Semua Bab Kiss my feet, Devil!: Bab 1 - Bab 7

JUDITH LARSSONI woke up with a blank head --- with no single memory of myself nor where I was coming from.All I noticed were a series of wires connected to my body and a faint smell of some clinical fluids, but the room wasn't looking like a hospital ward..“An home treatment" I found myself muttering for no reason as I kept trying to remember at least a thing about myself, but nothing changed.Wait..I didn't even know my name!..“What the --” I was interrupted by the sudden opening of the door and I totally went speechless when a tall man walked in with another lady who obviously was a doctor judging from the stethoscope around her neck.“You're awake!" The man exclaimed, walking over to me with so much excitement obvious in his expression.I gave him a ‘Do I even know you?’ expression with my brows scrunched up.Nothing about him was familiar, not even his face and at a point I feared that I'd been kidnapped from somewhere or maybe... sold?..I shook away the thoughts..It didn'

♣A YEAR LATER♣JUDITH LARSSONI'd received Keith's letter at work that morning and its content gave me so much happiness and joy..We were consummating our marriage for the first time since I survived my accident today.. and yes, he promised to make it a romantic one in a hotel room!.He had claimed to have developed a problem with erection before we got married and our child was gotten through IVF... starving me of intimacy since he claimed to be my husband.“You were aware of this before you lost your memories and the vacuum was the thousandth option I settled for to help me get hard but it never worked..” Forgetting those words of his was impossible, because he says that each time I craved for his touch on the days my hormones got me horny..Did I believe him??..Yes of course, or does an amnesia patient have an option than believing ... even lies?..I ascended the hotel stairs with my four-month old baby, who was sitting comfortably in the baby carrier I was using, right on my ch

JUDITH LARSSON I snatch Einstein out of Mike’s arms and hold him so tight against my chest because I’m scared someone will take him again and this time I won’t get him back. He is warm and he smells like milk and he is the only thing that still feels real. Mike stands there with his hands half-raised and his mouth open and he looks at me like I’m the one who broke everything. “Judith, please, just listen for one second.” “No,” I say and my voice comes out flat and hard and I like it that way because I don’t want him to hear how much I’m shaking inside. “You don’t get to talk. You don’t get to call me baby. You threw me out, remember? You chose Regina, remember? You told me the baby I lost wasn’t worth keeping the marriage and then you pushed me down those stairs.” Keith steps closer and his face is red and ugly and I see the slap he gave me minutes ago still burning in his eyes. “Louisa, you’re confused, come home with me and we’ll fix this.” I turn to him and I laugh but it’s n