Semua Bab Forbidden desires: In love with my brother's best friend : Bab 11 - Bab 20

Josh's POV When was the last time I felt this sated? I questioned myself repeatedly as I watched her walk away, stepping into her car before she drove off before I got into mine, driving slowly behind her just to make sure there wouldn't be a repetition of what had happened in the school field all over again. I had been wrong in my path, I haven't thought about the fact that anyone might see her, I was blinded with my rage that somehow Darren had been able to get across to her and so, I needed to make sure that it wasn't so, and when I finally did, I felt so glad that it was hard to keep my emotions at bay. The thing was to get her to fall in love with me within two months. I really hoped that I would be able to, if I could, it would make me the happiest man in this universe and even among all the planets. “ Shit,” I cursed when I noticed she had finally driven down to the lane which led to their pack house and knowing that she was safe in the comfort of her home, only then was I

Josh's POV Have I done that out of rage? Yes, and was I having any regrets? No, why would I be doing so when he was supposed to know when exactly he was to show up and when he wasn't. I turned to the field where everyone had their mouths wide open, a hand slammed me on my shoulders so hard that it had me turning to take a look at who it was when Max screamed at me; “ What have you done, Josh? You killed him.” Killed? That was merely an exaggeration but why was I feeling like I would do something like that if given the chance to? Does that mean the feeling I had for her,for Lina was a dangerous one? I gulped in,not wanting to care at all when I said in my defense. “ It wasn't my intention, I thought that would make a goal, how was I to know that it would hit him on the head?” I threw both hands in defense, shrugging my shoulders as well to prove my point,not caring that neither he nor the other team mate bought it. I ran as fast as I could, even when I wished I would

Lina's POV Max barged into my room in what seemed like an hour later, his face questioning as he stepped in. “ What exactly is going on? Who sent you those flowers?” “ Max,” I called out, a bit enraged at how he had burst in. “ You shouldn't burst into my room like that, what if I had someone over?” “ No, you better don't. I know you Lina, and you haven't had anyone else aside from Emma over, so tell me, who gave you those? The lilies lined downstairs?”“ Can you just stop!” I begged, almost at wit's end because it was getting so difficult already. “ This is tiring, I am old enough to know what is right for me and what isn't good enough for me, so you should take a break.” That seemed to have calmed him down because he heaved before sighing as well. “ I am just being protective of you, that's all, and I'm being serious. I know and you know as well that I am being this way for your sake, I don't want you hurt.” “ I am not trying to get hurt, besides if I do, I am always going to

Josh's POV My eyes trailed her movement while I tried not to pay attention to what she had just said but how was that possible when she was the one? She always had me around her fingers without ever having to try,my lips curled while I took in what she had on, from her skirt which rested above her knees to her little strap on singlet,paired with a knee length boot.“ Wow” I mouthed out, my wolf groaned at what I saw, she looked perfect and all I wanted to do was reap off the clothing she had on but I knew that would be a little off at the moment. “ Damn it.” I cursed, trailing after her. There was no way I would let her walk in there looking like a snack, she was to me and I knew others saw her the same way that I did. Immediately I stepped in, I noticed the gazes which were thrown at us but it wasn't at me, I knew who it was directed to, she pulled at her skirt, maybe forgetting for a minute that it was barely able to cover her laps up, those sexy flawless laps which would have

Josh's POV Disgust, it churned through my skin filling it up that it had me spinning around in an instant, before grasping her wrist. “ What in Selina's name do you think you are doing?” “ Josh,” she touched herself through her lingerie which was barely able to cover herself, disgusting me even further. “ I did this for you,I know you have always wanted me, and it is only right that I gave myself to you, for you to touch me, we are to be married soon and it wouldn't be wrong for you to do so.”I muffled in a chuckle, amused at not just her guts, but the nerves she somehow possessed so suddenly to be doing this in the first place. How could she think I will be attracted to her any longer? Before Lina, I would have been, but when I knew how close I was to losing her, I stopped it. It was all to get her attention anyways, however, since it seems I have been making a mistake and she didn't even take note, I knew I had to stop. “Get out, Emily. We are done. I am not getting married t