Semua Bab Fuel Me, Break Me, Love Me: Bab 1 - Bab 4

RejenaIt has been years since I have been on holiday. It has been never, since I traveled out of my Country. Which is sad, I might add because that has always been my dream. I wanted to travel the world, see what it has to offer. I wanted to learn about different cultures and taste different foods. I wanted to be able to dance around the world, find a man along the way and never stop moving. Well, maybe not never, but I didn’t want to stand still, frozen in one place. Sadly, that had become my life. I found a job right after school to help pay the bills. A shitty job I might add, but one that ensured I had a steady income even if it meant working from dawn to dusk, hardly ever seeing the sunlight, aside from the brief time I decided to take up smoking to cope with my mental health while dealing with difficult clients. At least I thought I was doing it to keep sane, but it was just a distraction from how bad things had gotten. I quickly realized it was not helping my mental health at

RejenaThe Dalon Sorrin has my hand in his, shaking it and pretending to be someone else. Fine, I can play along. Instead of giving him my own name, I give him my pen name. Technically, I am not completely lying about who I am. I am Jane Carter, but only on the cover of books that can only be viewed on apps at the moment, but I am working on getting something on paper, getting it out there for the world to see. That is why I brought my typewriter that I was gifted by someone that always believed in me more than I ever believed in myself, but haven’t truly taken the time to actually write on. I am hoping that if I write on the typewriter, I won’t be able to post the books online again and I can actually take my time to finish the book and try to get it published through a company or go the self-publishing route. I know a typewriter is probably not the ideal way to go about it, but I have found a really cool app that can take scanned documents and turn it into a word document, so that i