Semua Bab Forbidden desires: In love with my brother's best friend : Bab 21 - Bab 30

Lina’s POVI didn't know how exactly I was to describe what I felt, but I knew that I was glad at what had just happened, that was if it was true. My mother's lips curled into an oh as she inched closer to him, probably thinking Emily had done it and she was cruel. “ Oh my, how could she have done such a thing? No one should do something like that to anyone, how are you feeling now? Have you thought about how you are going to explain it to your parents?”“ She didn't do it, I did.”My mother's face morphed into shock before she managed to ask. “ You did? Why? I was thinking she had done it.”“ I don't love her, and I don't want to be forced into a marriage where I don't love who I will be getting married to so it was best that we went our separate ways, at least now that it was salvageable.”“ Your parents must not have taken it in the best way, is that why you slept here last night? You got into a scuffle with them?” “ Yes, things went south and it got heated, but I should leave

Josh's POV I tapped on my knees as I waited for her to give a response to my message and it was taking time, taking a whole lot of time than I had expected. Was I being selfish if I had thought I would have gotten a response immediately? If she would have consented? Or let me know she was in it from the onset? Had I expected too much? " Is something wrong?" Max asked, as we walked down the hall heading down. All we were going to do was let out our grievances known and make sure that he was expelled, there was going to be no two ways about it, it was what we wanted and we weren't going back on it. " Nope, nothing to worry about." " Your face doesn't give off that." He told me, but I didn't pay any attention to that. For starters, how was I to let him know that I was this way because of his sister? He was going to skin me and throw me off into the pit, if there was anything like that. " You don't have to worry."" Is there a reason why you have been distant lately?" I stopped i

Josh's POV She tasted divine, even better than I had imagined. I had imagined this day, thought about how perfect it would be so many times and this was the first time it was happening. I had teased her constantly, watching her reaction to me. I had done so repeatedly to make her ready for when this will happen, and when I will finally get to kiss her, but I have been wrong, with every single thing. My imagination hasn't done me any good, they were all trash compared to the moment, I wanted to merge myself with her, kiss her forever until she had only my name etched in her. I needed her to know I didn't care who was going to be her mate, that even at that, I will take her for myself, needed her to fall in love with me, hopelessly that when this all ends, she wouldn't be able to fall in love with anyone. That was the plan, to make her fall hopelessly and keep her to myself, when Max comes knocking, I will be ready to talk to him, to show him that the affection I have for her were n

Josh's POV "Lina?" Emily called when I finally shoved her off, gazing at a whirlwind of what I could term blue and white. I couldn't imagine that she had seen her and done what she had done, I should have known she had a motive in mind when she came in here. I had my admission letter in my hands, waiting for when Lina would walk in so I would let her know I have been admitted into college and would be making preparations to leave soon. I needed her to be the first person who would get to know because she was the first person I wanted to tell about everything before Max, or my parents could get to know. I shoved Emily so hard that it had her stumbling for balance. " You did that on purpose, didn't you?"" What are you talking about? Why would you think that I did that on purpose? Why? Didn't you say you didn't love her? Why then does a single mention of her name have you this way? Agitated and scared? Let me guess, you didn't think she would see you this way, right?" My hands wr

Josh's POV I knew I wasn't supposed to be here, hell fuck it, I needed to be out of here but I couldn't help it. It was the night where she turned eighteen and where she found her mate, the one she was destined to be with by the moon goddess. The one who she will live with for the rest of her life, and even when I hated it, I wanted to know who it would be. I had mine last year, and was unable to get my mate. The priest had talked about how she hadn't gotten her wolf yet, and that had to be the reason why I couldn't feel her, but I was glad when that happened, because I didn't want anyone else aside from her, Lina.But unlike me, she was out there, searching for her mate, what exactly was important that she couldn't get from someone else? Maybe me. I was ready to give her the world, even better than the so-called mate would have been able to. When the chord struck twelve and the moon was at its apex, I felt it, the scent which permeated the air so heavily that it tossed me in. I