Semua Bab ALPHA GAVRAEL: Bab 101 - Bab 110

ADAIRA~I stared at the brown wolf snaring at me and all I felt was anger. I haven’t felt this level of anger in a while and if I really think about it, I’ll realise that I wasn’t just angry at this male for hurting Tamika. What made my anger more potent was the fact that this situation reminded me of my own. It hurts worse when a mate that's supposed to love and care for you, be your shield against the world, ends up being the one to cause you pain and allow others to do the same to you. Tamika doesn’t deserve that and this male does not deserve her. I was thankful that he hadn’t marked her yet, that way, she could reject him. She’s young, there’s still time for her to find a better male to mate. Even if she doesn’t get another fated mate, she can find a good chosen mate to bond with. I’m sure there are males in the pack that would do anything to make her theirs and would treat her right. With Gavrael’s mark on me and mine on him, there was no such hope for me. I'm stuck with him fo

ADAIRA ~ Was this how Gavrael felt his anger? Was it always this intense? If so then I could somewhat understand why he always wanted to fight, and to kill. I was so angry. It was like my anger had just been accumulating from all the times that I forgave someone for an offence in the past, or overlooked something that should have made me get pissed off. Then now, it all came back like a flood and wanted me to destroy everything around me. Fortunately for everyone else, Gavrael was the perfect target for my level of anger so no one else would bear it. But unfortunately for him, it would not be a pleasant experience. “Calm down, Adaira.” He said to me but his words had the opposite effect on me Instead of getting calm, I became more angry that he was trying to shut me up. “DON’T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN!” I yelled. The closest thing to me was the bedside drawer so I used one hand to sweep across it and toss everything on it to the floor. He looked like he was about to complain about me

ADAIRA~We ended up on the bed after nearly putting a hole in the wall, and I mistakenly broke the headboard when I held onto it while having what was probably the fifth orgasm. When we finally collapsed into a sweaty, tangled heap, there was not a trace of the anger I had previously felt, and I felt so lax that I fell asleep almost immediately despite the fact that I needed to talk to Tamika and we needed to interrogate the brothers that were sitting in a cell right now. I also needed to ask Gaby what they had wanted to tell me in the kitchen before all this happened, but I couldn’t get myself to move an inch from my position on the bed. And Gavrael was stroking my hair which lulled me to sleep extremely fast.I had a weird dream. It seemed like I was floating above my body in my dream, watching myself do things from another perspective. I had no idea if this was a vision of the future or one of those past memories that I could not remember but seemed to belong to me. I was first in

GAVRAEL~“What are you doing here?” Adaira asked the female, Kraine’s mate, as we approached the cell house.She wasn’t supposed to be here and she knew it. That was why she looked like she wished the earth would open up and swallow her for being caught here.“You better not be here to help that bastard.” Adaira snapped at her as she opened her mouth to give a reply to the question.“I just wanted to s.see him, even if just for a minute. I’m… I’m sorry.” The female replied with barely concealed fear.“Don’t be sorry, be sensible. Why are you coming back to him after all he did to you? I haven’t even heard the full story but what I’ve heard is enough to make me despise him for life.” Adaira replied.I wanted to tell Adaira to take it easy on the girl because she was young, and it was her first time experiencing something like this. But I decided to stay out of the conversation. The female looked fragile, and like she needed a softer approach, but I trusted Adaira to know what was best

ADAIRA~Tamika didn’t waste a second longer there, she turned and walked away as fast as she could. Even though her quick reaction hid her face, I had seen the tears in her eyes before she turned away. Kraine held his chest in the cell with a dazed look on his face. He was feeling the empty place in his heart where the bond had been before Tamika rejected him. I understood that feeling of emptiness, I had also felt it after coming back to life to discover my bond with Gavrael was broken. It was like you lost a part of your soul, a part of yourself that seems so far away and because of it you would never be the same. He deserved to feel that way and worse. Tamika would feel it too, but she wouldn’t be as acutely affected as he would be because she had been the one to break their bond.“You will stand trial in three days. You will be brought before everyone to state your atrocities, and I will deliver my verdict for your judgement. Before then, I will make sure you will beg for death a