BeckyI stood up in shame, my face was burning so bad, I walked upstairs to the room and met Lucas lying on the bed, I left quietly and walked into the bathroom as I got under the shower, I thought the water is going to stop my face from burning but when I look myself in the mirror using the bathroom wall mirror, the color of my face was almost changing and burning so bad.I came out of the bathroom and took a cream from my closet which I applied on my face to lessen the burning and pain as well. I wore my nighties and didn't know if I should sleep on the bed or go downstairs and use one of the rooms as usual, I was still contemplating when Lucas slowly turned around in his sleep, I walked to the closet and picked a blanket after which I picked a pillow from the bed, I walked back to one of the couches in the room and laid down, I covered myself with the sheet and hugged the pillow.I wanted to sleep so bad, but how do I sleep when the event of yesterday refused to go away, the pain o

BeckyI woke up early the next day and asked Emelia to make me so many dishes that help one to add weight, and right now I’m sitting in the dining room waiting for my meal to arrive. Last night after talking with Emelia I made up my mind that I have not tried enough, I haven't tried everything on the list that I wrote down, so maybe I should start doing what he likes which is…..he complained before our wedding when he came to my house that he did not like that I’m slim so right now I’ll do everything in my power to gain weight.The food finally came as Emelia set them on the table, they were so much that I began to question if I can be able to finish them, but I was so determined to do this, I picked up my spoon as I began to eat, I have almost eaten half of the food when I heard footsteps coming downstairs, I looked and saw it was Lucas but I focused my attention back to the food that I was eating.“Seriously Becky, you woke up early this morning just to eat so much food? Are you try

LucasI was surprised when Becky did not say anything to me this morning, I have never seen her laugh so hard before, I’ve never seen her smile so much before but this morning she was laughing and smiling, and even when I walked into the kitchen she saw me and still acted like I’m some kind of invincible creature.I’m actually happy because this is what I wanted, I want her to leave my life for good. I believe she's starting to realize that the both of us can never work out and we are not compatible in any way.I got into the car as my driver drove off. I wish she can finally live so I can bring back the woman of my dreams, the one I wanted so badly but could not have because of Becky's selfishness.I got to the company and went straight to my office as I began with the work of the day“Lucas?” I heard Kai’s voice and just like I expected he walked right into my office, Kai is my best friend but he's the most annoying best friend ever.“You should be in your company,” I said between g

LucasI don't know why I felt this tightening on my chest seeing how Kai ran after Becky. Ever since Kai leave I’ve been trying to get that thought out of my head but it's almost impossible especially when I watched him eat the food Becky brought for me but it's not like I wanted to eat the food so why am I feeling this way?For the rest of the day I tried concentrating on office work but it’s almost impossible for me to do, it's almost like the more I tried the harder it became, I ended up not doing any more work till the rest of the day, as soon as I left the office I drove myself straight to the club, I want to get myself drunk cause I don't understand this new feeling that I’m beginning to feel I got to the club and ordered so many bottles of tequila and also packets of cigarettes, I only drink and smoke when I’m angry and right now they are the right thing I needed for this mood, I kept drinking bottle after bottle, and kept on ordering for more till it was almost impossible fo

Lucas It’s been a month since after what happened, I still have not been able to erase the memory of that night from my head, somehow I regret that that night happened and somehow I don't regret it.But I find it hard to concentrate on work these days and it’s crazy especially when Becky is no longer talking to me, I want so much to tell myself that I’m happy and it's what I’ve been wanting for a long time for her to stop talking to me but the more I try to convince myself the harder it becomes cause I know deep down in my heart that I’m confused about so many new feelings that I’m experiencing..I was still in thought when my office door clicked open and Benita walked in,“Babe…” She called happily as she ran to hug me, but for some reason I no longer felt the same happiness and craving I used to feel whenever I missed her“Babe what's wrong?” She asked and sat on my lap as she cupped my face,“Nothing” I forced a smile“Why do I feel like you're not happy to see me?”“Why would you