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CAROLINA" Carolina," Gadreel called me just as Kayler was about to kiss me. I wanted that kiss so much. I squeeze my eyes shut for a moment and pull away, but Kayler stands up and faces him, "What are you doing with her?" —he spits.I stand up and put myself in the middle of the two."Stay out of it, Gadreel, this is between Carolina and me," Kayler snaps back.—Guys please, this is not the time for arguments, it's mom's wedding so please behave yourselves, okay? —I tell them, now I'm going to Gadreel— Kayler was just telling me about my father —I explained.Gadreel looks at me so he relaxes a bit. -Safe?—Of course, what's more, let's go because mom must be wondering where I am."Carolina, we need to keep talking," I heard Kayler say from behind me. I looked at him.-We will talk later, okey? I took Gadreel's arm, giving Kayler a half smile, a smile that meant a lot: thanks, sorry. I finally felt like I was fully healing. I finally felt like maybe Kayler and I could finally be happy

I swallowed hard not knowing what to say, at this point Gadreel was scaring me and I was afraid that whatever I said or did would make him angry and he would take it out on who knows what.“Gadreel, there are many women in the world who I'm sure would kill to be with someone like you. Just don't do the wrong thing. I appreciate you very much and if you calmly accept this I promise you that you will be happy. There is a soul mate for every person on this earth.—But not everyone has the happiness of finding it."You are not the exception. You are intelligent, you are pretty, thoughtful and successful, tell me, who could say no to you?-You."Shall I tell you something?" If it wasn't Kayler's mate I'm sure I'd fall in love with you.-You know? That has a solution.I frowned.-Which?"Stop being Kayler's mate."-That can not be done. —besides, he didn't want to."Of course, it's a good time today with the rebirth moon." You can start over and I can be your soul mate and so no one can sep

-Is past. I'm sure you'll make a good family with Piper. I wish you the best, Kayler, from the bottom of my heart,” I blurted out."Caroline, no."This time, please don't look for me." If you love me, let me go," I begged.I no longer wanted to suffer. He just wanted to be at peace and be happy once and for all. Despite the fact that I was broken inside and that he had taken care of paralyzing my emotions, I thought that it was the best thing at once: to separate. We would get nowhere. And regardless of whether we returned, the relationship would not be the same and it would be a matter of time before we ended up again and I did not want to be in that vicious circle. Because it was plain and simple: I didn't trust him and whatever he did or wherever he went he would think things.Maybe I'm unfair, but I'm choosing my peace of mind.-Love you. I love you so much. And I know that I was wrong. If one day I don't get to be in this life, remember me well. Remember that there was Kayler Bro

Valentine's Day last year, and the other years past, I spent with my friends and with Will, who was my boyfriend at the time. We would all go out in a group and go to the cinema to see a romantic movie and then go to eat at a restaurant or something like that. This Valentine's Day I have a feeling that it will be different, yes, it's obvious because now I have another boyfriend, now I won't be with my same friends but that doesn't matter, you know. They will be with their boyfriends too. Anne will be with her family. Mom will go with Mike I don't know where but I'm going to ask him later to be informed. So here is me, Carolina Lane, sitting in the same chair in my classroom. There were minutes left to go to the cafeteria. "Pss, Pss," someone sites me. It's Anne. I look at her questioningly. "Kayler told you where they're going?" —questions. Although today was the day of love and friendship we have to be in class. Agh, couldn't they give us this day off? Really. I shook my head. What's

I ran as fast as I could through the forest, I didn't care if my dress had torn or if it was covered in mud. Images of Kayler's daughter flooded my mind and wouldn't come out. Piper. How could he mess with the sister of the girl who wanted to kill me and hurt me a lot? I stumbled on a root, I couldn't take it anymore. Besides, I didn't want mom to see me like this. I was crying, I'm sure the mascara had run all over my face. Why Kayler? Just when I thought we'd be happy. Just when I had left Gradreel for you. Gadreel, maybe he didn't do things right a while ago but he was the only one who was with me in these five years and he didn't let me down. I paid him badly. -Carolina! I heard Kayler's voice in the distance. I got to my feet and kept running until I reached the backyard of the ceremony. I couldn't ruin Mom's night, it was her night. I went into the house through the back door in search of my room. I needed to shower and change. I don't remember much of that night, my vision