do I move on if I'm still not over him? Do I listen to Toffer? Try again, get him to deflower me (urgh that word) then finally move on if it really doesn't work. But he has a girlfriend, silly. "Does Eva knows you dated him before?" Charlotte asks when I'm still watching the happy couple from a distance. "Not sure. Maybe not." "Yeah why should he, right? It's in the past. Everybody knows it's a bet anyway," she gives out
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"You're doing good?" His deep voice throws me out completely. I turn to the side, at the guy who used to love me. Used to? Did he ever, actually? Was it just a bet? But it was six years. Six long years. "Pretty good. What about you?" "Excellent." He smiles as he takes a seat next to me. "So that's Christopher? Toffer?" He asks while his eyes point towards my best friend who's playing slides with the kids. I nod, "Yeah." "You guys are together now?" I laugh as I shake my head, "No, we're just friends. Roommates." "Oh you two are living together?" "Yup, since the past two years. I actually rented his apartment four years ago but he moved in two years later when he broke up with his girlfriend." Maybe too much info? God, he still makes me nervous. And when I'm nervous I vomit words. Unnecessary details. "So you're back for good?" I immediately ask him, wanting to divert the topic
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"At least 5ft 10, blonde, blue or green or whatever captivating eye colour it is, outgoing, slutty in bed but classy on the street, and an hourglass figure." I'm basically listing the qualities that Lauren has. Well actually, the quality of all his ex girlfriends slash flings slash one-night-stands. "Tall with abs, muscles, rich, handsome, a little bit French-" I wanna stop him at 'a little bit French' but he beats me at it when he continues, "and a fuckboy." "A fuckboy? Really?" I roll my eyes as he laughs, "You're the one who told me he fucks every time you guys broke up.""We're listing the criteria of the one that you and I want to date, not describing an ex! Which by the way, get your facts right. Jason wasn't a fuckboy.""No need for the pretence, I can read you like a book, Nina. We are definitely talking about that Frenchie fuckboy, not your softie ex."I roll my eyes again. Fine, when he mentioned the firs
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I drop by at the new bakery again for another slice of cheesecake. Correction, another slice of heaven-on-earth. No, correction again, another slice of heaven-on-mouth. Mhmmm yums. As usual, instead of just buying the one that I aim to buy, I somehow managed to purchase a few other treats considering Toffer's not gonna have dinner with me tonight so I might just eat all these sweet stuff as dinner. A glass of wine, or maybe two, and a whole bag of dessert. What a life! I go to bed as early as 9 to ensure I have enough sleep before Toff comes home from his date, and keeps me up all night with his night activity. I did complain to him which the following week I was gifted with a pink limited-edition Bose noise-cancellation headphone. Yes, it's very helpful. But I still can't sleep with those giant headphones on my ears thats why I opt for sleeping early and covering my ears with the headphones once I got woken up by the screaming and slapping and so many kinky stuff I have yet to und
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I'm not sure is it because I'm a bit reserved, or the girls are too expressive, or he really feels that good because seriously, I can't wrap it in my head of how loud those ladies-during-the-day-but-loud-during-the-night are. As of tonight, Cassie is seriously screaming like she's in pain. ... is she? I've known Toffer since I was 18 when we attended pre-uni together. We got closer during the second semester and had spent so much time together up until now. All those time, he is one of the most gentle-men I've ever met, on par with my exes. He can't be torturing them, can he? So tell me, how, or what the hell is he doing that makes Cassie and other previous ladies he brought home scream like that? Begging, weeping, screaming, you name it. I feel like they're making porn together. Hardcore porn. Oh shut up, I watch porn so what? I'm an adult. A fucking thirty year old adult. Yeah I'm a thirty year old virgin but
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Instead of serving coffee for the ladies in the morning after a whole night of fuck fiesta, I always choose to sleep in if it's the weekend. So today, I choose to sleep until 1, not even bothered that I miss lunch since I'm gonna go to Mom's around 3 to stuff myself with dinner and leftover lunch. Chicken pie, yums! "Princess, are you up?" I yawn listening to the hoarse voice next to me. He must be sleeping here again. Every Friday night he'd fuck until morning, have breakfast with the lady knowing I'm not gonna be up to serve them hot beverage, send them home, then come back and sleep in my bed until late afternoon. "Hmmmm." I hum as a reply. "What time are we going?" "Three." "Can we go at five?" I open my eyes to find him spread wide beside me, eyes closed with no shirt on, just his boxer. "Did you promise Susan you'd go at three?" He's still talking with eyes closed, "ah n
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