All Chapters of The chaos of him: Chapter 111 - Chapter 120

Jesse’s expression when we walked back to our room could only be described as smug, and I am not sure why. All I have been plotting is how to get him to do the Sprite kiss again. Who knew Sprite could taste better??I bite my lip to stop a moan from slipping out when I think about how his tongue swept into my mouth, the crisp liquid flowing directly into my throat. Shit.“Shit.”“Hm?” I ask, worried he somehow heard my thoughts again, wouldn’t be the first time but it doesn’t make me any less shy. “My sister, I almost forgot our bi monthly check ins. She is going to kill me. Give me a moment okay? She just has to chew me out.” he says rushing to sit in front of the computer at the corner of his room.I watch him punch a few buttons, a new type of smile on his face, it’s mixed with something else, anticipation. I like seeing him like this, he is totally different from the man who has to map out plans and carry guns around. Maybe this was the life he was meant to live, if he didn’t

The air is charged.Thick with desire swirling in our irises as we hold each other’s stare. In a second, everything changes. His hot mouth finds mine in a tangled dance.He picks me up easily, legs wrapped around his naked torso as he swipes the table clean of everything that had been on it earlier, they clatter to the ground the second his back touches the table. Wobbling slightly from being on top of him, I break the kiss, giving him a puzzled look.“I want you to ride me, Golden Boy.”The words incite a different type of excitement in me, it’s a wild and nervous flame at the base of my stomach. “Ride you?”He nods, hands working on my clothes, or what’s left of it.With his hand on my back, he pushes me down to him, his mouth finds my nipple and my train of thoughts are lost. “Ohhh… mmmm.”My fingers slide into his hair. The silk strands feel so good rumpled in my fists, but the fireworks erupting at the nerve endings he’s setting on fire feels so good. “Jesse…”His tongue fli

“We have to cancel.”“What??” Mike and I chorus together, eyes snapping to the man standing above me, arms holding me like he was trying to shield me with his entire body. “I haven’t practiced enough.” he says quickly, but it’s glaringly obvious that’s a bold faced lie. “We can’t push this back.” Mike says softly, like he was actually taking his Captain’s words into consideration. While I question him with my eyes. He sighs,“You’re in pain.” he nods to where my butt is supposed to be under all the covers.Flaming red, I pinch his arm, he jumps, eyes wide. I smile at Mike,“We’ll be down in a minute.”He looks between us then grins before walking away. My entire being has to be red, I have no idea why he grinned like that. “Ow!” Jesse whines when I pull my hand to myself.“How can you ask that?? Everyone worked so hard for this.”“I don’t care about them. I care about you.” he says with a pout. Its cute and distracting but this is important to the mission. “No, you care about you

JESSE HARDING’S POV. The world stills around me.Everything is in slow motion. I can’t breathe. How is this happening??What…? How is Elijah covered in his own blood??My mind is whirring. I have no idea what is going on. He smiles at me, I shake my head at him. Tears drop from the corners of his eyes, trailing down his face and mixing with the blood streaming from his mouth. Again I shake my head.This cannot be happening. Shouldn’t be happening. “Elijah… Elijah…” I hear myself say, but there’s nothing else.Behind me shots are being fired. The sound reminds me of exactly how this happened. I had been so focused on making sure Benjamin didn’t make Elijah feel bad that I totally let my guard down. He had been the only one to notice, and he had taken the bullet for me.“I was… I was going to tell… you… I wanted to tell you how much you mean to me.” he wheezes the words out, one after the other, like he needs to get them out. I shake my head and immediately feel disgust

“Not if I kill her first.” Kelly says entering the room.He hasn’t showed up since he went to register the room, and now I know why. He’s down to just his dress shirt, ditching his jacket and tie, sleeves of his shirt folded up to his elbows. Eyes red rimmed and brimming with so much anger.“If I hadn’t left the two of you on your own… I apologize.” he says, eyes hard.“It’s alright, I don’t pay you enough to risk your life for him.”“That’s not why… it stopped being about the money long ago.” the first part had the defensiveness the second part lacked. He takes a deep breath and looks at Elijah’s laying form, the beeping sounds from the machines around him are steady, good sign right? He’s still just sleeping. “I see why you took a liking to him, he draws people in.” he continues,With a raised brow and pursed lips I stare at him, he notices me looking and he shakes his head. “He’s someone I deeply respect and admire, when you spend so much time with him, solving cases with him