Shame washes through me.Deep, plain, shame.Bawling like this in front of the office, but my shirt is soaked with coffee, my hair is dripping with it, and I’m… it’s going to take forever to get the coffee stains in this shirt out. It’s one of my good shirts.I don’t want to even look at the face of Mrs. Alden right now, because I know what’s on her face won’t be remorse. Not even if it looks like it.This is what she likes doing.I’ve seen her do it to about three other employees since I started working here, I’m just the first to burst into tears.Usually the other employees would go to the bathroom afterwards to cry, but here I am, sobbing, trying and failing to stop the sobs, and feeling the weakest I have felt in my life.This must be rock bottom.This point where the mind and body aren’t in sync anymore, and one just does what it wants to do, like shudder with deep sobs, while the other one tries to get control and stop the sobs.I take a deep breath, the deepest I have taken, an
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