Lindsay's POVAs I walked into the office foyer, I instantly felt nervous. It felt like everybody bored holes in my body with their eyes, judging me for cheating on my husband. That was my paranoia acting up. In a real sense, no one was staring. They all went on with their normal routine like I didn't matter.Shaun had called me, saying I should meet him at the office instead of his place. I frowned at the idea. It wasn't such a great idea to meet in public. My husband's eyes were everywhere and it would only be a matter of time before he caught me. I wanted to do everything in my power to avoid that.When I got to Shaun's office, I made the mistake of not knocking. I barged into his office and I instantly regretted it“How the fuck did you let this happen again?!“ Shaun roared with rage. His face was red in anger and his eyes were deadly.I had never seen Shaun so mad before. He was yeling at the man with him, but it felt like he was yelling at me.Not knowing what to do, I leaned on

“since when"I rolled my eyes even though I was so fucking embarrassed. “since never. I don't see the need for that"He snickered."No wonder you act so cluelessly sometimes”"Excuse you” I feigned annoyance. "Anyway, that's what you are here for”"To teach you how to touch yourself?“I flushed. “To teach me how to be less clueless goddamn it" He leaned on his chair and his gaze hardened once more as he looked at me. He was right, I was clueless, I didn't even know where to start.“Lie down back," he said in a raspy tone. I did as he told me to. I lay down on the bed, already breathing fast. That wasn't from arousal, that was from nervousness.“Spread those legs," he instructed. I was reluctant, but I did as he asked. I noticed how his eyes changed instantly. It became more intense. The way he stared at my cunt made me feel more nervous, but that didn't stop me from being aroused. “Now don't be a shy kitten, touch yourself," he said in a low tone. He sounded like he was holding on

Lindsay's POVI stared at my food, too bored to eat. Asher spoke with my parents and they paid rapt attention. No one cared to notice if I was eating or not. Not that I was affected. I just felt they should at least show a little bit of concern. My parents loved Asher so much that if they had to choose between the both of us, I was pretty sure they would go for Asher. He had what they wanted and that was money and power.I couldn't help but ask. What the fuck did they need his money for? They were already old and had enjoyed their lives. The least they could do was let me enjoy my life too.“Mum you aren't eating?" Leia was the first to point out and I was snapped back to reality.“Yes darling you aren't," my mum said after her and I was forced to roll my eyes. I bet if Leia hadn't said anything, they would keep on talking to Asher and treating me like I didn't matter. I was their daughter for crying out loud.“I don't feel like it"“Is it the food? Should I tell Rebecca to get you so

Lindsay POV “Why didn't daddy take me to school today?” Leia asked as I stared down at her with my hand wrapped around hers."You heard your father. He has to be at work today”"Don't you have to be at work too?“"It's fine honey”. I smiled at her even though my cheeks hurt so bad. It was bruised, thanks to Asher. I had to apply tons of foundation to it. The only problem I had was how I was going to hide it from Shaun. He had always been the observative one."Alright say bye-bye to mummy,” I said to Leia who was already running to her class. She turned around and gave me a hug. "That's enough sweetheart” I kissed her on her cheek and off she went.I was about to leave too, but my name was called."Mrs. Thompson” I turned around to see who it was.I hadn't met that woman before, but that didn't stop me from smiling. I was always so quick to smile. That was to my disadvantage that day because my cheeks were starting to hurt so badly. It was as if the skin of my cheeks tore each time

Lindsay POV.“What were you doing at that school's meeting today?". Shaun asked the moment he opened the door for me to get in. He didn't even notice how much I dressed up for him. I even had to risk getting caught by Asher. If I hadn't been smart enough to slip away without him noticing, I would have been more than dead. “Well, it's nice to meet you too Shaun," I said in sarcasm as I walked inside the house fully. “I was dropping off my sister's child and I had to stay for the meeting"I had to lie. Saying the truth was not an option.“I was surprised when I saw you"“Don't you own jexs? What do you need the school for".“It's complicated" With the way, his face changed when he said those words, I could tell he was annoyed. He settled on one of the couches and I sat down next to him. “You look tired" “And frustrated" he sighed, leaning his head on the edge of the couch “I feel suffocated. It's as if everyone is looking up to me not to mess things up, but that's so hard”"It can't