Lahat ng Kabanata ng Suck Me Harder, Mr. Bodyguard!: Kabanata 21 - Kabanata 30

Ivanna's PoV The doctor will reportedly give me the tests and biopsy results this morning. I don't know why I have to undergo a series of tests. It's not like I just had an accident, and it has nothing to do with my health or anything. I felt fine all this time and didn't complain of anything other than the frequent headaches. But yeah, I'm fine. Unfortunately, Bri and Kay disagreed with me. They looked worried as the doctor walked into my room and read the results of the test. And the reality I heard made my world seem to crumble beneath my feet. I didn't expect that the disease my mother suffered from was also something I had to experience now. Blood cancer and undergoing chemotherapy one to two times a week were exhausting. I had been with my mom then, and I knew how she was so tired and eventually gave up. "We can schedule chemotherapy from now on so that the cancer cells don't spread further," the doctor said, which I could only hear after my mind had been wandering. When

Ivanna's PoV Jax was still adamant that he didn't want me to be like him. Even though I know, even though I forgot a little, he enjoyed my blood so much when we had an accident. Should I remind him? It's been countless days since I found out that I might die soon, and I decided against chemotherapy because I didn't want to go through what my mother had gone through. However, this time, it seemed I would change my mind when Jax asked me to meet with Ayden. Jax said that there was another way for me to survive my illness. In other words, it wasn't the disease that would be killed, but my body that he made much more vital. "This is a serum I've made with spinal cord extraction and other ingredients and supplements. You won't have to do any transplant surgery or chemotherapy if this works." Ayden showed me several ampoules of the strange liquid. I happened to come to see him with Jax, and seeing the object in front of us, it was Jax who reacted. "You mean it's still not past the ex

Ivanna's PoV I still can't accept what Jax said to me today. My mind drifted aimlessly and unfocused as my engagement ceremony took place. I still hadn't checked my safe storage, as Jax had requested to prove the truth of his words, and I still carried out my and Kay's engagement. I don't know if this decision resulted from my own decision or my anger over Jax's rejection of the request to make me a vampire like him. I just wanted to teach him a lesson. However, the man seemed calm when he attended Kay and I's engagement ceremony. I did not see a look of annoyance or anxiety on his face. Jax Alister ... you are mysterious and make me drown in curiosity. If he had shown a little dislike or told me the truth about why he was blocking the engagement and asking me to cancel the wedding, I might not have been so angry. I was already in the room with Kay, who nuzzled my neck and back. I wasn't in the mood to make love right now. My mind couldn't stop buzzing with the words Jax said.

Trigger warning! There is some abuse and harassment. Ivanna's PoV I stared at the corner of the room where Jax used to be. It was empty. He wasn't anywhere. I was sure Jax was the one who saved me from Kay, but he didn't show up when I needed him the most. At least to talk to me and to protect me. Isn't that his job as my bodyguard? I was just worried. What if Kay returned and did it again because he felt entitled to me and everything I had? Ah, damn it! I remembered what Jax said the other day about Kay and what he did during my absence. I got up and hurried to the walking closet containing some money and valuables, where I kept safe. I opened it slowly, not out of doubt, but feared that what Jax said was true. Just as my hand was about to grab everything inside to make sure, I heard a very familiar voice in my ear. Bri came with a tray of food in her hand. "Hey, baby. How are you?" Bri asked with concern. I turned my head and closed my safe again, then staggered back to t

Ivanna PoV I couldn't move my body. Only my eyes blinked weakly and tried to recognize my current existence. However, it still didn't work. I had experienced so much misfortune and only hoped for two things: Jax to save and take me far away or die. Who would be able to survive after experiencing the kind of harassment and abuse I had? There was no safe place for me now because Bri believed what Kay said more than what came out of my mouth. So, it was useless to expect help from her. I took the time for an evening walk while in the hospital. Bri drove me and kept me company for a while. I was silent from when she arrived until the moment in the park. And it seemed that my attitude was starting to worry her. "Vans, what's wrong? Why are you breaking down and doing dangerous things like this? Do you no longer consider me a friend?" the girl asked, which frankly annoyed me. Did she ever ask me anything first before listening to what that crazy guy had to say? And what did she say