Lahat ng Kabanata ng In Love With A Wolf : Kabanata 161 - Kabanata 170

"What the fuck are you saying, father?!" Kayler stands up and faces her father. All of us present were startled by his reaction. My heart started to beat a little harder."Calm down, Kayler, I didn't want to say anything to you because I planned to do it with everyone at the same time," he replies."Carolina is not alone..." he says, but at the same time he seemed to be fighting against something inside himself that made him want to not defend me: pride—the fact that she and I aren't together doesn't mean I'm without a pack— Kayler addresses me, when I thought he would pass by me without even looking at me, I was surprised when he took my hand and made me go behind him."Hey, but what..." I wanted to object."Silence, Carolina, just follow me," and we went through the doors where the meeting was taking place.God, Kayler's touch burns me.We go up some stairs until we reach a room. It was Kayler's room. It was the first time he came here. When we were once inside he closed the door be

-What are you doing here? I ask Kayler as I notice him getting out of his brand new car."What do I mean here?" I came to take you to work," he said confidently. He was wearing blue slacks and a white dress shirt, but the sleeves were rolled up to the elbows and some of the buttons were undone. His hair was disheveled. I cursed myself for looking as sexy as ever."And how do you know I have to go to work?" I crossed my arms."Shit, Brown, why don't you leave Carolina alone once and for all?" Get over it,” Gadreel said, seeming to be stressed out by seeing Kayler. And when not"Don't mess around, this is between Carolina and me," he snapped, "why don't you go off to your fantasy world?"—And your world is very real to say, huh?"If you don't want trouble, don't mess with me." Gadreel approached Kayler looking for a fight.Oh no, so early in the morning and they'll start arguing."Tell me when and where, idiot, let's fix this once and for all," Kayler faced him.I stepped between the tw

While I was in my house, going from one end of the room to the other, I kept thinking about Kayler or Rafael. I needed to know. It was after midnight, 2:30 am to be exact. He hadn't slept at all this entire journey. Mom was already asleep, luckily she didn't notice that she had come in Kayler's car or she would have bombarded me with her questions.I was wearing pajama shorts, a tank top, and my socks. I was barefoot and my hair was tied up in a messy bun. I felt restless and desperate to hear from him. I'm not saying that Rafael doesn't deserve whatever Kayler did to him, just that I don't condone violence. Kayler can be very violent when angry and cannot gauge the size of his strength or anger in the moment.If only I knew where they would be a while ago I would have gone there. I resigned myself to waiting for him, no matter how much I needed answers, he didn't come. I sighed deeply and began to climb the stairs heavily; I felt powerless. Even though I knew I wouldn't sleep at all,

—Tell me, Carolina, how do you feel? the doctor asks me. I do a mental check in on my thoughts to really see how I feel.These past few days had been chaos. Kayler's arrival, the supposed exile, the packs after me, now that Kayler knows the truth... there are so many things."I'm...a little tense because of certain things that happened," I answer sincerely. I am lying down with my hands resting on my stomach. I liked coming here and talking to her, she made me feel very free. And this place gave me peace of mind."And what happened?" he asks. "Kayler's back," I said simply. "And does that affect you?"-Of course. That he came back makes me relive so many things. You already know the truth about Rafael. The two of them quarreled and Rafael left forever. Now Kayler wants to come back to me."And you want to go back with him?"—I don't know... deep down inside I'm dying to get back with him but..."You still don't forgive him," he finishes for me.She knew the whole story from the beginn

But maybe it was for the best. For both.I pull away slowly as I feel a tear run down my cheek. I felt a lump in my throat that prevented me from saying what I had to say. There are so many things that make me mistrust him and that make me feel bad.I have to make a decision at once because I feel like we can't go on with yes and no. It has to be something permanent.“Kayler, I...” I whispered."Why do I feel that what you will tell me will break my heart?" -asks me. I felt a pang in my chest."We can't go on like this," I tell him. I felt that if I spoke in a row I would break here in front of him so I took my time to breathe. — Being in this circle of yes and no is not good for me. For both. You know? I love you too much but... I can't go back with you.I felt pain in his gaze."Don't tell me this," he tells me."Besides the fact that you mistrusted me in the worst way and left me, now you're with someone else and I think you owe her respect," I whispered. I was playing strong to av