บททั้งหมดของ The chaos of him: บทที่ 131 - บทที่ 140

The real world had to continue after that.There’s no way to really put the world on hold while you spend every second of the second chance you were given at loving the man that quite literally saved you. “We finally found her.” Kelly reports, if he has something to say about our matching bathrobes, he doesn’t think it’s the right time to say it, and it’s good.Weariness sinks into my bones. I can’t shake the image of her shooting me the last time we met. Just thinking about it now, I can almost feel the burn. My throat closes up, and I can’t breathe.Jesse’s hand slips into mine, and he squeezes once, letting me know without looking at me that he was right here. I don’t know how he always knows what I need, but I am grateful.“Where is she??”I tug on his hand. I can’t let him go on his own, what if she’s going to shoot at him again?? What do I do then?? I won’t lose him, I can’t… “She’s hiding out at our former office. It’s a good hiding spot, it doesn’t really come up as suspi

We all waited with baited breath when Mave left, to the former office where he would find Fatima and the rest of the evidence. Jesse said they’d left her tied up, but every night leading up to the day Mave appeared on the very first news coverage, I slept with one eye open, terrified that she would come back to get her revenge against Jesse. “Stop worrying, I made sure she would never come looking for us.” He said patiently every time I looked over my shoulders.I refused to ask the specifics, maybe one day, when I can stop seeing the barrel of the gun pointing at him. But he hasn’t been just sure, he was certain. All that matters is that he came back to me.Over breakfast of oats and bananas, Jesse was wiping a crumb off my face, Jazz walked into the kitchen and groans. “It doesn’t make it any easier to watch, even if I see it every single day.”I snort, because it’s the same with her, how many times have I walked Kelly and Jazz making out?? Countless times! It is still very mu

Making Jesse stand down was even more difficult than you would think.”I am not a child, you can’t tell me who I can or can’t talk to.” I had told him, mild irritation starting to set in. “You can talk to anybody but the person that caused you harm.”I sigh in exasperation.“That was Fatima, you couldn’t pay me to talk to her, now, if you would excuse me.” I say side stepping him.He moves to take another step and Jazz groans in frustration.“Okay that’s it. You’re coming with me.” she says pulling Jesse away by the arm, he protests, saying what if Benjamin wanted to try something, I resist the urge to give him a deadpan look. Because Benjamin who looks ready to bolt, a far cry from the boy who didn’t try to hide his displeasure against me, would harm me. “I can handle myself.” I reassure him,“I am right out here, the second you need me, just holler, I will be right with you.”Nodding to pacify him because he wouldn’t let it be otherwise, he swallows, glancing back at Benjamin, h

Viv immediately gets to her feet and pulls me along with her, I have no idea why people can’t use their words around me, but she seems to be in a hurry somehow. “Don’t pull him as you wish!” Jesse shouts,“Oh give it a rest, the wound’s healed fine.”“Who’s talking about just the wound?? He is too precious to be pulled along like that.”Blushing I roll my eyes,“You pull me as you please.”He grins, wiggling his brows suggestively.“Of course I do, you like it when I do.”With that, we rush back into the building, so he doesn’t see that I am redder than a tomato, the only person around to witness my embarrassment is Viv. “I have learnt more about you in the past few weeks than when we were together, who knew Mr. Manners hands was a little freaky.” “More than a little freaky, but he it’s just for me.” Jesse says entering the building.If the earth would swallow me, I would be so glad, but since it can’t, I would settle for rubbing my face. “Why are you here anyway? We left speci

The thing about writing a letter, you need to be able to do it before thinking you can impress a really hot guy who uses flowery words randomly. I wanted to eat my words and suggestion, but he had vibrated with so much energy, the air around him seemed to cackle and sizzle. His eyes were maniacally wide, it was another shade of Jesse, naturally I was intrigued. “In all of my imaginations, i was the only one suggesting hand written letters!”With a smile, I pick up the camera, clicking on it, I could hope to capture the happiness he feels, and how happy he looks. Light pink spots appear on his cheeks as he looks down,“Too much?”“You’re never too much, you’re always just right. That’s why I took the picture anyway.”He shivers again, then pulls the sleeves of his hoodie, thrusting his hand in my face, I see goosebumps along his arm. “See how good that made me feel.” he says glancing up at me with a large smile.“Really??” I ask, leaning in even closer for another look at the goose