All Chapters of The chaos of him: Chapter 91 - Chapter 100

I can’t stop glaring at him.He’s asked me to eat first. As if I was thinking about food right this instance! I see him for who he really is. He makes people addicted to his dick and then turns them into Benjamin!How long did I have before I turned full blown Benjamin?? “Come back to me, Golden Boy.” he clears his throat.With a sigh, I take another bite of my food, sure it tastes good,(It would have been a lot better with spice, but I can’t have that anymore) and sure I am hungry, but these are not as essential as that… “I’m sorry this is all I can give you at the moment.”His words snap me back to reality.Glancing back at him, his head is slightly bowed, regret lining his very fucking sexy eyes.Now I am hard again. Like I wasn’t before. He has to do something about his eyes.“What are you talking about?”He spreads his hands out on the table like the answer to my question is supposed to be obvious. “The indoors date, being cooped up here. This.”Oh.I forgot I was technic

There’s this shrill sound in the air, I can’t tell where it’s coming from but I hate it.I wish it would stop. I wish I could stop it. Inhaling deeply, memories of few minutes ago flood my mind, where I just told him everything, things I never told anyone. My deepest scars. It’s that shrill sound again.But he had been the one to give me those scars. My chest is staring to hurt from that sound, whatever it is.He never said anything about it, even when he knew he had caused his client to walk free, leaving me with the feeling of guilt and my revenge. “I didn’t know it was your case.” he chokes out.But I didn’t ask him.I would rather he stops whatever was making that shrill soun- Wait.I can’t rely on him for anything anymore, he could be lying to me while hugging me again. How do you trust someone that hugged you while lying to you? Kissed your forehead too. That god forsaken sound is even louder.Blinking, I try to ground myself in my next action, what to do now, and not what

I failed again. My team mates put their lives in my hands and what did I do with it??There’s nothing that comes to mind when I try to pull up images of Kelly and Jake. Jake had been in the back seat, and I have no idea if he used his seat belt. The shape of the truck after the crash makes me feel like a seat belt would not have made any difference. My eyes are shut, and have been that way since my body was thrown roughly against the ground, waking me up. I have no idea where I am, but it smells damp, and there has been no sound of Jake or Kelly.Maybe it’s Jesse’s team, but they didn’t need to do this to us, we don’t have anything they may need. But this dampness doesn’t smell familiar, I feel like Jesse would never live in a house that smelled this terrible. My hands and feet are free, whoever it is that have taken me, they are certain that I won’t run away. That kind of absurd confidence could only be Jesse. Would he hurt me like that??The sound of the truck being smashed i

The name must have meant something to them because her grin seemed to grow at the recognition, and Jesse who had been driving carefully, even waiting for the light to turn red floors the car, speeding through a red light like his life depends on it. Holding the seat belt tight, gritting my teeth, I glance at him. his jaw is locked, eyes set on the road. At least he isn’t trying to kill us.I glance behind us, the red Ferrari stays in place, but I can feel her grin on me the entire time and maybe it’s because of how he reacted to her, but I shudder. The second the car rolls into the driveway, a few guys from his team are outside, waiting for us. I slap their hands away when they try to help me.Benjamin glowers at me, and I glower right back. I do not want to be here either, but his Captain isn’t giving me any choice.He even helps me out of the car, despite my protests.“Where’s Jake and Kelly? We will be out of your hair the moment i find them.” I say to him, he ignores me,

JESSE HARDING’S POVThe cat’s out of the bag.I feel like I can breathe. There’s no lies between us anymore, I don’t have to feel pin pricks in my throat every time there’s an opening to tell the truth and I don’t take it. “I only thought about what was right…” he whispers, face broken in a way I wish to never want to see ever again. This is a secret I wanted out of the way, because it kept standing between us, but this expression on his face makes me feel like I am forced to chew glass and walk across a field of them at the same time. My chest caves in and I pull him in for a hug.Years ago, when all Golden Bo-, he said not to call him that anymore. Right, when Elijah was all about doing the right thing, he wouldn’t even tolerate talking while class was going on. Not even the lecturers were spared, he would make sure every one got their punishment for whatever it is they committed. When he was made school council president, everyone was on high alert, the school was finally l